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Chapters (24)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. Part I: Jack and Jill Live Up the Hill
  6. 1. The Dangerous Allure of Other People’s Children
  7. 2. Practically Perfect in Virtually No Ways
  8. 3. They Grow Up So Fast
  9. Part II: Jill and Jack Into the Black
  10. 4. To Market, To Market, To Buy a Fat Hen
  11. 5. The Roles We Choose Ourselves
  12. 6. The First Night of Safety
  13. 7. To Fetch a Pail of Water
  14. Part III: Jack and Jill with Time to Kill
  15. 8. The Skies to Shake, the Stones to Bleed
  16. 9. Someone’s Coming to Dinner
  17. Part IV: Jill and Jack Will Not Come Back
  18. 10. And From Her Grave, a Red, Red Rose …
  19. 11. … and From His Grave, A Briar
  20. 12. Everything You Never Wanted
  21. 13. A Thousand Miles of Hardship Between Here and Home
  22. Also by Seanan McGuire
  23. About the Author
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Dr. Tozer told them. Vitamins and nutrition and reading, so much reading. It was like the man expected their baby to be the most difficult in the history of the world, with all the reading that he assigned. But they did it, dutifully, like they were following the steps of a magical spell that would summon the perfect child straight into their arms. They never discussed whether they were hoping for a boy or a girl; both of them knew, so completely, what they were going to have that it seemed unnecessary. So Chester went to bed each night dreaming of his son, while Serena dreamt of her daughter, and for a time, they both believed that parenthood was perfect.

They didn’t listen to Dr. Tozer’s advice about keeping the pregnancy a secret, of course. When something was this good, it needed to be shared. Their friends, who had never seen them as the parenting type, were confused but supportive. Their colleagues, who didn’t know them well enough to understand what a bad idea this was, were enthusiastic. Chester and Serena shook their heads and made lofty comments about learning who their “real” friends were.

Serena went to her board meetings and smiled contently as the other women told her that she was beautiful, that she was glowing, that motherhood “suited her.”

Chester went to his office and found that several of the partners were dropping by “just to chat” about his impending fatherhood, offering advice, offering camaraderie.

Everything was perfect.

They went to their first ultrasound appointment together, and Serena held Chester’s hand as the technician rubbed blueish slime over her belly and rolled the wand across it. The picture began developing. For the first time, Serena felt a pang of concern. What if there was something wrong with the baby? What if Dr. Tozer had been right, and the pregnancy should have remained a secret, at least for a little while?

“Well?” asked Chester.

“You wanted to know the baby’s gender, yes?” asked the technician.

He nodded.

“You have a perfect baby girl,” said the technician.

Serena laughed in vindicated delight, the sound dying when she saw the scowl on Chester’s face. Suddenly, the things they hadn’t discussed seemed large enough to fill the room.

The technician gasped. “I have a second heartbeat,” she said.

They both turned to look at her.

“Twins,” she said.

“Is the second baby a boy or a girl?” asked Chester.

The technician hesitated. “The first baby is blocking our view,” she hedged. “It’s difficult to say for sure—”

“Guess,” said Chester.

“I’m afraid it would not be ethical for me to guess at this stage,” said the technician. “I’ll make you another appointment, for two weeks from now. Babies move around in the womb. We should be able to get a better view then.”