Back Eight Million Ways to Die
Chapters (45)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Contents
  5. Epigraph
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. Chapter 8
  14. Chapter 9
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Chapter 21
  27. Chapter 22
  28. Chapter 23
  29. Chapter 24
  30. Chapter 25
  31. Chapter 26
  32. Chapter 27
  33. Chapter 28
  34. Chapter 29
  35. Chapter 30
  36. Chapter 31
  37. Chapter 32
  38. Chapter 33
  39. Chapter 34
  40. About the Author
  41. Books By Lawrence Block
  42. Enter the World of Matthew Scudder
  43. Praise
  44. Copyright
  45. About the Publisher

I thought of Fran Schecter on Morton Street, convinced she and Chance were bound by karmic ties, with innumerable lifetimes ahead of them.

“She was planning on leaving her pimp,” I said.

“For another man?”

“That’s what I’m trying to find out.”

She’d never seen Kim with anyone in particular, never paid much attention to the men who visited Kim’s apartment. Such visitors were few at night, anyway, she explained, and she herself was at work during the day.

“I thought she’d bought the fur herself,” she said. “She was so proud of it, as if someone had bought it for her, but I thought she wanted to conceal her shame at having had to buy it for herself. I’ll bet she did have a boyfriend. She showed it off with that air, as if it had been a gift from a man, but she didn’t come out and say so.”

“Because the relationship was a secret.”

“Yes. She was proud of the fur, proud of the jewelry. You said she was leaving her pimp. Is that why she was killed?”

“I don’t know.”

“I try not to think about her having been killed, or how or why it happened. Did you ever read a book called Watership Down?” I hadn’t. “There’s one colony of rabbits in the book, a sort of semidomesticated colony. The food’s in good supply there because human beings leave food for the rabbits. It’s sort of rabbit heaven, except that the men who do this do so in order to set snares and provide themselves with a rabbit dinner from time to time. And the surviving rabbits, they never refer to the snare, they never mention any of their fellows who’ve been killed that way. They have an unspoken agreement to pretend that the snare does not exist, and that their dead companions never existed.” She’d been looking to one side as she spoke. Now her eyes found mine. “Do you know, I think New Yorkers are like those rabbits. We live here for whatever it is that the city provides—the culture, the job opportunities, whatever it is. And we look the other way when the city kills off our friends and neighbors. Oh, we read about it and we talk about it for a day or two days but then we blink it all away. Because otherwise we’d have to do something about it, and we can’t. Or we’d have to move, and we don’t want to move. We’re like those rabbits, aren’t we?”