Chapters (56)
- PHILIPPA GREGORY
- April 1603
- April 1603
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- August 1604
- October 1605
- May 1607
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- January 1610
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- Autumn 1610
- Spring 1611
- Autumn 1611
- May 1612
- October 1612
- November 1612
- September 1616
- Summer 1618
- Spring 1620
- 1622
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- 1624
- March 1625
- Spring 1625
- May 1625
- Summer 1626
- Summer 1627
- Autumn 1627
- November 1627
- Winter 1627
- Spring 1628
- Summer 1628
- Late Summer 1628
- November 1628
- December 1628
- Spring 1629
- 1630
- Summer 1631
- Winter 1632–3
- Summer 1633
- Winter 1633–4
- Spring 1634
- January 1635
- Spring 1635
- Summer 1635
- 1636
- December 1636
- 1637
- December 1637
- Spring 1638
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When the snowdrops were thick as ice under the trees, snow-white and green, John thought of his lord Buckingham, who had loved to see the first snowdrops at New Hall. But when the daffodils came through he thought of Elizabeth, who had died with their golden colour all around her. There could be no doubt that Elizabeth had gone straight to heaven, he thought. She had lived a life which was as blameless as any woman’s, and she had died surrounded by that golden blaze of glory. At least he had been able to give her that.
As for the duke, it was impossible that there could be a God who loved beauty who could resist him. The king himself loved him and prayed for his soul every day. John felt that the two people in the world that he had truly loved were at peace, and he found he could bear the short cold days and the long cold nights.
He was thinking of the two loves of his life – his passion for the duke and his steady reliable affection for Elizabeth – and watching the water in the fountain of the great court when a shadow fell on the basin of the fountain and he looked around. It was the king. John pulled his hat from his head and dropped to his knee on the cold stone.
‘How many years is it now, since your master died?’ the king asked abruptly. He did not look at John, but kept his gaze on the cold water in the marble basin.
‘Five years and seven months,’ John said instantly. ‘He died towards the end of summer.’
‘You can get up,’ the king said. He turned from the fountain and started to walk down the path, a small gesture commanded John to follow him.
‘I don’t think a man like that can ever be r … r … replaced,’ the king said, half to himself. ‘Not in a king’s council, not in the heart.’
John felt the usual dull ache at the thought of Buckingham.
‘And a woman’s love is not the same,’ the king remarked. ‘To please a woman you have to try and keep trying, and women are changeable: first one thing pleases them, then another. But a man’s love is easier, s … steadier. When George and I were young men we spent whole days thinking of nothing but hunting and play. The king used to call us his dear l … l … lads.’
John nodded. The king paused and abruptly turned to him. ‘Did you ever see my brother Henry?’
‘Yes,’ John said. ‘I was gardener at Theobalds, and then for my lord Cecil at Hatfield. I saw Prince Henry and King James often; I remember you too, Your Majesty.’
‘Do you think he was like the D … Duke of Buckingham? My brother? In his ways?’
John thought. They had the same arrogance, the same easy smile. They had the same sense that the world was half in love with them and that all they had to do was to accept homage.