Chapters (71)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Prologue
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-One
- Chapter Twenty-Two
- Chapter Twenty-Three
- Chapter Twenty-Four
- Chapter Twenty-Five
- Chapter Twenty-Six
- Chapter Twenty-Seven
- Chapter Twenty-Eight
- Chapter Twenty-Nine
- Chapter Thirty
- Chapter Thirty-One
- Chapter Thirty-Two
- Chapter Thirty-Three
- Chapter Thirty-Four
- Chapter Thirty-Five
- Chapter Thirty-Six
- Chapter Thirty-Seven
- Chapter Thirty-Eight
- Chapter Thirty-Nine
- Chapter Forty
- Chapter Forty-One
- Chapter Forty-Two
- Chapter Forty-Three
- Chapter Forty-Four
- Chapter Forty-Five
- Chapter Forty-Six
- Chapter Forty-Seven
- Chapter Forty-Eight
- Chapter Forty-Nine
- Chapter Fifty
- Chapter Fifty-One
- Chapter Fifty-Two
- Chapter Fifty-Three
- Chapter Fifty-Four
- Chapter Fifty-Five
- Chapter Fifty-Six
- Chapter Fifty-Seven
- Chapter Fifty-Eight
- Chapter Fifty-Nine
- Chapter Sixty
- Chapter Sixty-One
- Chapter Sixty-Two
- Chapter Sixty-Three
- Chapter Sixty-Four
- A Letter from Jackie
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- Also by Jackie Walsh
Bert is delighted to see me. His one-sided smile creeps across his pale face as he holds the door open for me to come inside.
‘Has everybody gone?’ I say, looking around the empty room that was filled with mourners a few hours earlier.
‘They have.’
‘Well, that wasn’t too bad.’
‘They had to go. I told them to get out.’
‘And who cleaned up?’ I say, noting the tidiness of the place.
‘I don’t know, I waited upstairs ’til they were gone.’
I laugh, then Bert laughs. He gets some leftover food from the fridge and places it on the table. I’m starving. I haven’t eaten since Jeff’s egg wraps this morning.
‘This is delicious,’ I say, spooning meat pie into my mouth.
‘It is, isn’t it? I think Agnes made it, the witch.’
He laughs again. I keep eating. At the back of my mind I feel the tension swelling up, waiting to burst. Should I tell Bert what’s going on? I better not. He cuts a slice of apple pie for me, hands me the plate, suggesting I put some cream on it. Everything takes longer now, slower steps, slower hand movements, slower smiles.
When we’ve both had our fill from the witches’ cauldron, I help Bert put the stuff away and tell him I have to go. I’m feeling a bit stronger now, ready to take on the journey without crashing into someone on the way. Bert asks me when I’ll be back and I tell him as soon as I’m able.
‘It won’t be Saturday, though. I have to go to a baby shower.’
‘A baby shower?’
‘Joanna’s baby shower.’
‘Oh, right. Hang on a minute.’
Bert walks into a little side room off the kitchen, more like a closet than a room. He reaches up to a shelf that hangs over a work bench and takes down a gift bag. I think Bert has got me gift, but it’s not for me.
‘For Danny,’ he says. ‘For the baby.’
Grief must be having a strange effect on Bert. Never before has he expressed any kindness towards Danny. In fact, for as long as I can remember both men have harbored an indiscreet dislike for each other, Danny taking every opportunity to give out about Bert and Bert throwing his eyes up to heaven whenever I mention my brother. So this is quite a turn up for the books.
I take the gift and thank him. Tell him how grateful Danny and Joanna are going to be.
Walking to the car I look over at Dad’s house. There’s no sign of life, just the shadowed loneliness of a broken house, a broken home. Dad must be in the pub with his mates.