Chapters (35)
- A NineStar Press Publication
- Heartbeat
- Table of Contents
- Dedication
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-One
- Chapter Twenty-Two
- Chapter Twenty-Three
- Chapter Twenty-Four
- Chapter Twenty-Five
- Chapter Twenty-Six
- Chapter Twenty-Seven
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgements
- About Nicholas Brown
- Connect with NineStar Press
“What were you like as a kid?”
Did I just say that out loud?
“Oh, you know.” He ate another spoonful of profiterole with the utmost care and still managed to get some chocolate on his chin. “Skinny, always getting into trouble, incredibly good-looking.”
“So you haven’t changed?” I pretended to be unimpressed.
“I don’t get into too much trouble nowadays,” he said, clicking his tongue.
I bit my lip, deciding whether or not I was going to mention the chocolate.
He beat me to it. “I did it again, didn’t I?”
“Uh-huh.” I nodded.
“I’m hopeless. Where is it this time? My forehead?”
“Chin.” I laughed.
“Here I was, trying to be all cute,” he said, wiping his chin clean.
“Don’t worry. It’s working.”
He tilted his head. “How about you? What was Thomas Hart like as a kid?”
“I, uh, I fell down a lot,” I said, making him choke on his water.
“How do you mean?” he asked, coughing.
“Literally…all the time. And it wasn’t a simple, ’oh, look, he tripped’ sort of thing. It was almost always bad.”
“How bad?”
“For instance, once I was playing hide and seek, and I rolled down the stairs because my shoe got caught on a fold in a rug.”
“What the hell? How big a fall?” he asked, widening his eyes.
“Can’t remember,” I deadpanned.
He broke out laughing.
“No, it was high. Like a whole flight of stairs. I swear, if you look at pictures of me as a kid, you’d think there was the need for some sort of social services involvement. Casts everywhere.”
“Jesus,” he said, still laughing.
“See, here?” I touched my left hand to my forehead, an inch above my eye.
“I don’t know…” He squinted and leaned forward.
“Here, give me your hand.” I took his right hand in mine and brought it to my forehead. “Feel that?”
“I dunno.” He gently pressed the tip of his fingers on my skin. “It’s bone. I mean, it’s a forehead.”
“Give me your other hand,” I commanded.
I took it and brought it to my forehead, this time, over my right eye. It must’ve looked absolutely mental to whoever decided to take a peek at our table. “See how on the left, the bone is a bit more pronounced than on the right?”
“Oh, yeah… It’s like a horn,” he said, frowning.
“I had this massive bruise for the longest time; Liam called me Hellboy for years.”
He broke out laughing again, slowly removing his hands from my forehead. “So, I was always handsome, and you had a horn?” He raised both eyebrows, teasing, while taking a sip of his water.
“Protuberance,” I said slowly, correcting him.
He spat his drink.
*
Later, as we walked along Perry Street, Ethan asked, “What happened after?”
“After what?”
“After you stopped taking care of everyone.”