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Chapters (205)
  1. Title Page
  2. A Dutiful Daughter
  3. Tamuning
  4. Rides to St. Cletus
  5. Sh-sh
  6. Evaporate
  7. Monday’s List
  8. Techa
  9. Smart Boy
  10. House of Plastic
  11. Sneaky
  12. Lunchtime at St. Cletus
  13. A Meal of Words
  14. Wanted: One Knock-Knock Joke
  15. Magic Man
  16. Dishes
  17. Delia’s New Haircut
  18. Sister Agnes and Sister Rachel
  19. List Maker
  20. My Mother’s Gifts
  21. A Charitable Act
  22. List of Confessions
  23. Making Time
  24. Things to Do That Might Help Us Return to Malesso
  25. Teacher for the Day
  26. Falling into Water
  27. Phone Call
  28. No Crying Over Spilled Milk
  29. Return to Malesso
  30. Malesso
  31. Home
  32. List for Vendors
  33. A Place at the Table
  34. My Room
  35. First Night
  36. First Morning List
  37. First Morning Home
  38. No-Legend Death
  39. Cocos Island
  40. Roman
  41. Teresita
  42. Lorenzo, King of the Cockfighters
  43. The Fish Artist
  44. The Way It Was Before
  45. Second Night
  46. Sleepy Days, Sleepless Night
  47. Lost Birds
  48. Golai HagunSune
  49. Mary Kelly
  50. Eyebrow talk
  51. New Girl Day
  52. An Admirer
  53. Suruhana
  54. Bingo and Cockfights
  55. Not Now
  56. Breakfast of Champions
  57. When Frank Almost Downed
  58. Where Was She?
  59. The Dream
  60. Robbed
  61. Pictures
  62. Chicken Noodle Soup
  63. God’s Instrument
  64. Playing Hooky
  65. Another Visitor
  66. Musical Chairs
  67. Impostor
  68. No-show
  69. Olivia’s Crab
  70. Don’t You Remember?
  71. Ana, Who Likes Animal Crackers, Peanut Butter, and Comics
  72. Taotaomo’na
  73. Evening Watch
  74. The Marks on Frank’s Wall
  75. A Stranger in the House
  76. Not a Rose
  77. Is He the One?
  78. Ana Cruz Gives Birth
  79. Watch Me
  80. Watching Olivia Dance Outside the Cafeteria
  81. Closed Docs
  82. A Different Hat
  83. It’s a Girl
  84. Parents Night
  85. Full Moon
  86. Legend of Santa Marian Kamalen
  87. Nightly Ritual
  88. Gone
  89. The Christening of Carmella Iglesias Martina Cruz Flores
  90. Auntie Bernadette’s Baby Fiesta
  91. A Proposal
  92. Happily Ever After
  93. Collecting in the Jungle
  94. Latte Stones
  95. Mind Your Own Business
  96. Shopping Day
  97. Elvis Lives at the Hard Rock Cafe
  98. Fiesta Queen
  99. A Bridge of Words
  100. The Blue Fabric
  101. Model Mother
  102. Searching for Frank
  103. Inventory
  104. Roman’s Tickets
  105. The Blue Dress
  106. The Boy Who Likens to Blend
  107. My Essay
  108. My Family’s Trip to Disneyland
  109. Bet
  110. An Unwelcome Visitor
  111. Auntie Bernadette to the Rescue
  112. This Week’s List for Vendors
  113. Fittings
  114. Ticket Sellers
  115. Scars
  116. Bikini Blues
  117. Green-eyed Monster
  118. Second Thoughts
  119. List for Olivia
  120. A Different Island
  121. Bathing Suit Switch
  122. A Thousand Miles Away
  123. No Tom Cruise
  124. The Power of Chocolate
  125. Good-bye
  126. Secrets
  127. Breaking Up
  128. Nice Girls
  129. Swimming
  130. Preparations
  131. Sorry
  132. Surprises
  133. List for Fiesta Preparations
  134. Morning of the Pageant
  135. The Legend of Sirena
  136. Someone Else
  137. Primping
  138. A Familiar Face
  139. Queen
  140. Queen’s Ball
  141. Cha-cha
  142. The Great Escape
  143. Cockfight
  144. Dance with Me
  145. Food and Family
  146. Fiesta
  147. I Hat
  148. Who Knew?
  149. Time
  150. Bleach
  151. Clean State
  152. Unraveling
  153. The Morning After
  154. My Fault
  155. Back to School
  156. Do Not Enter
  157. Walk This Way
  158. Introductions
  159. Tick Tock
  160. No Crayons
  161. Sticks and Stones
  162. Mistaken Identity
  163. Show-and-tell
  164. Confession
  165. Talking
  166. Steps
  167. Consequences
  168. Empty
  169. Puppet Show
  170. A Gentle Reminder
  171. Monday, Q & A with Ed
  172. Thief
  173. No Punishment
  174. Frank’s Hospital Room
  175. First Visit
  176. Missing One Ukulele
  177. Exposed
  178. Focal Point
  179. Sleep
  180. Expectations
  181. Open
  182. Sober
  183. Say His Name
  184. A True Love Story
  185. Good
  186. Growing
  187. Matthew Kolby Johnson
  188. List to Prepare for Diving Team Tryouts
  189. Tryouts
  190. Plunge
  191. Repeat, Please
  192. Boiling Water
  193. A Chance
  194. Fly
  195. Growing Up
  196. Golai Hagun Sune
  197. The Gift
  198. Author’s Note
  199. Acknowledgments
  200. Also by Kimberly Willis Holt
  201. About the Author
  202. GO FISH
  203. Teaser chapter
  204. Notes
  205. Copyright Page

