But I’d been unable to do it. And if it had been pros, if the object I’d seen had been not a whiskey bottle but the gun or bomb I’d thought it was, I’d have been no more able to pull the trigger. They’d have killed me and I’d have died with an unfired revolver in my hands.

Jesus.

I dropped the useless gun in my pocket. I held out my hand, surprised that it wasn’t shaking. I didn’t even feel particularly shaky inside, and I was damned if I could figure out why not.

I went over to examine the broken bottle, if only to make sure it was just that and not a Molotov cocktail that had providentially failed to ignite. But there was no puddle, no reek of gasoline. There was a slight whiskey smell, unless I imagined it, and a label attached to one chunk of glass indicated that the bottle had contained J & B Scotch. Other fragments of green glass sparkled like jewels in the light of the streetlamp.

I bent over and picked up a little cube of glass. I placed it in the palm of my hand and stared at it like a gypsy at a crystal. I thought of Donna’s poem and Sunny’s note and my own slip of the tongue.

I started walking. It was all I could do to keep from running.

Chapter 27

Chapter 27

“Jesus, I need a shave,” Durkin said. He’d just dropped what was left of his cigarette into what was left of his coffee, and he was running one hand over his cheek, feeling the stubble. “I need a shave, I need a shower, I need a drink. Not necessarily in that order. I put out an APB on your little Colombian friend. Octavio Ignacio Calderón y La Barra. Name’s longer’n he is. I checked the morgue. They haven’t got him down there in a drawer. Not yet, anyway.”

He opened his top desk drawer, withdrew a metal shaving mirror and a cordless electric shaver. He leaned the mirror against his empty coffee cup, positioned his face in front of it and began shaving. Over the whirr of the shaver he said, “I don’t see anything in her file about a ring.”

“Mind if I look?”

“Be my guest.”

I studied the inventory sheet, knowing the ring wouldn’t be on it. Then I went over the photographs of the death scene. I tried to look only at her hands. I looked at every picture, and in none of them could I spot anything that suggested she was wearing a ring.