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Chapters (103)
  1. Title Page
  2. Contents
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. Thursday
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. Chapter 8
  14. Chapter 9
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Friday
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Saturday
  19. Chapter 12
  20. Chapter 13
  21. Chapter 14
  22. Chapter 15
  23. Chapter 16
  24. Chapter 17
  25. Chapter 18
  26. Chapter 19
  27. Sunday
  28. Chapter 20
  29. Chapter 21
  30. Chapter 22
  31. Chapter 23
  32. Chapter 24
  33. Chapter 25
  34. Chapter 26
  35. Monday
  36. Chapter 27
  37. Chapter 28
  38. Chapter 29
  39. Chapter 30
  40. Chapter 31
  41. Chapter 32
  42. Chapter 33
  43. Chapter 34
  44. Chapter 35
  45. Tuesday
  46. Chapter 36
  47. Chapter 37
  48. Chapter 38
  49. Chapter 39
  50. Chapter 40
  51. Chapter 41
  52. Chapter 42
  53. Chapter 43
  54. Chapter 44
  55. Chapter 45
  56. Chapter 46
  57. Chapter 47
  58. Chapter 48
  59. Chapter 49
  60. Wednesday
  61. Chapter 50
  62. Chapter 51
  63. Chapter 52
  64. Chapter 53
  65. Chapter 54
  66. Chapter 55
  67. Chapter 56
  68. Chapter 57
  69. Chapter 58
  70. Chapter 59
  71. Chapter 60
  72. Thursday
  73. Chapter 61
  74. Chapter 62
  75. Chapter 63
  76. Chapter 64
  77. Chapter 65
  78. Chapter 66
  79. Chapter 67
  80. Chapter 68
  81. Chapter 69
  82. Chapter 70
  83. Friday
  84. Chapter 71
  85. Chapter 72
  86. Chapter 73
  87. Chapter 74
  88. Chapter 75
  89. Chapter 76
  90. Chapter 77
  91. Chapter 78
  92. Chapter 79
  93. Chapter 80
  94. Chapter 81
  95. Chapter 82
  96. Chapter 83
  97. Chapter 84
  98. Three Months Later
  99. Chapter 85
  100. A message from TM Logan
  101. Acknowledgements
  102. About the Author
  103. Copyright

Ben had always maintained he was a tough comprehensive-school kid through and through. It was part of his backstory, part of his northern-lad-taking-on-southern-softies persona. But it seemed that this – along with much else that I had learned in the last few days – was another fiction. The truth was private school and prefect badges and expensive holidays all over the world.

Beth returned to the study holding a glass of red wine and a china cup and saucer. She handed me the cup of tea and planted herself on the leather sofa, raising the glass.

‘Cheers,’ she said without a trace of mirth. ‘To marriage.’

I took a sip of the tea and pointed to the pictures on the wall.

‘Is this Ben? I thought he went to the local comp?’

‘God, no,’ she said. ‘His parents sent him private from the age of five. His father was the MD of a big shipping company. Loaded.’

‘But he always said . . . you know, about being the poor kid from the wrong side of the tracks. He said he was the son of a shipyard worker, not that his dad was the boss.’

She shrugged.

‘That’s Ben. It’s just his way. You stop noticing it after a while.’

The fact that he had made stuff up about his working-class upbringing didn’t actually surprise me: it was becoming apparent that he was one of the biggest bullshitters I had ever met. It was disconcerting to be confronted with it face-to-face, but it also fitted with what I had learned since the weekend.

The truth of the battle is whatever the victor deems it to be.

That pretty much summed him up. Truth was changeable to Ben, malleable, to be shaped in whatever way he wanted. So he could get what he wanted.

I pointed to a picture of Alice at the end of the row of frames.

‘How’s Alice doing, by the way?’

‘She’s fine.’

‘How much have you told her?’

‘I never need to tell her much, as far as her dad’s concerned. She picks up most of it on her own. She’s actually better than me now at picking up on his moods and his little jokes. They copy each other’s little phrases and habits, you know. The slang and the textspeak and abbreviations.’ She smiled, but it faded quickly. ‘Sometimes it’s scary how alike they are – Alice is very much her father’s daughter. I’ve just told her that her dad’s gone away for a few days.’

‘She must be missing him,’ I said.

She paused, the glass frozen inches from her lips, her eyes fixed on mine.

‘I can assure you that Alice is quite innocent in all of this,’ she said slowly, carefully, her gaze steady. ‘Alice has nothing to do with it. Any of it.’

‘Of course. Absolutely. I didn’t mean to suggest anything else.’