Chapters (205)
- Title Page
- A Dutiful Daughter
- Tamuning
- Rides to St. Cletus
- Sh-sh
- Evaporate
- Monday’s List
- Techa
- Smart Boy
- House of Plastic
- Sneaky
- Lunchtime at St. Cletus
- A Meal of Words
- Wanted: One Knock-Knock Joke
- Magic Man
- Dishes
- Delia’s New Haircut
- Sister Agnes and Sister Rachel
- List Maker
- My Mother’s Gifts
- A Charitable Act
- List of Confessions
- Making Time
- Things to Do That Might Help Us Return to Malesso
- Teacher for the Day
- Falling into Water
- Phone Call
- No Crying Over Spilled Milk
- Return to Malesso
- Malesso
- Home
- List for Vendors
- A Place at the Table
- My Room
- First Night
- First Morning List
- First Morning Home
- No-Legend Death
- Cocos Island
- Roman
- Teresita
- Lorenzo, King of the Cockfighters
- The Fish Artist
- The Way It Was Before
- Second Night
- Sleepy Days, Sleepless Night
- Lost Birds
- Golai HagunSune
- Mary Kelly
- Eyebrow talk
- New Girl Day
- An Admirer
- Suruhana
- Bingo and Cockfights
- Not Now
- Breakfast of Champions
- When Frank Almost Downed
- Where Was She?
- The Dream
- Robbed
- Pictures
- Chicken Noodle Soup
- God’s Instrument
- Playing Hooky
- Another Visitor
- Musical Chairs
- Impostor
- No-show
- Olivia’s Crab
- Don’t You Remember?
- Ana, Who Likes Animal Crackers, Peanut Butter, and Comics
- Taotaomo’na
- Evening Watch
- The Marks on Frank’s Wall
- A Stranger in the House
- Not a Rose
- Is He the One?
- Ana Cruz Gives Birth
- Watch Me
- Watching Olivia Dance Outside the Cafeteria
- Closed Docs
- A Different Hat
- It’s a Girl
- Parents Night
- Full Moon
- Legend of Santa Marian Kamalen
- Nightly Ritual
- Gone
- The Christening of Carmella Iglesias Martina Cruz Flores
- Auntie Bernadette’s Baby Fiesta
- A Proposal
- Happily Ever After
- Collecting in the Jungle
- Latte Stones
- Mind Your Own Business
- Shopping Day
- Elvis Lives at the Hard Rock Cafe
- Fiesta Queen
- A Bridge of Words
- The Blue Fabric
- Model Mother
- Searching for Frank
- Inventory
- Roman’s Tickets
- The Blue Dress
- The Boy Who Likens to Blend
- My Essay
- My Family’s Trip to Disneyland
- Bet
- An Unwelcome Visitor
- Auntie Bernadette to the Rescue
- This Week’s List for Vendors
- Fittings
- Ticket Sellers
- Scars
- Bikini Blues
- Green-eyed Monster
- Second Thoughts
- List for Olivia
- A Different Island
- Bathing Suit Switch
- A Thousand Miles Away
- No Tom Cruise
- The Power of Chocolate
- Good-bye
- Secrets
- Breaking Up
- Nice Girls
- Swimming
- Preparations
- Sorry
- Surprises
- List for Fiesta Preparations
- Morning of the Pageant
- The Legend of Sirena
- Someone Else
- Primping
- A Familiar Face
- Queen
- Queen’s Ball
- Cha-cha
- The Great Escape
- Cockfight
- Dance with Me
- Food and Family
- Fiesta
- I Hat
- Who Knew?
- Time
- Bleach
- Clean State
- Unraveling
- The Morning After
- My Fault
- Back to School
- Do Not Enter
- Walk This Way
- Introductions
- Tick Tock
- No Crayons
- Sticks and Stones
- Mistaken Identity
- Show-and-tell
- Confession
- Talking
- Steps
- Consequences
- Empty
- Puppet Show
- A Gentle Reminder
- Monday, Q & A with Ed
- Thief
- No Punishment
- Frank’s Hospital Room
- First Visit
- Missing One Ukulele
- Exposed
- Focal Point
- Sleep
- Expectations
- Open
- Sober
- Say His Name
- A True Love Story
- Good
- Growing
- Matthew Kolby Johnson
- List to Prepare for Diving Team Tryouts
- Tryouts
- Plunge
- Repeat, Please
- Boiling Water
- A Chance
- Fly
- Growing Up
- Golai Hagun Sune
- The Gift
- Author’s Note
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Kimberly Willis Holt
- About the Author
- GO FISH
- Teaser chapter
- Notes
- Copyright Page
Auntie misses our turn to the road leading to the hospital and has to make a right at the next street, then backtrack. She always messes up when she’s telling a story. Usually I get impatient because I can’t stand being late, but today I don’t care. I want to hear the rest.
“Was Uncle Fernando there?” Olivia asks.
Auntie smiles. “Yes. Fernando was across the room, staring at me. I’d noticed him earlier because of his fine square jaw. He walked toward me, passing Celia and the other pretty dancing girls. He introduced himself, held out his arm, and said, ‘Let’s dance.’
“I looked down at my bad hand and said, ‘I haven’t done the cha-cha in years. I’ll make a terrible dance partner.’ But he stood there with his arm out until I agreed to join him. And you know what, Olivia?”
“What?” she asks.
“I wasn’t bad. In fact, Fernando was such a great dancer, he made me look like one, too. Somehow my feet remembered those playground steps. Fernando’s eyes never left mine and we’ve been dancing through life together ever since.”
Olivia scrunches her face. “But Uncle Fernando doesn’t dance—he just sleeps.”
“That’s not what she meant, Olivia,” I say. But how do you explain true love to a seven-year-old?
I’ve known Auntie and Uncle Fernando my entire life, but today I feel like we’ve just met. The next time I see Uncle Fernando, I’m going to check out that fine square jaw.
Good
Good
Ed is eating fried chicken today instead of a Big Mac. He opens a towelette and wipes his fingers before shaking my hand.
“Isabel, I have some good news. My friend has a cousin who is a swim coach at the university. They have an opening on their junior team. He said you could try out.”
“But I’m not that good. I’ve just dived a few times.”
“Let’s let him decide, okay? Tryouts begin at nine. Maybe your father can take you Saturday.”
“I doubt that.” He’d be too busy fishing.
Ed pauses like he’s about to ask why. Then says, “Or maybe your auntie?”
“Maybe.”
My stomach rumbles. I wish Ed would mind his own business.
“Isabel, you’ve taken on a lot of responsibility since your mother died and I suspect since before she died, too. You need to have something of your own that has nothing to do with taking care of your family. Maybe it’s the diving.”
“But I’ve never had lessons.”
“Maybe it’s not diving. But it’s got to be something. By the way, Frank is playing the ukulele. He’s great.”
I nod. “My mother was great, too. She taught Frank.”
Ed smiles. “So you remember?”