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  1. Contents
  2. Interrogation Room 37
  3. Amir
  4. Ten Months Ago
  5. Interrogation Room 37
  6. Amir
  7. Interrogation Room 38
  8. Soraya
  9. Interrogation Room 39
  10. Afshin Azadi
  11. Thirty-One Days Ago
  12. Interrogation Room 38
  13. Roya Azadi
  14. Interrogation Room 38
  15. Soraya
  16. Interrogation Room 37
  17. Amir
  18. Thirty Days Ago
  19. Interrogation Room 39
  20. Afshin Azadi
  21. Interrogation Room 37
  22. Amir
  23. Twenty-Nine Days Ago
  24. Interrogation Room 38
  25. Roya Azadi
  26. Twenty-Eight Days Ago
  27. Interrogation Room 37
  28. Amir
  29. Interrogation Room 38
  30. Soraya
  31. Twenty-Eight Days Ago
  32. Interrogation Room 38
  33. Soraya
  34. Twenty-Seven Days Ago
  35. Interrogation Room 38
  36. Soraya
  37. Interrogation Room 37
  38. Amir
  39. Twenty-Four Days Ago
  40. Interrogation Room 38
  41. Roya Azadi
  42. Interrogation Room 38
  43. Soraya
  44. Interrogation Room 37
  45. Amir
  46. Interrogation Room 38
  47. Soraya
  48. Interrogation Room 37
  49. Amir
  50. Interrogation Room 39
  51. Afshin Azadi
  52. Fifteen Days Ago
  53. Fourteen Days Ago
  54. Interrogation Room 38
  55. Soraya
  56. Eleven Days Ago
  57. Interrogation Room 38
  58. Soraya
  59. Ten Days Ago
  60. Interrogation Room 38
  61. Soraya
  62. Interrogation Room 38
  63. Roya Azadi
  64. Interrogation Room 39
  65. Afshin Azadi
  66. Nine Days Ago
  67. Interrogation Room 37
  68. Amir
  69. Interrogation Room 38
  70. Soraya
  71. Eight Days Ago
  72. Six Days Ago
  73. Interrogation Room 37
  74. Amir
  75. Six Days Ago
  76. Four Days Ago
  77. Interrogation Room 38
  78. Roya Azadi
  79. Interrogation Room 38
  80. Soraya
  81. Interrogation Room 39
  82. Afshin Azadi
  83. Three Days Ago
  84. Interrogation Room 38
  85. Roya Azadi
  86. Interrogation Room 39
  87. Afshin Azadi
  88. Two Days Ago
  89. Interrogation Room 39
  90. Afshin Azadi
  91. One Day Ago
  92. Interrogation Room 37
  93. Amir
  94. Later That Day
  95. Interrogation Room 38
  96. Roya Azadi
  97. Interrogation Room 38
  98. Soraya
  99. Interrogation Room 37
  100. Amir
  101. Interrogation Room 38
  102. Soraya
  103. Interrogation Room 39
  104. Afshin Azadi
  105. Interrogation Room 37
  106. Amir
  107. Interrogation Room 38
  108. Roya Azadi
  109. Interrogation Room 38
  110. Soraya
  111. Interrogation Room 39
  112. Afshin Azadi
  113. Interrogation Room 38
  114. Roya Azadi
  115. Interrogation Room 37
  116. Amir
  117. Interrogation Room 38
  118. Roya Azadi
  119. Interrogation Room 38
  120. Soraya
  121. Interrogation Room 39
  122. Afshin Azadi
  123. Interrogation Room 37
  124. Amir
  125. Interrogation Room 38
  126. Roya Azadi
  127. Today
  128. Interrogation Room 37
  129. Amir
  130. Interrogation Room 38
  131. Soraya
  132. Interrogation Room 38
  133. Roya Azadi
  134. Interrogation Room 37
  135. Amir
  136. Soraya
  137. Afshin Azadi
  138. Amir
  139. Jahan
  140. 12:37 P.M.
  141. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  142. WEEK ONE
  143. What’s next on your reading list?

It was his lips. They deserved an exhibit of their own.

“Valerio?” I shook my head. “You work here?”

“Amir! Ay, I am sorry I have not texted. It was a busy weekend. I was working many shifts, and I thought I would see you at the Rigatteria party last weekend, but I did not, and I meant to text you, but—”

“It’s okay,” I said.

Valerio pulled me aside so another waiter could squeeze through. I flinched when he touched my arm. Valerio raised an eyebrow.

“Who are you here with?” he asked. “I cannot imagine it is a date, as you do not believe in mixing Italian food with romance.”

I looked away and smiled. “That would be impractical.”

“The mixing of foods, yes,” Valerio said. “The date, it is all right. I would not be angry if you were here with someone else. You are an American in Rome. I imagine you are in very high demand.”

I looked back at him. We stared at each other for a moment, Valerio and I. I was searching his face to see if he knew about Giovanni, how I had messed everything up, how nervous I was to be talking to him, but all I saw was the face of an Italian boy—those droopy eyes—endearingly cute and endearingly sweet.

“I’m here with my family,” I finally said.

Valerio’s face exploded. “What?”

“Eccolo,” I said, and I pointed at them at the table outside.

“Wow. I am happy for you,” Valerio said, squeezing my shoulder. “So they came around?”

I shrugged. “Maybe. We’ll see.”

Valerio’s eyes fell to his feet. “So you are going back. To America.”

“I am.” I put my hands in my pockets and—oh my God. The glow stick.

Valerio must have seen me react, because he went, “I apologize, but I must ask: Is that a phone in your pocket or are you just happy to see me?”

“You did not just use that line.”

“I have wanted to use that line for years! It is so American.”

I took out the glow stick. Valerio gasped.

“No way!” he exclaimed. He took it from me and chuckled. “You are crazy.”

“Maybe I am.” I shook my head. “But you’re crazier. You’re the one who wanted to kiss at the Vatican.”

“And I would do it again,” Valerio said. He bit his lip and smiled. “I should get back to work. These pizzas are getting cold. But promise me something, Amir. Promise me that the boy I met at Rigatteria, the one I kissed behind the door at the Vatican, that he will not go anywhere. That he will stay right here”—Valerio tapped my heart—“whether other people approve or no.”

I pulled in his hand and hugged Valerio tight. “Good luck with your mom,” I whispered in his ear.

“Good luck with your family,” Valerio said.

When I turned around, I noticed my family had been watching us.

After I went to the bathroom, I went back to our table outside, nearly knocking over a huge flowerpot on my way over.