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  1. Contents
  2. Interrogation Room 37
  3. Amir
  4. Ten Months Ago
  5. Interrogation Room 37
  6. Amir
  7. Interrogation Room 38
  8. Soraya
  9. Interrogation Room 39
  10. Afshin Azadi
  11. Thirty-One Days Ago
  12. Interrogation Room 38
  13. Roya Azadi
  14. Interrogation Room 38
  15. Soraya
  16. Interrogation Room 37
  17. Amir
  18. Thirty Days Ago
  19. Interrogation Room 39
  20. Afshin Azadi
  21. Interrogation Room 37
  22. Amir
  23. Twenty-Nine Days Ago
  24. Interrogation Room 38
  25. Roya Azadi
  26. Twenty-Eight Days Ago
  27. Interrogation Room 37
  28. Amir
  29. Interrogation Room 38
  30. Soraya
  31. Twenty-Eight Days Ago
  32. Interrogation Room 38
  33. Soraya
  34. Twenty-Seven Days Ago
  35. Interrogation Room 38
  36. Soraya
  37. Interrogation Room 37
  38. Amir
  39. Twenty-Four Days Ago
  40. Interrogation Room 38
  41. Roya Azadi
  42. Interrogation Room 38
  43. Soraya
  44. Interrogation Room 37
  45. Amir
  46. Interrogation Room 38
  47. Soraya
  48. Interrogation Room 37
  49. Amir
  50. Interrogation Room 39
  51. Afshin Azadi
  52. Fifteen Days Ago
  53. Fourteen Days Ago
  54. Interrogation Room 38
  55. Soraya
  56. Eleven Days Ago
  57. Interrogation Room 38
  58. Soraya
  59. Ten Days Ago
  60. Interrogation Room 38
  61. Soraya
  62. Interrogation Room 38
  63. Roya Azadi
  64. Interrogation Room 39
  65. Afshin Azadi
  66. Nine Days Ago
  67. Interrogation Room 37
  68. Amir
  69. Interrogation Room 38
  70. Soraya
  71. Eight Days Ago
  72. Six Days Ago
  73. Interrogation Room 37
  74. Amir
  75. Six Days Ago
  76. Four Days Ago
  77. Interrogation Room 38
  78. Roya Azadi
  79. Interrogation Room 38
  80. Soraya
  81. Interrogation Room 39
  82. Afshin Azadi
  83. Three Days Ago
  84. Interrogation Room 38
  85. Roya Azadi
  86. Interrogation Room 39
  87. Afshin Azadi
  88. Two Days Ago
  89. Interrogation Room 39
  90. Afshin Azadi
  91. One Day Ago
  92. Interrogation Room 37
  93. Amir
  94. Later That Day
  95. Interrogation Room 38
  96. Roya Azadi
  97. Interrogation Room 38
  98. Soraya
  99. Interrogation Room 37
  100. Amir
  101. Interrogation Room 38
  102. Soraya
  103. Interrogation Room 39
  104. Afshin Azadi
  105. Interrogation Room 37
  106. Amir
  107. Interrogation Room 38
  108. Roya Azadi
  109. Interrogation Room 38
  110. Soraya
  111. Interrogation Room 39
  112. Afshin Azadi
  113. Interrogation Room 38
  114. Roya Azadi
  115. Interrogation Room 37
  116. Amir
  117. Interrogation Room 38
  118. Roya Azadi
  119. Interrogation Room 38
  120. Soraya
  121. Interrogation Room 39
  122. Afshin Azadi
  123. Interrogation Room 37
  124. Amir
  125. Interrogation Room 38
  126. Roya Azadi
  127. Today
  128. Interrogation Room 37
  129. Amir
  130. Interrogation Room 38
  131. Soraya
  132. Interrogation Room 38
  133. Roya Azadi
  134. Interrogation Room 37
  135. Amir
  136. Soraya
  137. Afshin Azadi
  138. Amir
  139. Jahan
  140. 12:37 P.M.
  141. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  142. WEEK ONE
  143. What’s next on your reading list?

I had to go somewhere else. Chicago. San Francisco. Atlanta.

I ran my hands over my jean pockets and felt the outline of my passport. Why had I brought my passport? I don’t know. Maybe some part of me, when I imagined the possibility that I might not go back home, saw this as some kind of national emergency, one where I might even need to flee the country? Crazy, I know.

On the other hand, looking at the list of possible destinations, it didn’t seem so crazy now. I had my Wiki money. I could go anywhere. And why not somewhere outside America? London. Paris. Barcelona.

That was when I looked to the right of the departures sign and saw a gelato shop. Bright, heavenly lighting, and an array of the most colorful ice cream flavors I’d ever seen in my life. I stepped toward the light to better inspect the rainbow colors, the strawberry reds, the chocolates and vanillas.

Now that I think of it, it’s wild how a gelato shop can change the literal course of your life.

Interrogation Room 38

Roya Azadi

BEFORE WE GO further, ma’am, please allow me to apologize for my son’s startling behavior on that airplane today. I assure you it was completely out of the ordinary for him, and nothing to worry about—just a private family matter. And please allow me to apologize for my daughter. I understand why you want to speak with her, and I appreciate that you’ve allowed me to be in the room during your questioning. But she has been very emotional this past month, with her brother gone. Haven’t you, Soraya? Look, she’s rolling her eyes now because she doesn’t like it when I put words in her mouth. What teenage girl does?

My purse? Yes, of course you may have a look. Here.

Those are all hand sanitizer bottles. I assure you, they are less than—oh, no, that one is, yes, that one is more than three ounces. I am so sorry. It was on sale at CVS, and I wasn’t thinking . . .

That is my phone. You need my password? Of course. Soraya, please, calm down. It’s fine.

That is a picture of me with my students. I posted it on Instagram at the end of the school year. I teach at a Farsi school, and when I teach, I wear the hijab. You see, I am not wearing it now, but the class takes place at a mosque, so I wear it then.

That—that is my friend Maryam’s Instagram page. Those are Quran verses. She is quite devout. I do not see how this is relevant to—um, yes. I, I understand the verse. It is about finding your path when you are lost. It is quite peaceful, I assure you. Though it is in Arabic, not Farsi. Officer, Islam, like any religion, is very complex, and people practice it in many different ways, and I hope you don’t—

I understand you have to do your job and ask questions. Absolutely. I completely understand. And I appreciate your patience with us, with my husband—I understand your colleagues needed to question him separately, because of a past issue. We are more than happy to answer whatever questions you have. But please know that what happened on the plane, it is a sensitive matter, a delicate issue that we are still working through as a family. Soraya was correct earlier, when she assumed what I would have wanted to say. In our culture, these matters are usually dealt with privately.