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Chapters (42)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. CHAPTER 1
  4. CHAPTER 2
  5. CHAPTER 3
  6. CHAPTER 4
  7. CHAPTER 5
  8. CHAPTER 6
  9. CHAPTER 7
  10. CHAPTER 8
  11. CHAPTER 9
  12. CHAPTER 10
  13. CHAPTER 11
  14. CHAPTER 12
  15. CHAPTER 13
  16. CHAPTER 14
  17. CHAPTER 15
  18. CHAPTER 16
  19. CHAPTER 17
  20. CHAPTER 18
  21. CHAPTER 19
  22. CHAPTER 20
  23. CHAPTER 21
  24. CHAPTER 22
  25. CHAPTER 23
  26. CHAPTER 24
  27. CHAPTER 25
  28. CHAPTER 26
  29. CHAPTER 27
  30. CHAPTER 28
  31. CHAPTER 29
  32. CHAPTER 30
  33. CHAPTER 31
  34. CHAPTER 32
  35. CHAPTER 33
  36. CHAPTER 34
  37. CHAPTER 35
  38. EPILOGUE
  39. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  40. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  41. About the Author
  42. What’s next onyour reading list?

It only takes a few minutes for me to walk into school, but that’s still enough time for a million eyes to land on me. The hallway goes silent as I pass through, Lydia and Claudia at my sides like bodyguards. Normally, no one looks at me. Normally, people are talking and laughing and interested in their own lives. This is anything but normal.

“Maybe you don’t need to go to your locker,” Claudia says, sharing a look with Lydia. “There might just be more people there. We can get your stuff for you.”

“No, it’s fine. I just want to get my shit and get out,” I say, shaking my head. I don’t want to come back after this. I’m sure there are already parents who wish I would leave. I’ll just be doing them a favor.

My theory is confirmed when we reach my locker. There, in bright red marker, someone has scrawled the words NO SLUTS AT THIS SCHOOL. I don’t know if I should scream or cry, but neither option comes readily. I just blink. Honestly, I expected as much. It’s no different from what I saw on Twitter.

“Simone,” Lydia starts. “Maybe—”

I just shake my head, turning down the hallway. It was a stupid idea to show up. Maybe part of me believed it wouldn’t be as bad as I imagined, that people wouldn’t think it was such a big deal. Maybe I thought they’d all write it off as a hoax. Clearly, I was wrong.

The auditorium doors are open as I walk past. In-school rehearsals—I forgot. The show is this weekend, after all. I peer inside. Ms. Klein is on the stage, in the middle of a speech. Mr. Palumbo stands behind her with his hands folded. I should be relieved that the crew isn’t here, but it doesn’t change the numbness in my chest. I walk in on autopilot, drawn by the cast onstage.

Ms. Klein glances in my direction and stops abruptly, staring at me like I’m a ghost.

“Simone,” she says, voice soft. “Can I speak with you privately?”

At her words, heads turn and whispers start. I want to groan. If she hadn’t said anything, I could’ve walked out of here without being noticed.

Ms. Klein walks offstage, heading toward the hallway. I hurry behind her. There are eyes on me during the entire walk of shame.

“Look,” she says once we’re outside. “I know this is probably a really hard time for you. I want you to know that we took the tweets down and suspended the account.”

“Oh,” I say. It doesn’t do much for me now, but it’s the nicest she’s been to me all year. “Thank you.”

“You aren’t alone,” she says, placing a hand on my shoulder. “We’re all behind you.”

I give her a closed-lip smile.