Chapters (103)
- Title Page
- Contents
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Thursday
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Friday
- Chapter 11
- Saturday
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Sunday
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Monday
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Tuesday
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Wednesday
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Thursday
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Friday
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Three Months Later
- Chapter 85
- A message from TM Logan
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- Copyright
Ben had always maintained he was a tough comprehensive-school kid through and through. It was part of his backstory, part of his northern-lad-taking-on-southern-softies persona. But it seemed that this – along with much else that I had learned in the last few days – was another fiction. The truth was private school and prefect badges and expensive holidays all over the world.
Beth returned to the study holding a glass of red wine and a china cup and saucer. She handed me the cup of tea and planted herself on the leather sofa, raising the glass.
‘Cheers,’ she said without a trace of mirth. ‘To marriage.’
I took a sip of the tea and pointed to the pictures on the wall.
‘Is this Ben? I thought he went to the local comp?’
‘God, no,’ she said. ‘His parents sent him private from the age of five. His father was the MD of a big shipping company. Loaded.’
‘But he always said . . . you know, about being the poor kid from the wrong side of the tracks. He said he was the son of a shipyard worker, not that his dad was the boss.’
She shrugged.
‘That’s Ben. It’s just his way. You stop noticing it after a while.’
The fact that he had made stuff up about his working-class upbringing didn’t actually surprise me: it was becoming apparent that he was one of the biggest bullshitters I had ever met. It was disconcerting to be confronted with it face-to-face, but it also fitted with what I had learned since the weekend.
The truth of the battle is whatever the victor deems it to be.
That pretty much summed him up. Truth was changeable to Ben, malleable, to be shaped in whatever way he wanted. So he could get what he wanted.
I pointed to a picture of Alice at the end of the row of frames.
‘How’s Alice doing, by the way?’
‘She’s fine.’
‘How much have you told her?’
‘I never need to tell her much, as far as her dad’s concerned. She picks up most of it on her own. She’s actually better than me now at picking up on his moods and his little jokes. They copy each other’s little phrases and habits, you know. The slang and the textspeak and abbreviations.’ She smiled, but it faded quickly. ‘Sometimes it’s scary how alike they are – Alice is very much her father’s daughter. I’ve just told her that her dad’s gone away for a few days.’
‘She must be missing him,’ I said.
She paused, the glass frozen inches from her lips, her eyes fixed on mine.
‘I can assure you that Alice is quite innocent in all of this,’ she said slowly, carefully, her gaze steady. ‘Alice has nothing to do with it. Any of it.’
‘Of course. Absolutely. I didn’t mean to suggest anything else.’