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Chapters (35)
  1. Cover
  2. BERNARDINE EVARISTO
  3. LARA
  4. Dedication
  5. LARA DA COSTA FAMILY TREE
  6. Epigraph
  7. INDEX OF FIRST LINES
  8. PART ONE
  9. PROLOGUE
  10. CHAPTER 1
  11. CHAPTER 2
  12. CHAPTER 3
  13. CHAPTER 4
  14. CHAPTER 5
  15. CHAPTER 6
  16. CHAPTER 7
  17. CHAPTER 8
  18. CHAPTER 9
  19. PART TWO
  20. CHAPTER 10
  21. CHAPTER 11
  22. CHAPTER 12
  23. CHAPTER 13
  24. CHAPTER 14
  25. CHAPTER 15
  26. CHAPTER 16
  27. CHAPTER 17
  28. CHAPTER 18
  29. CHAPTER 19
  30. CHAPTER 20
  31. EPILOGUE
  32. GLOSSARY
  33. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  34. About the Author
  35. Copyright

That evil bastard Cromwell is to blame.

I’d like to ring his bloody neck,’ she called out,

looking around as if he was lurking somewhere.

Emma ran into Caitlin’s arms, who cupped her face,

‘You’ve got the face of a man called Turlough,

one of the rebels deported to prison in that faraway

place called Australia in 1798. Remember his name,

Emma, because he was my daidí, and I loved him,

and your great seanathair, and only the Lord

knows how he suffered and died – because I don’t.

Oh, but I’d like to cut off the balls of every one

of them Redcoat Sasanach soldiers in town.’

CAITLIN/EMMA

SURE IT’S a peat hovel, but it’s our home.

Lorcan’s money from London isn’t enough.

Uncle Lorcan tried to send for me,

but Mamó shouted ‘Over my dead body!’

We eat pheasant and trout to grow her strong.

Old Braden the gamekeeper will never catch me.

Mamó brushes my hair hard every day.

One hundred strokes to keep it shiny.

Rainwater collects in a barrel like noisy drums.

In summer we bathe in the River Camcor.

Mamó sings to me by candlelight.

Outside I see glow worms in the hedgerows.

She’s off to that school place for the learning.

Most of Lorcan’s money goes on the fees.

I can read and I can write and I can count

and I can be good or I can get a right ear-slapping.

She’s on at me to take the donkey track into Birr;

the temptation, now she’s older, of soldiers.

I want to see Parson’s Castle and the shops,

the square, the fancy houses and all those people.

I’ll never let on the awful shame of her mamaí –

how there was no husband to speak of.

These nights I hold Mamó’s body.

Her ribcage barely moves. I worry.

How I prayed my country would be liberated

by the time the Good Lord came for me.

EMMA

I AWOKE
cuddling a chilly
bough
I ran
into the woods
and rained
Never
been
alone afore
like a squirrel
I
forage
found
in woods
hair like bracken
Uncle Lorcan
arrived
a stranger
Mamó
planted back
in soil
dirt shovelled
on grey face I
choked
I would not
dishonour her
by leaving Éire
you’re as stubborn
as my mother

he said
begging – for me?
workhouse – for me?
service – for me?
I fly
in the grip
of his hand
door to door
he
knocks
my bare feet
his black boots
castle gravel, crunch

CHAPTER 3

Parson’s Castle, Birr, Ireland

CHINTZ, carpets, mahogany, marquetry,

porcelain, damask, bronzes, curtains, chinoiserie,

brass fittings, flagstone floors, ormolu mounts,

rosewood, black-lacquer, Persian rugs,

a sofa veneered with rosewood, plinths inlaid

with stylised arabesques with coil-sprung seats

for comfort; a walnut commode; a red marble-topped

table on a carved frieze above a central column

with spiral fluting surrounded by sphinxes;

a floor-length mirror with a carved softwood frame;

enormous stained-glass windows; ten bed chambers,

a drawing-room, breakfast room, dining-room,

games room, smoking room, garden room, terrace