How is it possible that the girls spent so much time at Igor’s? She’d kept an eye on them from the kitchen window, watched them running in the garden, playing among the trees. Admittedly she’d got on with cooking, studying and looking after Ash, but they were safe and happy in the woods, making dens. They told her that, didn’t they? They always came in for meals.

‘They told him you were putting the clothes aside for charity anyway,’ Eric tells her. ‘They begged him not to say anything or they’d get into trouble.’ He picks up the framed photo. ‘They live in that caravan. His kids are the same ages as ours. They don’t have enough warm things to wear. It’s not surprising the girls wanted to help.’

‘It sounds like he was manipulating them; he probably sold it all for cash.’

‘Why is this so hard for you to understand?’ Eric puts the photo down, his fists ball in his pockets. ‘Everything Igor says checks out with the police. It’s not very complicated. Our children have more clothes than they need so they gave some to Igor for his kids. They like him, he’s kind; he made them feel normal, like other kids.’

‘It’s a pity we don’t live in a caravan.’ She stands up. ‘Why don’t you buy one? We might all feel more normal then.’ She can hardly believe she said that, a ridiculous, childish reply. It will infuriate him, but perhaps that’s what she wants. Perhaps she wants to make him shout at her so she can scream back; they could fight for once. Everything could come out, Ash’s death. Sorrel’s disappearance. The affair. He could yell that it’s all her fault. She would yell back about despair and loneliness, guilt and rage. She stares at him, panting slightly; the air seems to ring with all the words they haven’t said.

Eric follows her from the room into the hall. ‘Igor’s staying until Sorrel is found; he’s going to leave us after that, he’s decided.’ He leans against the wall looking tired. ‘The important thing is he’s our friend and not a criminal.’

She walks out of the front door without replying and continues down the path. He’s wrong; the important thing is Sorrel. Sorrel is the only thing that matters now. The impulse to fight has gone. She doesn’t need Eric to make her feel guilty, she is crushed with guilt already.