Chop taro leaves and boil in water for one hour. Drain leaves and add grated coconut, lime juice, ginger, salt, garlic, and onion. Boil for another four minutes. Add the diluted coconut milk and Tabasco sauce. Remove from stove. Serve with rice.

The Gift

The Gift

Outside the kitchen the taro leaves have grown thick, probably too thick to be tasty. I open the drawer next to the sink and pull out the sharpest knife. It’s the knife my mother used to make her golai hagun sune, the same one I hid from my brother a month ago.

I pass over the oldest leaves with the curly edges, choosing the fresh young ones. Before I finish cutting the first stem, I remember an old Chamorro song my mother hummed often and the tune finds its way to my lips.

My father shakes the net by the cabana and a coconut escapes to the ground. With his machete, Tata cuts the husk in half with one clean whack. When my mother made the dish, he’d look up at her, pretending like he was going to chop the coconut in a million pieces. But of course he didn’t. Then he laughed and hugged her.

Today he works quietly as he carefully pulls the husk away. He takes the round shell from the center and makes a hole before draining the milk into the yellow bowl.

After I chop the onions, Tata and I take turns grating the coconut until our fingers feel raw. But the pain doesn’t bother us much. Tomorrow at the baby fiesta, Auntie’s guests will have some golai hagun sune and Monday, Frank will eat some of his favorite dish. I can hardly wait to see their faces when they discover the dish we made. I won’t even let it bother me when Auntie says something like, “See, Isabel, I’ll make a suruhana of you after all.” For I know that making my mother’s best recipe has nothing to do with becoming a healer, but everything to do with love.

Tata sings. I sing. Our voices become one. I remember when I was a little girl, sitting in the kitchen, watching my mother from my book, wondering, Why the fuss? Why go through this much trouble to make such a dish?

Now I know why.

Author’s Note

Author’s Note

I spent my fifth- and sixth-grade years on Guam. Those two years proved magical. Coconuts and hibiscus grew in our yard. We swam and snorkeled all year long. I attended fiestas, explored caves, experienced typhoons and earthquakes.

Best of all, I learned what it was like to live among people of a different culture because each weekday the school bus drove me to P. C. Lujan Elementary School, where I attended classes with Chamorro and with other military kids.