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Chapters (117)
  1. Copyright
  2. Dedication
  3. Content Warning
  4. 1. Maddie
  5. Maddie
  6. 2. Maddie
  7. Maddie
  8. 3. Maddie
  9. Maddie
  10. 4. Dempsey
  11. Dempsey
  12. 5. Maddie
  13. Maddie
  14. 6. Dempsey
  15. Dempsey
  16. 7. Dempsey
  17. Dempsey
  18. 8. Maddie
  19. Maddie
  20. 9. Maddie
  21. Maddie
  22. 10. Dempsey
  23. Dempsey
  24. 11. Maddie
  25. Maddie
  26. 12. Dempsey
  27. Dempsey
  28. 13. Maddie
  29. Maddie
  30. 14. Madde
  31. Madde
  32. 15. Maddie
  33. Maddie
  34. 16. Dempsey
  35. Dempsey
  36. 17. Dempsey
  37. Dempsey
  38. 18. Maddie
  39. Maddie
  40. 19. Maddie
  41. Maddie
  42. 20. Dempsey
  43. Dempsey
  44. 21. Maddie
  45. Maddie
  46. 22. Dempsey
  47. Dempsey
  48. 23. Dempsey
  49. Dempsey
  50. 24. Maddie
  51. Maddie
  52. 25. Dempsey
  53. Dempsey
  54. 26. Maddie
  55. Maddie
  56. 27. Maddie
  57. Maddie
  58. 28. Dempsey
  59. Dempsey
  60. 29. Dempsey
  61. Dempsey
  62. 30. Maddie
  63. Maddie
  64. 31. Dempsey
  65. Dempsey
  66. 32. Maddie
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  68. 33. Dempsey
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  70. 34. Maddie
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  72. 35. Dempsey
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  74. 36. Maddie
  75. Maddie
  76. 37. Dempsey
  77. Dempsey
  78. 38. Maddie
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  80. 39. Maddie
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  82. 40. Dempsey
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  84. 41. Maddie
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  86. 42. Dempsey
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  88. 43. Dempsey
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  90. 44. Maddie
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  92. 45. Dempsey
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  94. 46. Maddie
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  96. 47. Dempsey
  97. Dempsey
  98. 48. Maddie
  99. Maddie
  100. 49. Dempsey
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  102. 50. Maddie
  103. Maddie
  104. 51. Dempsey
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  106. 52. Maddie
  107. Maddie
  108. 53. Maddie
  109. Maddie
  110. 54. Dempsey
  111. Dempsey
  112. Dempsey
  113. Maddie
  114. Afterword
  115. Acknowledgments
  116. More from Abby Millsaps
  117. About The Author

“Hey,” he greets me softly as he walks over. “How’s he doing?” he asks, which just puts our distance over the last ten days into context.

Sure, I’ve talked to Dempsey every day since his mom died. Fielding, too. But I haven’t seen him in person, and I don’t feel like I really know how he’s doing or what he needs right now.

“I think they’re both doing the best they can, given the circumstances,” I answer as he wraps his arms around me for a hug. “Is Cory coming, too?” I ask as we break apart and he places one hand on the small of my back to guide me into the church.

Cory is Jake’s husband, and unless one of them is working, it’s rare to see one without the other.

Jake shakes his head solemnly. “He offered to hold things down at The Oak this afternoon so all the guys could be here.”

We walk into the church and join the line of people angling to get to the front. I haven’t been to many funerals, and none by myself, but I assume we’re waiting to greet the family and offer our condolences.

I shift from foot to foot as we wait, a ball of nerves over the prospect of seeing Dempsey in person for the first time since we’ve been back from New York. I can see the tops of the boys’ blond heads over the twenty or so people in front of us, but I can’t really see either of them.

What I do see? The impossibly tall, elegant brunette who strides in from a side aisle and joins the gathering at the front of the church as if she belongs there.

I don’t know if I make a sound of disgust or just stiffen beside him, but within seconds, Jake is scanning the room until he identifies the source of my discomfort.

“Who is that?” he murmurs as he slings an arm around my shoulders.

“That would be Brooke,” I huff under my breath.

Jake looks at me wearing a puzzled expression.

“Dempsey’s ex-fiancée.” I raise both my eyebrows, and his eyes widen in surprise. For once he doesn’t call me out for my attitude—way to read the room, Jakey.

“I think I’ll just find a seat and meet up with him afterward,” I relent, turning to step out of line and head to an empty row at the back of the church.

“Are you meeting up with the guys from The Oak? Or will you sit with me?” I ask as Jake follows my lead.

He scoffs under his breath before replying. “Of course I’ll sit with you. But you’re sure you don’t want to go up there? Or sit closer to the front?”