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Chapters (51)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. LETTER FROM THE AUTHOR
  4. Epigraph
  5. Benjamin
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. Chapter 8
  14. Nicholas
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Benjamin
  17. Chapter 10
  18. Chapter 11
  19. Chapter 12
  20. Chapter 13
  21. Chapter 14
  22. Chapter 15
  23. Chapter 16
  24. Chapter 17
  25. Chapter 18
  26. Chapter 19
  27. Chapter 20
  28. Chapter 21
  29. Chapter 22
  30. Nicholas
  31. Chapter 23
  32. Benjamin
  33. Chapter 24
  34. Chapter 25
  35. Theodore
  36. Chapter 26
  37. Benjamin
  38. Chapter 27
  39. Chapter 28
  40. Chapter 29
  41. Chapter 30
  42. Chapter 31
  43. Chapter 32
  44. Chapter 33
  45. Nicholas
  46. Chapter 34
  47. Benjamin
  48. Chapter 35
  49. Chapter 36
  50. Acknowledgments
  51. About the Author

We meet the Vanguard at the same pavilion in Wagner Commons. The body at the tree shows the days of rot, sagging against the ropes, skin mottled and eaten away by scavengers. The sad trees and skyscrapers feel more oppressive than they had before. Everything has eyes—everything is watching, trying to catch a glimpse of Seraph, the Flood creeping out from my veins. If we really do walk by faith and not by sight, 2 Corinthians 5:7, then I have faith that every damn thing in this city knows what’s wrong with me, and it’s worming its way into my head with everything else.

“Morning, kids!” Joey chirps, helping his buddies haul their cart up on the table. The others, with their patches and stocky body armor, make a semicircle around us like we’ll lunge for the supplies if we aren’t held back. “What have you been up to? You called us awful quick.”

He isn’t happy to be back, no matter what his tone says. It’s in the way his squad holds their shoulders, the way they study us.

Of course the Vanguard isn’t happy. They don’t want to be this deep in the city. They don’t want to be this close to us. They don’t want to give their supplies to a bunch of kids, but they made a deal, and now they have to live with it.

Nick says, “Let’s see it.”

“Skipping the pleasantries.” Joey and a second man—the one who holds his gun weirdly at his crotch—tear the tarp off their cart.

There it is. Water and food and socks. Masks and bandages and painkillers. Replacements for what I stole for Theo.

“All right,” Joey says. “Pay up.”

Cormac hands over the bag to the woman, who holds it with one hand and a rifle against her chest with the other. They’re mirrors of each other, and for the moment when they’re both holding the ears, they look like they’re going to lunge and wrestle each other down to the concrete.

They don’t. She takes the ears, plastic-looking dead things, and counts them. She holds every one up to the sun between the skyscrapers, checks that each is from the left. Faith stares at the cracks in the floor, at the grass coming up between her boots. Cormac watches Joey, and Nick watches the rafters. I watch the city.

That’s why I see the girl.

At first, I’m not sure what I’m looking at. Maybe another corpse across the pond, one I hadn’t noticed my first time at the Commons, clothes fluttering in the breeze coming in low over the grass. Maybe a deer on its hind legs to reach a tree’s softer branches.

But there’s hair held back with a clip, torn jeans, and a shirt stained all the way down the front with rot.