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  1. Contents
  2. Interrogation Room 37
  3. Amir
  4. Ten Months Ago
  5. Interrogation Room 37
  6. Amir
  7. Interrogation Room 38
  8. Soraya
  9. Interrogation Room 39
  10. Afshin Azadi
  11. Thirty-One Days Ago
  12. Interrogation Room 38
  13. Roya Azadi
  14. Interrogation Room 38
  15. Soraya
  16. Interrogation Room 37
  17. Amir
  18. Thirty Days Ago
  19. Interrogation Room 39
  20. Afshin Azadi
  21. Interrogation Room 37
  22. Amir
  23. Twenty-Nine Days Ago
  24. Interrogation Room 38
  25. Roya Azadi
  26. Twenty-Eight Days Ago
  27. Interrogation Room 37
  28. Amir
  29. Interrogation Room 38
  30. Soraya
  31. Twenty-Eight Days Ago
  32. Interrogation Room 38
  33. Soraya
  34. Twenty-Seven Days Ago
  35. Interrogation Room 38
  36. Soraya
  37. Interrogation Room 37
  38. Amir
  39. Twenty-Four Days Ago
  40. Interrogation Room 38
  41. Roya Azadi
  42. Interrogation Room 38
  43. Soraya
  44. Interrogation Room 37
  45. Amir
  46. Interrogation Room 38
  47. Soraya
  48. Interrogation Room 37
  49. Amir
  50. Interrogation Room 39
  51. Afshin Azadi
  52. Fifteen Days Ago
  53. Fourteen Days Ago
  54. Interrogation Room 38
  55. Soraya
  56. Eleven Days Ago
  57. Interrogation Room 38
  58. Soraya
  59. Ten Days Ago
  60. Interrogation Room 38
  61. Soraya
  62. Interrogation Room 38
  63. Roya Azadi
  64. Interrogation Room 39
  65. Afshin Azadi
  66. Nine Days Ago
  67. Interrogation Room 37
  68. Amir
  69. Interrogation Room 38
  70. Soraya
  71. Eight Days Ago
  72. Six Days Ago
  73. Interrogation Room 37
  74. Amir
  75. Six Days Ago
  76. Four Days Ago
  77. Interrogation Room 38
  78. Roya Azadi
  79. Interrogation Room 38
  80. Soraya
  81. Interrogation Room 39
  82. Afshin Azadi
  83. Three Days Ago
  84. Interrogation Room 38
  85. Roya Azadi
  86. Interrogation Room 39
  87. Afshin Azadi
  88. Two Days Ago
  89. Interrogation Room 39
  90. Afshin Azadi
  91. One Day Ago
  92. Interrogation Room 37
  93. Amir
  94. Later That Day
  95. Interrogation Room 38
  96. Roya Azadi
  97. Interrogation Room 38
  98. Soraya
  99. Interrogation Room 37
  100. Amir
  101. Interrogation Room 38
  102. Soraya
  103. Interrogation Room 39
  104. Afshin Azadi
  105. Interrogation Room 37
  106. Amir
  107. Interrogation Room 38
  108. Roya Azadi
  109. Interrogation Room 38
  110. Soraya
  111. Interrogation Room 39
  112. Afshin Azadi
  113. Interrogation Room 38
  114. Roya Azadi
  115. Interrogation Room 37
  116. Amir
  117. Interrogation Room 38
  118. Roya Azadi
  119. Interrogation Room 38
  120. Soraya
  121. Interrogation Room 39
  122. Afshin Azadi
  123. Interrogation Room 37
  124. Amir
  125. Interrogation Room 38
  126. Roya Azadi
  127. Today
  128. Interrogation Room 37
  129. Amir
  130. Interrogation Room 38
  131. Soraya
  132. Interrogation Room 38
  133. Roya Azadi
  134. Interrogation Room 37
  135. Amir
  136. Soraya
  137. Afshin Azadi
  138. Amir
  139. Jahan
  140. 12:37 P.M.
  141. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  142. WEEK ONE
  143. What’s next on your reading list?

We left the bar at six in the morning. Giovanni called a taxi and went home. Rocco kept walking with Jahan and me even though I’d assumed he would go back with his boyfriend.

As we were crossing the Viale over to the other side of Trastevere, Rocco put an arm around my waist.

“Um . . .” My body turned stiff. The only other boy who had touched me like this before was Jackson.

“What do you want?” Rocco asked.

“Sleep, I think?”

“Are you sure about that . . .” he slurred.

I wasn’t sure about anything. I thought Rocco was with Giovanni? He kept his hand on my waist as we kept walking; it made me uncomfortable, but I didn’t want to just assume that he was hitting on me. I’d already learned that Italians kissed on both cheeks when they said hello; maybe this was their good night.

When we reached Jahan’s place, Jahan cleared his throat and asked what I was doing, looking at me like don’t do that, and I realized, as Rocco pulled me in closer, that he actually thought we were going to hook up.

I broke free from Rocco’s insistent grip. “I’m staying with you, Jahan! If that’s all right,” I said. Jahan smiled in a relieved way. We said good night to Rocco, who didn’t seem very happy with this particular outcome.

“I’m sorry about that,” Jahan said as we walked up the steep, uneven stairs in his building. “Rocco can be a little . . .”

“Aggressive?”

“Drunk.”

“Yeah. Not cool.”

Jahan quietly fidgeted with his apartment door until it opened.

As we were brushing our teeth next to each other in the bathroom, Jahan smiled at me in the mirror. “I hope my friends didn’t completely scare you off tonight,” he said. Some toothpaste dribbled down the side of his cheek.

“Are you kidding?” I said. “I had the best time.”

“Of course you did. It was practically a Fellini film tonight. You know, I’ve been trying to convince all those guys to re-create the orgy scene from La Dolce Vita for years now—some would prefer to call it a party, but, I mean, it’s the climax of the movie for a reason . . .” Jahan looked at me like I was supposed to get the reference. “You’re kidding me. Not even La Dolce Vita? Oh, Amir. We’ll have to fix that. Now, I don’t know what your plan is for tomorrow and the rest of your time here—”

“I don’t really have a plan—”

“—but you can stay at my apartment for as long as you need.”

“No, no,” I said, gargling water. “I couldn’t.”

Jahan spit in the sink. “Didn’t anyone ever tell you not to taarof with your mouth full, Amir joon?” He handed me a towel. “I insist.”

“Well, that’s very kind of you, but I’ll get out of your hair—”

“Nah, baba,” he said, waving a hand dismissively. “You are more than welcome here. I would be thrilled to have you. Ecstatic. Elated!” A playful smirk crossed his face. “How’s that for Persian hospitality?”