Chapters (33)
- Cover
- About the Author
- By the same author
- Dedication
- Part One
- 1. May
- 2. May
- 3. June
- Part Two
- 4. July
- 5. August
- 6. October
- Part Three
- 7. October The Night After the Party
- 8. November Three Weeks After Ash’s Death
- 9. November
- Part Four
- 10. November
- 11. November
- 12. November
- Part Five
- 13. November
- 14. November
- 15. March
- Part Six
- 16. April
- 17. April
- 18. April – Same Day
- 19. May
- 20. December
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgements
- THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
‘The oxygen deprivation was only partial. A small amount of air had continued to circulate in the chest.’
She and Eric have read a copy of the forensic report: the magnetic seal in the freezer had become faulty in the damp shed over time. Sorrel, pushing desperately at the lid, must have managed to lift it a fraction. The thought of Sorrel struggling for her life is unbearable; beside her Eric shifts uncomfortably in his chair.
‘Her speech?’ Eve asks, dreading the answer.
‘Speech should recover fully; memory might take longer. I should warn you some memories may never come back.’
The consultant’s face is set in tired lines despite his cheerful voice. He has two days’ growth of beard; he might have been working all that time. He is watching their faces as he talks, as if to check how they feel about the information he gives them. He might have a little girl of Sorrel’s age at home; he seems to know exactly how they are feeling.
‘The hippocampus is a small area of the brain responsible for processing memory. It’s particularly sensitive to lack of oxygen.’
‘Are you saying that there’s some microscopic damage to the brain despite her normal scan?’ Eric glares at Dr Ari as if he blames him for what has happened.
Eric’s upset, Eve wants to explain to the consultant, angry at what’s happened to his daughter, not with you, but Dr Ari is experienced, he has probably seen this reaction before.
‘Damage is a misleading word,’ Dr Ari says gently. ‘A child’s brain has a great recovery capability. You should think in terms of months or a year. In the meantime, we’ll be moving her to the general paediatric ward where she’ll be for two or three weeks of rest and monitoring.’
‘Recovery capability,’ Eric repeats contemptuously in the hospital canteen later. ‘If he means she’s really brain damaged he should just tell us.’
‘He didn’t mean that at all.’ Eve sips the weak tea; it’s late, they are the only people in the canteen. ‘He was telling us she’s likely to recover. In the meantime, it’s a blessing. Who’d want her to remember that hideous incident?’
‘The police.’
‘Paul’s in custody. They’re not looking for anyone else.’
‘The police are bound to come sooner or later,’ he replies. ‘They’ll want to talk to Sorrel. There was none of his DNA on her.’
‘Of course there wasn’t. Paul’s cleverer than that. Grace told me he was still wearing gloves when he arrived at the house the evening he took her. I thought you knew.’