Chapters (92)
- Title Page
- Dedication
- Acknowledgments
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Chapter 87
- Chapter 88
- Author Biography
Lakshmi threw a hand up. “Second week of school, I told her she’d look great in a skirt. The girl dressed like the Amish. She needed all the encouragement she could get. A month later, she comes home, walks in on me having ‘personal’ time. She filed a report about me showing her my fanny, all because I thought she’d be gone for another hour. The poor girl didn’t know the difference between her urethra and her vagina. Masturbation might as well have been sodomy.”
Like the reasoning behind Lakshmi’s restraining order, the answer sounded believable, but Caitlin had more. “Tell me about Pratima Siddal.”
Lakshmi’s voice dropped. “Those documents were supposed to be sealed.”
Caitlin crossed her arms. “You attended a public high school before you went to Hackley. Did you have a relationship with a teacher named Pratima Siddal?”
Lakshmi met Caitlin’s posture and came back angry, her voice doubled in volume. “Sounds like you know what I had with Mrs. Siddal, Caitlin. I want to know how the sealed record of a juvenile victim of sexual assault got in your hands.”
“The feds profiled you, Lakshmi.” Caitlin quoted a line from the FBI’s report. “ ‘From a young age, Anjale has exhibited tendencies toward obsession with female love interests.’ They say you stalked Chapman, that you harassed Ruth Davis, that you cost Pratima Siddal her job and her marriage.”
“I cost Pratima her job?” Lakshmi threw her head back, then returned with fire in her eyes. “I was a fifteen-year-old who’d never been kissed, and she was the twenty-four-year-old grammar teacher who coached the girls’ soccer team, and the only other woman of Indian descent within twenty miles. Did I have a crush on her? Yes. Did I lose my virginity with her? Yes. Did I start it? No bloody way.”
She ran a finger under an eye, pushed back a tear. “I was fifteen. I’d never smiled so much in my life, so I called her, way too many times, even waited outside her house to try to talk to her. That’s what teenagers do. Her husband called the police, my dad got involved, the next thing I knew, they arrested Pratima for statutory rape and my father shipped me off to private school. That record is supposed to be sealed.”
“It is,” Caitlin said. “Your father shared the story with the detectives.”
“Fuck my father.” The girl’s voice trembled. “I mishandled my time with Pratima, and for that, I’ll always be sorry. But I didn’t stalk her or Jesus Ruth or Angela.”
Caitlin let Lakshmi’s words hang in the air. “But you did drug her.”
Again, Lakshmi’s mouth dropped open. “What? Who did I drug?”
Caitlin pointed a finger at the girl’s chest. “The night Angela went out with Kieran and Dave. You told me you got high.”
“Yes, we got high. I told you that.”