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  1. Contents
  2. Interrogation Room 37
  3. Amir
  4. Ten Months Ago
  5. Interrogation Room 37
  6. Amir
  7. Interrogation Room 38
  8. Soraya
  9. Interrogation Room 39
  10. Afshin Azadi
  11. Thirty-One Days Ago
  12. Interrogation Room 38
  13. Roya Azadi
  14. Interrogation Room 38
  15. Soraya
  16. Interrogation Room 37
  17. Amir
  18. Thirty Days Ago
  19. Interrogation Room 39
  20. Afshin Azadi
  21. Interrogation Room 37
  22. Amir
  23. Twenty-Nine Days Ago
  24. Interrogation Room 38
  25. Roya Azadi
  26. Twenty-Eight Days Ago
  27. Interrogation Room 37
  28. Amir
  29. Interrogation Room 38
  30. Soraya
  31. Twenty-Eight Days Ago
  32. Interrogation Room 38
  33. Soraya
  34. Twenty-Seven Days Ago
  35. Interrogation Room 38
  36. Soraya
  37. Interrogation Room 37
  38. Amir
  39. Twenty-Four Days Ago
  40. Interrogation Room 38
  41. Roya Azadi
  42. Interrogation Room 38
  43. Soraya
  44. Interrogation Room 37
  45. Amir
  46. Interrogation Room 38
  47. Soraya
  48. Interrogation Room 37
  49. Amir
  50. Interrogation Room 39
  51. Afshin Azadi
  52. Fifteen Days Ago
  53. Fourteen Days Ago
  54. Interrogation Room 38
  55. Soraya
  56. Eleven Days Ago
  57. Interrogation Room 38
  58. Soraya
  59. Ten Days Ago
  60. Interrogation Room 38
  61. Soraya
  62. Interrogation Room 38
  63. Roya Azadi
  64. Interrogation Room 39
  65. Afshin Azadi
  66. Nine Days Ago
  67. Interrogation Room 37
  68. Amir
  69. Interrogation Room 38
  70. Soraya
  71. Eight Days Ago
  72. Six Days Ago
  73. Interrogation Room 37
  74. Amir
  75. Six Days Ago
  76. Four Days Ago
  77. Interrogation Room 38
  78. Roya Azadi
  79. Interrogation Room 38
  80. Soraya
  81. Interrogation Room 39
  82. Afshin Azadi
  83. Three Days Ago
  84. Interrogation Room 38
  85. Roya Azadi
  86. Interrogation Room 39
  87. Afshin Azadi
  88. Two Days Ago
  89. Interrogation Room 39
  90. Afshin Azadi
  91. One Day Ago
  92. Interrogation Room 37
  93. Amir
  94. Later That Day
  95. Interrogation Room 38
  96. Roya Azadi
  97. Interrogation Room 38
  98. Soraya
  99. Interrogation Room 37
  100. Amir
  101. Interrogation Room 38
  102. Soraya
  103. Interrogation Room 39
  104. Afshin Azadi
  105. Interrogation Room 37
  106. Amir
  107. Interrogation Room 38
  108. Roya Azadi
  109. Interrogation Room 38
  110. Soraya
  111. Interrogation Room 39
  112. Afshin Azadi
  113. Interrogation Room 38
  114. Roya Azadi
  115. Interrogation Room 37
  116. Amir
  117. Interrogation Room 38
  118. Roya Azadi
  119. Interrogation Room 38
  120. Soraya
  121. Interrogation Room 39
  122. Afshin Azadi
  123. Interrogation Room 37
  124. Amir
  125. Interrogation Room 38
  126. Roya Azadi
  127. Today
  128. Interrogation Room 37
  129. Amir
  130. Interrogation Room 38
  131. Soraya
  132. Interrogation Room 38
  133. Roya Azadi
  134. Interrogation Room 37
  135. Amir
  136. Soraya
  137. Afshin Azadi
  138. Amir
  139. Jahan
  140. 12:37 P.M.
  141. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  142. WEEK ONE
  143. What’s next on your reading list?

I looked up; Giovanni was eyeing me like a wolf.

He took a step forward.

“I always thought you were handsome, Amir,” Giovanni said. “From that very first party, when Jahan brought you here.”

He moved closer. His abs were at eye level. “Thanks” was all I could manage to get out.

Giovanni was suddenly towering over me, one bare leg jutted forward, and somehow my arm brushed against it like he was tracing a vocabulary word in my notebook, like he was my tutor, like he was Jackson—

And then there were mouths. There were hands. There were torsos. And there was motion, from the changing area to the old couch in the dining room. It all happened so fast, but I can say it happened under the Caravaggio.

• • •

My phone fell out of my pocket. It must have been while Giovanni was pulling my pants off. I found it under one of the old chairs. Thankfully, the screen wasn’t shattered, and I saw I had two missed calls from Jahan and a text from Valerio. My heart dropped.

I wasn’t beholden to Valerio, I reminded myself. I wasn’t beholden to anyone. Neither was Giovanni, who was in an open relationship. Still, I felt like I had just done something stupid, like driving with my eyes closed, even if I’d come out of it unscathed.

Giovanni finally put some clothes on, and we went out for pizza, hardly saying much to each other as we zigzagged the busy side streets. It was a Saturday night. Rome was filling up with more and more tourists.

We sat down a table at a restaurant just off Piazza Santa Maria in Trastevere. I could hear the faintest sound of the fountain splashing in the background, the sound of children laughing, just like Jahan had told me.

Giovanni glanced up from the menu. “It is interesting to me how you Americans always seem to inspect your menus very carefully,” he said, “as if they contain some kind of nuclear code.”

I straightened my back. “They have so many different pizzas here. I don’t know which one to pick.”

“Just pick the one you want,” Giovanni said.

He reached over and tapped my wrist. I gripped the edges of my menu. Earlier in the night, Giovanni’s touch was all I wanted. He was much older than Valerio and Jackson, wealthier, more spectacularly built . . . but now I was nervous to be seen with him. Now that we were out in public, his touch felt illicit.

Giovanni pulled his hand back. “I hear you have been seeing Valerio,” he said.

I frowned. “I’d appreciate if you could keep what just happened between us,” I said, lowering my voice.

“Of course. But it is not like you are married,” Giovanni said with a flick of his wrist.

“True.” I exhaled. “How does it work with you and Rocco?”

Giovanni cocked his head. “We are not married either . . .”

“I mean the open relationship.”