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Chapters (21)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Book
  3. About the Author
  4. Recommended Books by Margaret Atwood
  5. We Are Double-Plus Unfree
  6. From The Handmaid’s Tale
  7. One
  8. Two
  9. Three
  10. Four
  11. Five
  12. Six
  13. Seven
  14. Eight
  15. Nine
  16. Ten
  17. Eleven
  18. Twelve
  19. From Hag-Seed
  20. Acknowledgements
  21. Still searching for Freedom?

Ofglen says nothing. There is a silence. But sometimes it’s as dangerous not to speak.

‘Yes, we are very happy,’ I murmur. I have to say something. What else can I say?

Two

A BLOCK PAST All Flesh, Ofglen pauses, as if hesitant about which way to go. We have a choice. We could go straight back, or we could walk the long way around. We already know which way we will take, because we always take it.

‘I’d like to pass by the church,’ says Ofglen, as if piously.

‘All right,’ I say, though I know as well as she does what she’s really after.

We walk, sedately. The sun is out, in the sky there are white fluffy clouds, the kind that look like headless sheep. Given our wings, our blinkers, it’s hard to look up, hard to get the full view, of the sky, of anything. But we can do it, a little at a time, a quick move of the head, up and down, to the side and back. We have learned to see the world in gasps.

To the right, if you could walk along, there’s a street that would take you down towards the river. There’s a boathouse, where they kept the sculls once, and some bridges; trees, green banks, where you could sit and watch the water, and the young men with their naked arms, their oars lifting into the sunlight as they played at winning. On the way to the river are the old dormitories, used for something else now, with their fairytale turrets, painted white and gold and blue. When we think of the past it’s the beautiful things we pick out. We want to believe it was all like that.

The football stadium is down there too, where they hold the Men’s Salvagings. As well as the football games. They still have those.

I don’t go to the river any more, or over bridges. Or on the subway, although there’s a station right there. We’re not allowed on, there are Guardians now, there’s no official reason for us to go down those steps, ride on the trains under the river, into the main city. Why would we want to go from here to there? We would be up to no good and they would know it.

The church is a small one, one of the first erected here, hundreds of years ago. It isn’t used any more, except as a museum. Inside it you can see paintings, of women in long sombre dresses, their hair covered by white caps, and of upright men, darkly clothed and unsmiling. Our ancestors. Admission is free.