Back Losing the Moon
Chapters (46)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for
  3. Dedication
  4. Acknowledgements
  5. PART I
  6. Chapter One
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Chapter Three
  9. Chapter Four
  10. Chapter Five
  11. Chapter Six
  12. Chapter Seven
  13. Chapter Eight
  14. Chapter Nine
  15. Chapter Ten
  16. Chapter Eleven
  17. Chapter Twelve
  18. PART II
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-one
  28. Chapter Twenty-two
  29. Chapter Twenty-three
  30. Chapter Twenty-four
  31. PART III
  32. Chapter Twenty-five
  33. Chapter Twenty-six
  34. Chapter Twenty-seven
  35. Chapter Twenty-eight
  36. Chapter Twenty-nine
  37. Chapter Thirty
  38. Chapter Thirty-one
  39. Chapter Thirty-two
  40. Chapter Thirty-three
  41. Epilogue
  42. Conversation Guide
  43. Excerpt for THE FAVORITE DAUGHTER
  44. Chapter Two
  45. About the Author
  46. What’s next onyour reading list?

She waved to Nick and Eliza on the porch through the protection of her car window. Eliza pushed Nick’s beer down and gestured for Amy and Phil to come up to the porch. Nick wouldn’t tolerate Eliza pushing down his beer, would he? Amy waited for him to dump the beer on Eliza, to entangle the barley and hops in her pencil-sketched ponytail; but of course he didn’t.

Phil turned and smiled at her. “And the weekend begins.”

She grabbed Phil’s hand. “It’s only two days. Come on. At least we can spend the weekend with Jack. Let’s have fun.”

Phil leaned across the console and kissed her—a totem, she hoped, against evil.

Molly opened the car door. “Gross . . . Dad. Let’s go.”

Amy turned and smiled at Molly. Parental affection was high on the disgusting factor for her, but Amy knew it made Molly feel protected and part of a family.

The Lowry house curled to the left and right in cedar-shake nooks and dormers on a lot nestled at the end of a cove, a coveted spot on the lake. The porch wrapped around the house from front to back, the sides screened in for the mosquito-laden summer afternoons. Phil, Amy and Molly climbed the steps to the front porch, then appropriately greeted and hugged everybody, curt embraces of uncomfortable unfamiliarity. Amy did not look directly at Nick—at all.

The men descended the steps to retrieve the bags and Eliza walked Amy through the house, giving her a tour.

Amy stopped in the living room with the hand-hewn beams running across the vaulted ceiling. “Eliza, this house is just gorgeous, but I’ve got to get some fresh air—those winding roads kill me. I get so carsick.”

Eliza held her hand over her stomach. “Oh, I’m so sorry—I don’t get motion sickness, but I hear it’s a lot like morning sickness, which I had with all three of Nick’s and my children.”

“Oh.” Amy’s nausea increased.

Eliza pointed to the French doors that ran along the back of the living room. “You can go out to the deck—walk down to the lake if you want. I’ll show you the rest of the house later.”

“Thanks, Eliza. I’ll be right back.” She walked past Eliza and out to the back deck, down the stairs to stand on an elaborate dock system that stretched across the water—a sprawling monstrosity that loomed over the cove with a slide, a diving board, Jet Ski and boat notches.

She lifted her face to the sun, let its warmth ease her receding headache. Nick appeared on the upper deck of the back porch; he stared down at her, his beer poised on the edge of the cut-log railing, his smile aimed at her.

“What?” she said, suddenly self-conscious, girlish. She almost giggled, wondering where all the anger she once felt toward him had gone.