To explain the usefulness of the Lehrstücke to you
Knowing as she does that I exert myself
To serve your cause.
THE 21ST SONNET
Hesitant, lifting the black receiver, so
Much fear was in me I had no delight
In the word cured. It was not till night
I vowed I’d send you a dream and a laudatio.
This is the dream: when you step into the daylight
Our guardian beasts shall bow their heads to you
And raise them trumpeting the respect you’re due
For such conspicuous valour in a mortal fight.
Praised be whoever won’t cast down the burden
That she was charged with though the ground give under her!
The greatest victory: the one that seemed beyond her!
The smallest whitest beast shall give you thanks for this
That you by courage and by canniness
Saved us the fighter and the good woman.
SONNET
And now it’s war and now our way is tougher.
You fellow-wayfarer, my given comrade
On level ways or steep, narrow or wide
Teacher and taught, both being both together
And both in flight now with a common goal
Know what I know: that this goal’s not more
Than the way itself, so should one of us fall
And the other let her, let him, only setting store
On the goal itself, the goal would disappear
Become unrecognizable, nowhere known
And breathless at the end the one arriving there
Would stand in sweat and a gray nothingness.
Here where we are now at this milestone
I ask the poem’s muse to tell you this.
SONNET NO. 19
One thing I do not want: you flee from me.
Complain, I’ll want to hear you anyway.
For were you deaf I should need what you say
And were you dumb I should need what you see
And blind: I’d want to see you nonetheless.
Given to watch for me, companion
The way is long and we’re not halfway done
Consider where we are still: in darkness.
“Leave me, I’m wounded” is not good enough
And nor is “Somewhere,” only “Here” will do.
Take longer with the task: but you can’t be let off.
You know, whoever’s needed is not free.
But come whatever may, I do need you.
I saying I could just as well say we.
THEN AT THE LAST, WHEN DEATH . . .
Then at the last, when death, who is not implacable
Showed me the four ruined lobes of her lungs and shrugged
And could not ask it of her that she live on the fifth alone
Speedily I assembled another five hundred tasks
Things to be dealt with at once, next day, next year
In the next seven years
Asked countless questions, critical questions, only
Answerable by her and so in demand
She died more easily.
WRECKAGE
There’s the wooden box still for the notes when a play is being constructed
There are the Bavarian knives, the lectern is still there
There is the blackboard, there are the wooden masks