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Chapters (117)
  1. Copyright
  2. Dedication
  3. Content Warning
  4. 1. Maddie
  5. Maddie
  6. 2. Maddie
  7. Maddie
  8. 3. Maddie
  9. Maddie
  10. 4. Dempsey
  11. Dempsey
  12. 5. Maddie
  13. Maddie
  14. 6. Dempsey
  15. Dempsey
  16. 7. Dempsey
  17. Dempsey
  18. 8. Maddie
  19. Maddie
  20. 9. Maddie
  21. Maddie
  22. 10. Dempsey
  23. Dempsey
  24. 11. Maddie
  25. Maddie
  26. 12. Dempsey
  27. Dempsey
  28. 13. Maddie
  29. Maddie
  30. 14. Madde
  31. Madde
  32. 15. Maddie
  33. Maddie
  34. 16. Dempsey
  35. Dempsey
  36. 17. Dempsey
  37. Dempsey
  38. 18. Maddie
  39. Maddie
  40. 19. Maddie
  41. Maddie
  42. 20. Dempsey
  43. Dempsey
  44. 21. Maddie
  45. Maddie
  46. 22. Dempsey
  47. Dempsey
  48. 23. Dempsey
  49. Dempsey
  50. 24. Maddie
  51. Maddie
  52. 25. Dempsey
  53. Dempsey
  54. 26. Maddie
  55. Maddie
  56. 27. Maddie
  57. Maddie
  58. 28. Dempsey
  59. Dempsey
  60. 29. Dempsey
  61. Dempsey
  62. 30. Maddie
  63. Maddie
  64. 31. Dempsey
  65. Dempsey
  66. 32. Maddie
  67. Maddie
  68. 33. Dempsey
  69. Dempsey
  70. 34. Maddie
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  72. 35. Dempsey
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  74. 36. Maddie
  75. Maddie
  76. 37. Dempsey
  77. Dempsey
  78. 38. Maddie
  79. Maddie
  80. 39. Maddie
  81. Maddie
  82. 40. Dempsey
  83. Dempsey
  84. 41. Maddie
  85. Maddie
  86. 42. Dempsey
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  88. 43. Dempsey
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  90. 44. Maddie
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  92. 45. Dempsey
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  94. 46. Maddie
  95. Maddie
  96. 47. Dempsey
  97. Dempsey
  98. 48. Maddie
  99. Maddie
  100. 49. Dempsey
  101. Dempsey
  102. 50. Maddie
  103. Maddie
  104. 51. Dempsey
  105. Dempsey
  106. 52. Maddie
  107. Maddie
  108. 53. Maddie
  109. Maddie
  110. 54. Dempsey
  111. Dempsey
  112. Dempsey
  113. Maddie
  114. Afterword
  115. Acknowledgments
  116. More from Abby Millsaps
  117. About The Author

After a minute, Dempsey hisses under his breath. “Fuck…”

“What?” I peer over his shoulder at the screen, then yelp as he grabs my legs and pulls them across his lap.

“Your ankle,” he murmurs as he pushes up my left pant leg and massages the tender spot. “This one shows you stumbling before you even bust into the circle.”

I sigh at his touch, leaning back on my elbows and sinking into the ministrations of his big, strong hands. He keeps circling and pressing into the muscle as he watches. I’m so relaxed, I let myself close my eyes and lie back completely, my legs draped over his lap. When he starts up another video without my help, I smile. He’s figured it out on his own.

We lie like that for five or six more videos, the repetitive sound of my voice and the crowd’s reaction easy to tune out as the scene plays out over and over again. When the room goes quiet, I exhale, relieved that we’re done playing last night’s trauma on a loop.

I don’t need to be reminded of what it felt like to stand on trembling legs and fight like hell to make it out of that circle unharmed. I lived it.

Dempsey sets the phone down by my side. “Will the videos cause problems for you?” he asks, using both hands to massage my feet now.

I sigh in response to his touch, desperate to keep my eyes closed and live in this moment for as long as he’ll let me. He’s quiet for nearly a minute before he pushes.

“Maddie… answer me.”

I open my eyes and curl up to sit, straightening my legs out on his lap in the process. “No. I’ll be fine,” I answer honestly. “Some of the stuff I threatened them with isn’t entirely true, and any lawyer worth their snuff would know that. But I always assumed I’d have to delete my social media accounts once I graduate from college. More than anything, it’ll just be annoying to keep getting tagged in posts until this blows over. But it’s nothing I can’t handle.”

He nods, that adorable wrinkle between his brows deeper than I’ve ever seen it. Wordlessly, he continues to rub my feet and ankles, so I lean back again and let him work through it on his own.

“Adley,” he says softly, freezing when I stiffen in his grasp. “What did Andrew Adley say to you before he called everyone off? I could see your reaction in some of the videos. But I couldn’t hear what he said.”