Chapters (36)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-One
- Chapter Twenty-Two
- Chapter Twenty-Three
- Chapter Twenty-Four
- Chapter Twenty-Five
- Chapter Twenty-Six
- Chapter Twenty-Seven
- Chapter Twenty-Eight
- Chapter Twenty-Nine
- Acknowledgments
- Discovery More
- About the Author
When I nodded, he said, “Good, ’cause I was gonna make you leave if you said no. Especially since I’m assuming you’re Italian.”
I squinted at him. “How did you know that?”
“Your name’s Francesca,” he said, like that alone made it obvious. “And your obsession with Italian ice.”
“Ah, well, yeah. My dad’s side is Italian.” I nibbled on a fry and tried not to show how pleased I was that he had been trying to figure me out.
“Interessante,” he mused.
“Show-off.” I grinned at him. I liked how his voice sounded speaking Italian, melodic and low.
“I studied abroad in Bologna and Milan,” he said. “I’ve lost most of my Italian, except when I need to order food.”
Milan. The word struck me in the chest. That was where my sister lived. Worked. Hayes had been there too. I considered telling him, unloading this new part of myself. But anytime I thought about telling anyone about what I’d discovered, it felt too real.
“Well, that’s the most important time,” I replied. “You probably speak more of it than I do.”
“Your dad never taught you any?”
“I didn’t know my dad. So.” And now my dad is dead, I thought, and I’ll never get the chance. I swallowed, trying to release the lump that had just taken up residence in my throat.
Hayes nodded, and I could tell he expected me to continue.
“I actually never met him, or his side of the family. I went to college for art and design, so I didn’t take any language classes. And my high school only offered Spanish and French.” I took another bite of my sandwich, chewing for a moment. “I can understand it some, though, now. I play around with it on language apps.”
I grabbed a napkin off the table and began shredding it slowly. “Anyway…”
“Well, Italian’s way overrated.” He gave me a warm smile. “So overrated I don’t even know how to say that in Italian.”
I laughed and went back to eating. And then it occurred to me—he was following my lead, giving me space to open up if I wanted. This was new. I was used to meeting people’s expectations, going along with things out of obligation. But I didn’t have to do that with him. He wasn’t pushing to go anywhere with the conversation, other than where I wanted. And this alone made me want to keep talking.
“So get this,” I said, the words almost falling out of my mouth. “My mom and my birth dad basically had a one-night stand, and she never saw him again but she got pregnant. So cliché, I know. But I’ve never really known much about him.”
There was no gasp, or shock, or awkward joke. Instead, he just leaned closer to me. “That must have been hard,” he said. “For you.”