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Chapters (117)
  1. Copyright
  2. Dedication
  3. Content Warning
  4. 1. Maddie
  5. Maddie
  6. 2. Maddie
  7. Maddie
  8. 3. Maddie
  9. Maddie
  10. 4. Dempsey
  11. Dempsey
  12. 5. Maddie
  13. Maddie
  14. 6. Dempsey
  15. Dempsey
  16. 7. Dempsey
  17. Dempsey
  18. 8. Maddie
  19. Maddie
  20. 9. Maddie
  21. Maddie
  22. 10. Dempsey
  23. Dempsey
  24. 11. Maddie
  25. Maddie
  26. 12. Dempsey
  27. Dempsey
  28. 13. Maddie
  29. Maddie
  30. 14. Madde
  31. Madde
  32. 15. Maddie
  33. Maddie
  34. 16. Dempsey
  35. Dempsey
  36. 17. Dempsey
  37. Dempsey
  38. 18. Maddie
  39. Maddie
  40. 19. Maddie
  41. Maddie
  42. 20. Dempsey
  43. Dempsey
  44. 21. Maddie
  45. Maddie
  46. 22. Dempsey
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  48. 23. Dempsey
  49. Dempsey
  50. 24. Maddie
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  52. 25. Dempsey
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  54. 26. Maddie
  55. Maddie
  56. 27. Maddie
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  58. 28. Dempsey
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  60. 29. Dempsey
  61. Dempsey
  62. 30. Maddie
  63. Maddie
  64. 31. Dempsey
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  66. 32. Maddie
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  68. 33. Dempsey
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  72. 35. Dempsey
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  74. 36. Maddie
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  76. 37. Dempsey
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  78. 38. Maddie
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  82. 40. Dempsey
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  84. 41. Maddie
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  86. 42. Dempsey
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  92. 45. Dempsey
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  94. 46. Maddie
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  96. 47. Dempsey
  97. Dempsey
  98. 48. Maddie
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  100. 49. Dempsey
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  102. 50. Maddie
  103. Maddie
  104. 51. Dempsey
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  108. 53. Maddie
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  110. 54. Dempsey
  111. Dempsey
  112. Dempsey
  113. Maddie
  114. Afterword
  115. Acknowledgments
  116. More from Abby Millsaps
  117. About The Author

I’m always amped up and ready to go when we’re together, but there’s also a familiarity and comfort between us now. It’s this deep, delicious sense of ease that I’ve never felt around anyone but my family. Being with him has become second nature. I feel most like the version of myself I want to be when I’m in Dempsey’s arms.

“Would you like to go to New York City with me?”

I sit up so fast I make myself dizzy.

“Are you serious?”

He smiles and sticks his tongue in his cheek, peering over at me with this carefree, amused expression.

“Of course I’m serious.”

“When?” I demand, already visualizing my calendar in my head. I don’t have a work schedule to consider or much of anything else going on, but it’s already July fourth. And I’m heading back to California on July thirty-first.

“Next weekend?” he asks, as if it’s up to me.

“Yes. Hell yes. Oh my gosh, Dem. I’m so excited! But wait, why New York City?”

“I have to sign some papers from my mom’s lawyer since I have power of attorney for her estate. He offered to fly out to Hampton like he normally does, but I thought maybe you’d like to go on a trip and spend a few days in the city.”

He pulls me back into him, encouraging me to lean back again. But I’m way too restless to sit back and relax now.

New York. New York freakin’ City. The Big Apple. Concrete jungle where dreams are made, or something like that. I’m almost positive my mom’s DVD of When Harry Met Sally is down in the basement somewhere. I’ll find it and watch it this week. Maybe I’ll have time to rewatch all six seasons of Sex and the City, too.

“Have you been to New York before?” he asks as he strokes the skin behind my ear.

I shiver under his touch—which just encourages him to use his other hand to caress the same spot on the other side.

“Once,” I reply, reaching back to run my fingers along his forearm as he plays with my hair. “My grandparents took Rhett and me on a sight-seeing trip when we were kids. We stayed at the Plaza hotel and ate our body weight in Babybel cheese from the mini fridge.”

He twirls a strand of my hair in his fingers before giving it a little tug. “Wait—are you sure you’re not recalling the plot from Home Alone 2?”