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  1. Contents
  2. Interrogation Room 37
  3. Amir
  4. Ten Months Ago
  5. Interrogation Room 37
  6. Amir
  7. Interrogation Room 38
  8. Soraya
  9. Interrogation Room 39
  10. Afshin Azadi
  11. Thirty-One Days Ago
  12. Interrogation Room 38
  13. Roya Azadi
  14. Interrogation Room 38
  15. Soraya
  16. Interrogation Room 37
  17. Amir
  18. Thirty Days Ago
  19. Interrogation Room 39
  20. Afshin Azadi
  21. Interrogation Room 37
  22. Amir
  23. Twenty-Nine Days Ago
  24. Interrogation Room 38
  25. Roya Azadi
  26. Twenty-Eight Days Ago
  27. Interrogation Room 37
  28. Amir
  29. Interrogation Room 38
  30. Soraya
  31. Twenty-Eight Days Ago
  32. Interrogation Room 38
  33. Soraya
  34. Twenty-Seven Days Ago
  35. Interrogation Room 38
  36. Soraya
  37. Interrogation Room 37
  38. Amir
  39. Twenty-Four Days Ago
  40. Interrogation Room 38
  41. Roya Azadi
  42. Interrogation Room 38
  43. Soraya
  44. Interrogation Room 37
  45. Amir
  46. Interrogation Room 38
  47. Soraya
  48. Interrogation Room 37
  49. Amir
  50. Interrogation Room 39
  51. Afshin Azadi
  52. Fifteen Days Ago
  53. Fourteen Days Ago
  54. Interrogation Room 38
  55. Soraya
  56. Eleven Days Ago
  57. Interrogation Room 38
  58. Soraya
  59. Ten Days Ago
  60. Interrogation Room 38
  61. Soraya
  62. Interrogation Room 38
  63. Roya Azadi
  64. Interrogation Room 39
  65. Afshin Azadi
  66. Nine Days Ago
  67. Interrogation Room 37
  68. Amir
  69. Interrogation Room 38
  70. Soraya
  71. Eight Days Ago
  72. Six Days Ago
  73. Interrogation Room 37
  74. Amir
  75. Six Days Ago
  76. Four Days Ago
  77. Interrogation Room 38
  78. Roya Azadi
  79. Interrogation Room 38
  80. Soraya
  81. Interrogation Room 39
  82. Afshin Azadi
  83. Three Days Ago
  84. Interrogation Room 38
  85. Roya Azadi
  86. Interrogation Room 39
  87. Afshin Azadi
  88. Two Days Ago
  89. Interrogation Room 39
  90. Afshin Azadi
  91. One Day Ago
  92. Interrogation Room 37
  93. Amir
  94. Later That Day
  95. Interrogation Room 38
  96. Roya Azadi
  97. Interrogation Room 38
  98. Soraya
  99. Interrogation Room 37
  100. Amir
  101. Interrogation Room 38
  102. Soraya
  103. Interrogation Room 39
  104. Afshin Azadi
  105. Interrogation Room 37
  106. Amir
  107. Interrogation Room 38
  108. Roya Azadi
  109. Interrogation Room 38
  110. Soraya
  111. Interrogation Room 39
  112. Afshin Azadi
  113. Interrogation Room 38
  114. Roya Azadi
  115. Interrogation Room 37
  116. Amir
  117. Interrogation Room 38
  118. Roya Azadi
  119. Interrogation Room 38
  120. Soraya
  121. Interrogation Room 39
  122. Afshin Azadi
  123. Interrogation Room 37
  124. Amir
  125. Interrogation Room 38
  126. Roya Azadi
  127. Today
  128. Interrogation Room 37
  129. Amir
  130. Interrogation Room 38
  131. Soraya
  132. Interrogation Room 38
  133. Roya Azadi
  134. Interrogation Room 37
  135. Amir
  136. Soraya
  137. Afshin Azadi
  138. Amir
  139. Jahan
  140. 12:37 P.M.
  141. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  142. WEEK ONE
  143. What’s next on your reading list?

“I am,” I said.

“I knew it! I knew it when you walked in. What’s your name?”

“Amir.”

“Amir,” Jahan repeated. “Befarmah, welcome. Take a seat. What would you like to drink?”

I sat at one of the tall barstools, my feet dangling above the ground, and rested my elbows on the wet bar. “A beer?”

“What kind of beer?”

I glanced up at the ceiling. “Oh, I’ll drink anything.”

Jahan gave me a funny look. He could definitely tell I had never ordered a beer in my life.

“One beer, coming up. So how did you find us?”

“I was at this bookstore earlier today,” I said, “and the bookseller recommended this bar. Well, specifically he recommended you.”

“You met Neil! Oh, I love Neil,” Jahan said. “He’s the sweetest person in the world.”

“Jesus Christ, he’s friendly, too?”

Jahan laughed and filled up a tall beer glass for me. “Congratulations. You have eyes,” he said.

I felt embarrassed, knowing that Jahan had figured out that I found Neil attractive, and I took a long sip of my drink. I was pleasantly surprised by how nice it tasted compared to the warm PBRs in Jackson’s car.

Jahan kept tending the bar, humming along to the song that was playing overhead.

“What song is this?” I asked.

He looked at me like I came from Mars. “You don’t know Nina Simone?”

“That’s the name of the song?”

Jahan’s jaw dropped. He turned to the two women at the bar and threw his hands up. “Hopeless! This boy is hopeless! Either he’s under twenty-five or a flaming heterosexual.”

My ears turned red, and my natural instinct was to brush off the comment. I mean, my whole life, even the tiniest gay joke could dig under my skin and make me feel self-conscious. But then I realized I didn’t have to brush off Jahan’s joke. It didn’t have to be awkward. So I replied, “Sorry, but I’m only one of those things.”

Jahan grinned so wide you could actually hear it, the soft smacking of spread lips and caved dimples.

“So, where are the Italian people in Rome?” I asked. “Between you and Neil, I’ve only met other Americans.”

“With the state of the economy, they all seem to be fleeing. Young people can’t get jobs, there’s a rising far-right movement—but hey, at least we still have pasta.” Jahan sighed. “Don’t get me wrong. Italy is a lovely place to visit, but you’ve got to be out of your mind to want to live here.”

I expected this to be Jahan’s cue to move on to his other customers at the bar, and he did—there were beers to pour, fancy drinks to mix—but Jahan also kept doing the most wonderful thing: he’d pull me into his conversations. “You’ll have to check that out while you’re in town, Amir,” he said after telling one tourist about the Sistine Chapel. “Oh, in America, they hurry you out of the restaurant,” he said about the slower service in Italy, winking at me. “Our people, they’ve been around for a long-ass time,” he bragged, comparing the Persian Empire to the European monarchies.