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Chapters (42)
  1. Fast Lane
  2. Table of Contents
  3. Dedication
  4. Encouragement
  5. Acknowledgments
  6. The Story
  7. THE 80s
  8. Nicky and Ricky
  9. Tommy Mancosa
  10. Lyla
  11. The Roadmasters
  12. Chicago
  13. The Cabin
  14. The Reunion
  15. Josh and Bobby
  16. Christmas
  17. DuShawn
  18. THE 90s
  19. The Blur
  20. Young and Beautiful
  21. The Tour
  22. Trelane
  23. The Fast Lane
  24. Bobby McGee
  25. Seattle
  26. Portland
  27. Los Angeles
  28. Aftermath
  29. THE AUGHTS
  30. The Bar
  31. Charity Gig
  32. The Boys
  33. China
  34. Jesse
  35. The CD
  36. THEN
  37. The Interim
  38. NOW
  39. The Family
  40. About the Author
  41. Books by Kristen Ashley
  42. Connect with Kristen Ashley

Da-da-da-da, da da da da da, da-da-da-da, da da da da [hums beginning riff of “Life in the Fast Lane”].

The crowd loses their fuckin’ minds.

And I get it, that’s a kickass fuckin’ song.

But I can feel Preacher’s laser beam gaze searing through me as he’s lookin’ at Tim, not because he goes off set, which also is not okay, but because Tim’s message is far from lost on Preacher.

Tim stops playing when it comes clear Preach isn’t gonna jump in for the next bar, and Jesus…

Tim doesn’t back down.

He goes again.

The audience thinks this is a schtick. They’re now in a goddamn frenzy, they want us to do that song so bad they’ll tear the house down for it, and what’s hitting us is a brick wall of sound.

Preach has no choice.

He jumps in.

Tim sings and he’s practically channeling Henley.

We had a good sound system, but man, we were nearly drowned out with the crowd singing with us to that song.

I don’t know how many songs we had left after that.

I just know, there were a lot of them.

And still, when we got offstage, Preach doesn’t even hand his guitar off to a roadie.

He’s got his fingers wrapped around the neck and he backs Tim into the wall of the hall and gets in his face.

“Not cool, brother,” he says.

And Christ.

Tim still doesn’t back down.

He replies, “I know.”

We all knew something was off with Preacher.

He didn’t tell us what it was.

And that was on him.

But we knew there was something and we didn’t push, didn’t even ask.

[Lengthy pause]

[Quietly] And that was totally on us.

Bobby McGee

Interviewer’s Impressions, Recorded After Event:

Upon arrival at the cabin, the red Cherokee is again in the lane, the silver truck is not, but a blue Mini with white racing stripes over the hood and roof is.

Lyla is not waiting in the opened back door.

After knocking, I hear what I had not heard the day before.

The sounds of dogs barking, a number of them, from deep woofs to high-pitched yaps.

Lyla is opening the door at the same time speaking, telling someone to take the dogs out.

A young woman’s voice calls back, stating, “I’m leaving Bobby McGee!”

“All right!” Lyla says, dipping her chin and opening the door.

Over the dogs still barking, she apologizes for ending the session so abruptly the day before, invites me in, and as previously, she offers refreshments.

The gray cat is already in residence on the daybed, today joined by a tiger cat with black markings on gray.

As the day before, the gray cat eschews company; the tiger cat is friendly and welcoming.