Chapters (51)
- Cover
- Dedication
- LETTER FROM THE AUTHOR
- Epigraph
- Benjamin
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Nicholas
- Chapter 9
- Benjamin
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Nicholas
- Chapter 23
- Benjamin
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Theodore
- Chapter 26
- Benjamin
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Nicholas
- Chapter 34
- Benjamin
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
First, my agent—Zabé Ellor took me under his wing when I gave him a stack of half-finished drafts and a promise, and he helped shape it into something to be proud of. And then Ashley Hearn—my editor at Peachtree Teen and real-life literary genius, a whirlwind of brilliant ideas and unconditional support. As for the masterpece of a cover, Melia Parsloe and Evangeline Gallagher came together to make something that absolutely took my breath away. Peachtree Teen built an amazing team for this book, and I couldn’t be more honored.
I can’t forget my friends; the ones who gave me the strength to write the bloody trans horror of my dreams. H.E. Edgmon, Alina, M.J., Raviv, and all the others who have supported me while I found my way, I adore you. And the folks in my MFA, students and professors alike, who have put up with my work from the get-go, I’ve been so lucky to have you.
Mom, Dad, Mamaw, Papaw—we’ve come a long way together, haven’t we? I swear this book isn’t about you. (This time.) And Alice—of course, you. Always you. I’d burn anything down if you so much as asked, even on the days you have to talk for me because I can’t. Especially on those days.
I couldn’t have done this without you.
About the Author
Andrew Joseph White is a queer, trans author from Virginia, where he grew up falling in love with monsters and wishing he could be one too. He earned his MFA in creative writing from George Mason University in 2022 and has a habit of cuddling random street cats. Andrew writes about trans kids with claws and fangs, and what happens when they bite back. Find him at www.andrewjosephwhite.com or on Twitter @AJWhiteAuthor.