“I promise you it’s worth the walk to Court Street for these bagels,” I said as we trudged down Henry Street, past the less worthy bagel shops that were closer to my apartment.

“Are you trying to out–New York me for a second day in a row?” he joked, casually linking his fingers through mine, sending my head spinning.

“Aren’t I always, Hayes? Haven’t you figured this out by now?”

Later, bagels sufficiently devoured (egg and cheese for me, cream cheese and lox for him), we wandered toward the farmer’s market with giant coffees in hand. The air was still slightly cool and humid, with an overcast sky hanging low and heavy with gray clouds.

“Do you mind if I grab some stuff for this week?”

“Of course not,” Hayes said between sips.

“If you have to go…,” I began. I wasn’t sure how this time together had started, and I definitely didn’t know when it was supposed to end.

“Franny, my day is wide-open.”

“What about work? And six-mile runs?” I asked, feeling self-conscious that maybe he had better things to do.

“Those things can wait. Nothing could possibly be better than spending time with you.”

He bit his lip, smiling at me. Was he always this romantic? This soft and kind, this intimate with his feelings? Something about him had shifted. Overnight? Or over months? Had romantic Hayes secretly been there all along?

“When did you get so smooth?” I asked with a whack on his arm. He grabbed at my hand and tugged me toward a table full of fiddleheads.

I went overboard, per usual, but still managed to stay on budget, grabbing raspberries and three pounds of peaches, and a container of fresh cavatelli from the pasta guy I loved so much. As badly as I was trying to save my money, this is where I liked to let it all go out the window. Hayes offered to help me lug the bags to my place, and we headed back down Montague Street, window-shopping along the way.

I felt the first drop as we turned onto Hicks Street.

“Uh-oh,” Hayes muttered just as I looked to him to ask him if he’d felt it too.

“Rain?”

“I think we’re about to get dumped on.”

“Should we make a run for it?” I asked, and thunder rumbled overhead in reply. We still had about six more blocks to go.

“Can you run with bags of groceries in your hands?” he asked.

“I mean, I can try!” But the second I said that, they felt ten pounds heavier.

“Let’s just commit to it, then,” Hayes said, returning to that unnaturally calm and collected person I knew him to be, unfazed by everything. “We’re going to get wet whether we run or walk. It’s inevitable. It’s already happening. I think we just have to embrace it.”