Chapters (205)
- Title Page
- A Dutiful Daughter
- Tamuning
- Rides to St. Cletus
- Sh-sh
- Evaporate
- Monday’s List
- Techa
- Smart Boy
- House of Plastic
- Sneaky
- Lunchtime at St. Cletus
- A Meal of Words
- Wanted: One Knock-Knock Joke
- Magic Man
- Dishes
- Delia’s New Haircut
- Sister Agnes and Sister Rachel
- List Maker
- My Mother’s Gifts
- A Charitable Act
- List of Confessions
- Making Time
- Things to Do That Might Help Us Return to Malesso
- Teacher for the Day
- Falling into Water
- Phone Call
- No Crying Over Spilled Milk
- Return to Malesso
- Malesso
- Home
- List for Vendors
- A Place at the Table
- My Room
- First Night
- First Morning List
- First Morning Home
- No-Legend Death
- Cocos Island
- Roman
- Teresita
- Lorenzo, King of the Cockfighters
- The Fish Artist
- The Way It Was Before
- Second Night
- Sleepy Days, Sleepless Night
- Lost Birds
- Golai HagunSune
- Mary Kelly
- Eyebrow talk
- New Girl Day
- An Admirer
- Suruhana
- Bingo and Cockfights
- Not Now
- Breakfast of Champions
- When Frank Almost Downed
- Where Was She?
- The Dream
- Robbed
- Pictures
- Chicken Noodle Soup
- God’s Instrument
- Playing Hooky
- Another Visitor
- Musical Chairs
- Impostor
- No-show
- Olivia’s Crab
- Don’t You Remember?
- Ana, Who Likes Animal Crackers, Peanut Butter, and Comics
- Taotaomo’na
- Evening Watch
- The Marks on Frank’s Wall
- A Stranger in the House
- Not a Rose
- Is He the One?
- Ana Cruz Gives Birth
- Watch Me
- Watching Olivia Dance Outside the Cafeteria
- Closed Docs
- A Different Hat
- It’s a Girl
- Parents Night
- Full Moon
- Legend of Santa Marian Kamalen
- Nightly Ritual
- Gone
- The Christening of Carmella Iglesias Martina Cruz Flores
- Auntie Bernadette’s Baby Fiesta
- A Proposal
- Happily Ever After
- Collecting in the Jungle
- Latte Stones
- Mind Your Own Business
- Shopping Day
- Elvis Lives at the Hard Rock Cafe
- Fiesta Queen
- A Bridge of Words
- The Blue Fabric
- Model Mother
- Searching for Frank
- Inventory
- Roman’s Tickets
- The Blue Dress
- The Boy Who Likens to Blend
- My Essay
- My Family’s Trip to Disneyland
- Bet
- An Unwelcome Visitor
- Auntie Bernadette to the Rescue
- This Week’s List for Vendors
- Fittings
- Ticket Sellers
- Scars
- Bikini Blues
- Green-eyed Monster
- Second Thoughts
- List for Olivia
- A Different Island
- Bathing Suit Switch
- A Thousand Miles Away
- No Tom Cruise
- The Power of Chocolate
- Good-bye
- Secrets
- Breaking Up
- Nice Girls
- Swimming
- Preparations
- Sorry
- Surprises
- List for Fiesta Preparations
- Morning of the Pageant
- The Legend of Sirena
- Someone Else
- Primping
- A Familiar Face
- Queen
- Queen’s Ball
- Cha-cha
- The Great Escape
- Cockfight
- Dance with Me
- Food and Family
- Fiesta
- I Hat
- Who Knew?
- Time
- Bleach
- Clean State
- Unraveling
- The Morning After
- My Fault
- Back to School
- Do Not Enter
- Walk This Way
- Introductions
- Tick Tock
- No Crayons
- Sticks and Stones
- Mistaken Identity
- Show-and-tell
- Confession
- Talking
- Steps
- Consequences
- Empty
- Puppet Show
- A Gentle Reminder
- Monday, Q & A with Ed
- Thief
- No Punishment
- Frank’s Hospital Room
- First Visit
- Missing One Ukulele
- Exposed
- Focal Point
- Sleep
- Expectations
- Open
- Sober
- Say His Name
- A True Love Story
- Good
- Growing
- Matthew Kolby Johnson
- List to Prepare for Diving Team Tryouts
- Tryouts
- Plunge
- Repeat, Please
- Boiling Water
- A Chance
- Fly
- Growing Up
- Golai Hagun Sune
- The Gift
- Author’s Note
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Kimberly Willis Holt
- About the Author
- GO FISH
- Teaser chapter
- Notes
- Copyright Page
Chop taro leaves and boil in water for one hour. Drain leaves and add grated coconut, lime juice, ginger, salt, garlic, and onion. Boil for another four minutes. Add the diluted coconut milk and Tabasco sauce. Remove from stove. Serve with rice.
The Gift
The Gift
Outside the kitchen the taro leaves have grown thick, probably too thick to be tasty. I open the drawer next to the sink and pull out the sharpest knife. It’s the knife my mother used to make her golai hagun sune, the same one I hid from my brother a month ago.
I pass over the oldest leaves with the curly edges, choosing the fresh young ones. Before I finish cutting the first stem, I remember an old Chamorro song my mother hummed often and the tune finds its way to my lips.
My father shakes the net by the cabana and a coconut escapes to the ground. With his machete, Tata cuts the husk in half with one clean whack. When my mother made the dish, he’d look up at her, pretending like he was going to chop the coconut in a million pieces. But of course he didn’t. Then he laughed and hugged her.
Today he works quietly as he carefully pulls the husk away. He takes the round shell from the center and makes a hole before draining the milk into the yellow bowl.
After I chop the onions, Tata and I take turns grating the coconut until our fingers feel raw. But the pain doesn’t bother us much. Tomorrow at the baby fiesta, Auntie’s guests will have some golai hagun sune and Monday, Frank will eat some of his favorite dish. I can hardly wait to see their faces when they discover the dish we made. I won’t even let it bother me when Auntie says something like, “See, Isabel, I’ll make a suruhana of you after all.” For I know that making my mother’s best recipe has nothing to do with becoming a healer, but everything to do with love.
Tata sings. I sing. Our voices become one. I remember when I was a little girl, sitting in the kitchen, watching my mother from my book, wondering, Why the fuss? Why go through this much trouble to make such a dish?
Now I know why.
Author’s Note
Author’s Note
I spent my fifth- and sixth-grade years on Guam. Those two years proved magical. Coconuts and hibiscus grew in our yard. We swam and snorkeled all year long. I attended fiestas, explored caves, experienced typhoons and earthquakes.
Best of all, I learned what it was like to live among people of a different culture because each weekday the school bus drove me to P. C. Lujan Elementary School, where I attended classes with Chamorro and with other military kids.