Chapters (24)
- Title Page
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Part I: Jack and Jill Live Up the Hill
- 1. The Dangerous Allure of Other People’s Children
- 2. Practically Perfect in Virtually No Ways
- 3. They Grow Up So Fast
- Part II: Jill and Jack Into the Black
- 4. To Market, To Market, To Buy a Fat Hen
- 5. The Roles We Choose Ourselves
- 6. The First Night of Safety
- 7. To Fetch a Pail of Water
- Part III: Jack and Jill with Time to Kill
- 8. The Skies to Shake, the Stones to Bleed
- 9. Someone’s Coming to Dinner
- Part IV: Jill and Jack Will Not Come Back
- 10. And From Her Grave, a Red, Red Rose …
- 11. … and From His Grave, A Briar
- 12. Everything You Never Wanted
- 13. A Thousand Miles of Hardship Between Here and Home
- Also by Seanan McGuire
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“You’re not his daughter yet, you foolish girl,” snapped a new voice—a familiar one. Both Jack and Jill turned in unconscious unison to see Mary standing at the edge of the crowd, blocking Jill from the castle. “I told you to be patient. I told you that your time would come. You just had to rush things, didn’t you? I told him he did you no favors by cosseting you.”
“You told me to be ruthless!” protested Jill, balling her bloody hands into fists. “You said that he needed me to be ruthless!”
“The Master feeds from the village, but he protects them as well,” said Mary coldly. “You have killed without his permission and without his blessing, and you are no vampire; you had no right.” She lifted her chin slightly, shifting her attention to the crowd. “The Master has revoked the protection of his household. Do with her as you will.”
A low, dangerous rumble spread through the crowd. It was the sound a beast made immediately before it attacked.
Perhaps Jack could have been forgiven if she had turned her back on her bewildered sister, still dressed in her lover’s blood; if she had walked away. These were extraordinary circumstances, after all, and while Jack was an extraordinary girl, she was only seventeen. It would have been understandable of her to hold a grudge, even if she might have regretted it later.
She looked at Jill and remembered a twelve-year-old in blue jeans, short hair spiking up at the back, trying to talk her into having an adventure. She remembered how afraid she’d been to leave her sister behind, even if it had meant saving them both. She remembered Gemma Lou, when they were small—so small!—telling them to look out for each other, even when they were angry, because family was a thing that could never be replaced once it was thrown away.
She remembered loving her sister, once, a long, long time ago.
The crowd had been watching Jill for signs that she was preparing to run away. They hadn’t been expecting Jack to push her way into the center of their ring, grab Jill’s hand, and run. Surprise was enough to get the two girls to the edge of the crowd, Jack hauling her sister in her wake, struggling not to let the blood make her lose her grip. Jill was strangely pliant, not resisting Jack’s efforts to pull her along. It was like she was in shock.
Becoming a murderer and getting disowned in the same day will do that, thought Jack dizzily, and kept on running, even as the first sounds of pursuit began behind them. All that mattered now was getting away. Everything else could happen later.
12. Everything You Never Wanted
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EVERYTHING YOU NEVER WANTED