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Chapters (117)
  1. Copyright
  2. Dedication
  3. Content Warning
  4. 1. Maddie
  5. Maddie
  6. 2. Maddie
  7. Maddie
  8. 3. Maddie
  9. Maddie
  10. 4. Dempsey
  11. Dempsey
  12. 5. Maddie
  13. Maddie
  14. 6. Dempsey
  15. Dempsey
  16. 7. Dempsey
  17. Dempsey
  18. 8. Maddie
  19. Maddie
  20. 9. Maddie
  21. Maddie
  22. 10. Dempsey
  23. Dempsey
  24. 11. Maddie
  25. Maddie
  26. 12. Dempsey
  27. Dempsey
  28. 13. Maddie
  29. Maddie
  30. 14. Madde
  31. Madde
  32. 15. Maddie
  33. Maddie
  34. 16. Dempsey
  35. Dempsey
  36. 17. Dempsey
  37. Dempsey
  38. 18. Maddie
  39. Maddie
  40. 19. Maddie
  41. Maddie
  42. 20. Dempsey
  43. Dempsey
  44. 21. Maddie
  45. Maddie
  46. 22. Dempsey
  47. Dempsey
  48. 23. Dempsey
  49. Dempsey
  50. 24. Maddie
  51. Maddie
  52. 25. Dempsey
  53. Dempsey
  54. 26. Maddie
  55. Maddie
  56. 27. Maddie
  57. Maddie
  58. 28. Dempsey
  59. Dempsey
  60. 29. Dempsey
  61. Dempsey
  62. 30. Maddie
  63. Maddie
  64. 31. Dempsey
  65. Dempsey
  66. 32. Maddie
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  68. 33. Dempsey
  69. Dempsey
  70. 34. Maddie
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  72. 35. Dempsey
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  74. 36. Maddie
  75. Maddie
  76. 37. Dempsey
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  78. 38. Maddie
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  80. 39. Maddie
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  82. 40. Dempsey
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  84. 41. Maddie
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  86. 42. Dempsey
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  88. 43. Dempsey
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  92. 45. Dempsey
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  94. 46. Maddie
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  96. 47. Dempsey
  97. Dempsey
  98. 48. Maddie
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  100. 49. Dempsey
  101. Dempsey
  102. 50. Maddie
  103. Maddie
  104. 51. Dempsey
  105. Dempsey
  106. 52. Maddie
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  108. 53. Maddie
  109. Maddie
  110. 54. Dempsey
  111. Dempsey
  112. Dempsey
  113. Maddie
  114. Afterword
  115. Acknowledgments
  116. More from Abby Millsaps
  117. About The Author

“Need any help closing up?” I ask. I’m dead on my feet, but I’m not in any hurry to go home.

“Nope,” he says, hopping off the barstool, then turning to gather his things. “I’ll finish up and lock the back door. Just go out the way you came and lock the door behind you.”

I nod and lift a hand before walking out the front door and coming face to face with the clock tower on the corner of the green.

I’m never going to look at that damn brick structure the same way again.

A muffled chime rings out through the night as I pull open the car door, and I can’t help but look up one more time as the clock strikes two.

Fuck. I made out with Wheeler’s underage sister tonight.

And as much as I hate to admit it, I loved every fucking second of it.

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I slink into the house through the garage door, surprised to hear a familiar song being plucked on the acoustic guitar as I make my way through the foyer.

Mom must be settled for the night if my brother’s messing around with his guitar.

Thank God.

The last week has been a total dumpster fire. An unexpected, uncontrollable dumpster fire.

My brother and I live at home, and we share the responsibility of taking care of our mom. We’ve always been able to count on her regular “wellness retreats” to cut us a break. The fancy rehab facilities she frequents are designed to be a detox and reset under the guise of an extended spa experience. More than that, they guarantee respite for my brother and me.

But last week she left for one of her favorite facilities in Arizona, only to show up at home two days later.

Two days.

She was supposed to be gone for three weeks.

Three weeks away, followed by at least a month of sobriety. That’s what I was expecting. Instead, I’m frantically trying to rearrange my work schedule and figure out what the hell happened.

She won’t talk about it—every time I ask, her eyes get watery, and she apologizes for being such a burden.

I can barely hold it together when she gets like that, so the conversation never goes any further. It is what it is. I accepted a long time ago that this is how it has to be.

There’s not a single overhead light or lamp on, the only source of illumination the nearly full moon filtering in through the floor-to-ceiling windows.

I hop over the steps that lead into the sunken living room, then flop onto the oversized couch with enough force to elicit a grunt from my brother.

He’s flat on his back with his long, jean-clad legs hanging off the side, his guitar resting against his bare chest. I mirror his position, scooting back until the crowns of our heads touch.