Chapters (92)
- Title Page
- Dedication
- Acknowledgments
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Chapter 87
- Chapter 88
- Author Biography
The men who sold them?
The creditors she couldn’t keep up with, the repo men she hid from or—worse—invited in for her barter system?
Wrong choice after wrong choice, man after man, time after time. Maybe if one of the sweaty many had guided instead of giving in, taught instead of getting in—maybe she’d still be alive.
He’d been too young to help then. Too unsure.
Now he was sure. Strong, patient, firm, responsible, understanding, and above all, disciplined.
Not only could he own a woman, he’d have one in his basement by the end of the week.
Chapter 2
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“ARE YOU OKAY, Caitie? You look like you’ve been crying.”
Caitie. Forty-two years old and Mary Lubbers-Gaffney still called her Caitie, like two decades hadn’t passed since they’d stood in the same state.
Caitlin dabbed the last of the unexpected weakness from her eyes and motioned Mary into the hotel room. “Allergic to the Midwest, I guess.”
“Maybe the recycled plane air.”
“Probably.”
Rather than meet Mary’s unconvinced gaze, she studied time’s gifts to her old friend. Mary’s shoulder-length auburn tangle burned like a forest fire with a tinge of gray ash, and her smile flared like the match that set the blaze. Her power suit, assertive but feminine. Her makeup, flawless.
“You look good, Mary.”
“You too, Skinny. They don’t have carbs in LA?”
“I run a lot.”
“From what?”
The only way to knock the awkward out of the moment was to concede to the hug. Caitlin took off her sport coat, then raised both hands. Mary did the rest. Somewhere past a ten count, Mary released her, reached into a bag, and pulled out a red graduation gown and matching mortarboard.
“Ready for your big day?”
Caitlin slipped the satin robe over her dress shirt and ran a brush through her hair. Brown and straight, down to the chin. Good enough for journalism.
Mary presented lipstick. Nothing had changed. Back in college, Lipstick Lubbers wouldn’t go to a party without half an hour in front of a mirror. Caitlin carried only powder and eyeliner, but rarely used either. She took the tube, puckered, dotted on a coat of Maybelline’s Rebel Bloom.
“Wow, that is exceptionally pink.”
Mary winked. “You’re single, right? Keep it. Might help you make a friend at the after-party.”
Caitlin made a note to trash the war paint at a less insulting moment, dropped the tube into her purse, and donned her pointy new cap.
“Lead the way, Dean Lubbers-Gaffney.”
Mary guided her out of the hotel and into the halls of the student union. An April evening in Indiana meant hot-blooded students wearing T-shirts and shorts—anything to tease the spring out of hiding after a white winter, even if the temperature only hovered in the sixties. Caitlin’s thin-blooded California body was thankful for the gown.