Chapters (51)
- Cover
- Dedication
- LETTER FROM THE AUTHOR
- Epigraph
- Benjamin
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Nicholas
- Chapter 9
- Benjamin
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Nicholas
- Chapter 23
- Benjamin
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Theodore
- Chapter 26
- Benjamin
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Nicholas
- Chapter 34
- Benjamin
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
“I don’t know, I don’t know. We got split up.” She’s clinging to me, barely able to pull herself out of the apartment. My head feels like it’s going to explode under the heat and the pressure. I tell myself there’s more than one way to the back door, and just because I didn’t see anybody on the way in doesn’t mean all my friends are burning alive. “Some people are still upstairs, I think? We need to go.”
She looks over my shoulder and freezes.
“What the fuck,” she whispers, “what the fuck, what the fuck.”
I look too. The Grace is staring at us, head tilted and wreathed in smoke. Part of their skin bubbles where they’re too close to the fire.
Look away, I whisper, and when they do, I shove Aisha toward the door. She tries to drag me with her, but I peel her fingers off my sleeve, and she sobs, turns, and runs.
It’s too hot in here. The high ceilings aren’t doing anything for the smoke anymore, and my chest feels too tight, like my ribs are squeezing in. I’m slick with sweat, but my eyes are so dry, they hurt when I blink. The Grace wanders up, rumbling, and nudges me.
I need to get out of here. Get away from the fire and into fresh air where the smoke won’t suffocate me.
But I’m the reason the ALC is burning. I can’t just leave.
I promised I would be good.
The Grace comes back to my side, and together we run. Out of the gym, through the lobby, down another hall. The Grace rounds a corner ahead of me, and I follow to find them bashing an Angel against a wall, over and over, until there’s nothing left of him but sludge.
We reach the media room.
It’s white with fire, so bright I have to squint. Breathing feels like swallowing rot. I shield my eyes, tears of strain gathering in my lashes. It’s hard to see, but I make out the only shapes that matter: an Angel behind Nick’s shitty armchair and Cormac behind the couch. He’s stuck. No weapon and no way to the door. And people never hold positions alone.
I don’t care that he tried to turn me against Nick. I whisper to the Grace, “Go.”
They screech through the doorway, descending on the Angel like something from Heaven, dragging the soldier toward their gaping maw. The Angel screams and is cut off with a crunch.
I stumble through the flames and grab Cormac by the jacket. “Come on!”
“What the fuck is wrong with you?” Cormac shrieks. The whites of his eyes burn. Soot smears his face. “That thing—”