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Chapters (103)
  1. Title Page
  2. Contents
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. Thursday
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. Chapter 8
  14. Chapter 9
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Friday
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Saturday
  19. Chapter 12
  20. Chapter 13
  21. Chapter 14
  22. Chapter 15
  23. Chapter 16
  24. Chapter 17
  25. Chapter 18
  26. Chapter 19
  27. Sunday
  28. Chapter 20
  29. Chapter 21
  30. Chapter 22
  31. Chapter 23
  32. Chapter 24
  33. Chapter 25
  34. Chapter 26
  35. Monday
  36. Chapter 27
  37. Chapter 28
  38. Chapter 29
  39. Chapter 30
  40. Chapter 31
  41. Chapter 32
  42. Chapter 33
  43. Chapter 34
  44. Chapter 35
  45. Tuesday
  46. Chapter 36
  47. Chapter 37
  48. Chapter 38
  49. Chapter 39
  50. Chapter 40
  51. Chapter 41
  52. Chapter 42
  53. Chapter 43
  54. Chapter 44
  55. Chapter 45
  56. Chapter 46
  57. Chapter 47
  58. Chapter 48
  59. Chapter 49
  60. Wednesday
  61. Chapter 50
  62. Chapter 51
  63. Chapter 52
  64. Chapter 53
  65. Chapter 54
  66. Chapter 55
  67. Chapter 56
  68. Chapter 57
  69. Chapter 58
  70. Chapter 59
  71. Chapter 60
  72. Thursday
  73. Chapter 61
  74. Chapter 62
  75. Chapter 63
  76. Chapter 64
  77. Chapter 65
  78. Chapter 66
  79. Chapter 67
  80. Chapter 68
  81. Chapter 69
  82. Chapter 70
  83. Friday
  84. Chapter 71
  85. Chapter 72
  86. Chapter 73
  87. Chapter 74
  88. Chapter 75
  89. Chapter 76
  90. Chapter 77
  91. Chapter 78
  92. Chapter 79
  93. Chapter 80
  94. Chapter 81
  95. Chapter 82
  96. Chapter 83
  97. Chapter 84
  98. Three Months Later
  99. Chapter 85
  100. A message from TM Logan
  101. Acknowledgements
  102. About the Author
  103. Copyright

‘He told me about the party after the school play when you two first got together.’ Another piece of evidence that I had held in my hands – and failed to see what it meant. ‘But that was when you were teenagers. How did you get from that to this?’

‘Teenagers are real,’ Mel said quietly. ‘It’s adulthood when we get lost, forget who we are.’

‘Come on, Mel, you can do better than that. This is me you’re talking to, your husband. I know who you are.’

‘You don’t get it, do you? Teenagers are honest. They’re true – that’s why they feel so vulnerable. It’s easy to forget that with all the other junk that gets in the way as you get older. Work, marriage, kids, mortgage. I woke up one morning and realised I’d turned into someone I didn’t recognise, someone I didn’t even like any more. And then Beth and I bumped into each other again at Charlotte and Gary’s wedding a couple of years ago and it all just came back, like being teenagers again.’

‘That was the party where you said you made the mistake. A drunken kiss that led to his obsession with you.’

Beth said: ‘There was a drunken kiss all right, but not with boring old Ben.’

‘That was where the two of you got back together?’

‘Like waking up again after twenty years in a coma,’ Mel said quietly.

‘This is not you, Mel. This isn’t reality.’

‘I haven’t forgotten what’s real,’ she said. ‘Who I really am.’

‘Then what about our son? What about William? What about me?’

‘You pushed us into this corner,’ Beth said. ‘If you’d kept plodding along like you’ve done for the last ten years of your life – boring old Joe, head down, stuck in your rut – you needn’t have been involved. But as it is –’

‘As it is, you’re framing me for a crime I didn’t commit.’

She jabbed the shotgun towards me.

‘That was your choice. You got involved when you didn’t have to, when you stuck your nose in. And then, almost like it was fate, you presented us with an opportunity that was too good to pass up. Gift-wrapped and tied with a bow.’

Now the shock was receding, it was starting to become clear: I needed to get out of this house, grab William and take him somewhere safe. Somewhere far away from these two.

I needed to take the initiative.

‘There’s something you should both know.’

‘What’s that?’

‘DCI Naylor agreed to meet me here,’ I lied, checking my watch. ‘He’s going to be here any minute.’

‘You called him?’

‘At King’s Cross.’

‘Not from your mobile, you didn’t. Or did you use a landline, like you did on Wednesday?’

‘What?’