Chapters (92)
- Title Page
- Dedication
- Acknowledgments
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Chapter 87
- Chapter 88
- Author Biography
HALF AN HOUR later, Caitlin met Lakshmi on the sidewalk outside Angela Chapman’s empty apartment. She held back the assault of questions on the tip of her tongue, not because Lakshmi looked like she’d been crying for the last hour, but because she didn’t want the BPD’s cameras to capture a single word. “Why are you hanging out here tonight?”
Lakshmi zipped up a hoodie. “After you asked about Shepherd, I got mad and drove over. You want to come in?”
“Let’s walk.” Caitlin turned toward the opposite end of the complex, her still-wet hair sticking to her neck. “Mad about what, me bringing up Shepherd?”
“What? No, I was mad at myself.” She laced her fingertips and pushed back and forth with nervous energy. “I’m having a hard time remembering Angela. The real her. Does that make sense?”
“Sure.”
Caitlin stepped into the forest on the path that Chapman would have walked to the boys’ apartment. Headlights of cars on a road to their left flickered through the leaves.
Lakshmi started up again. “I came up here to talk to her, you know? I sat in her room and tried to hear her voice.”
“And?”
“Didn’t work. I mostly cried.” She pointed toward the road. “Look, there goes the Monster.”
Caitlin saw a lit red and orange sign strapped to the top of a pizza delivery car. The Monster-mobile’s light passed behind tree trunks, fading into the darkness.
Lakshmi turned back to Caitlin. “Not Chad, though. He’s got an old white SUV.”
Convinced no one else was around, Caitlin went to work. “Memories can be fuzzy, Lakshmi. Sometimes they change over time.” She squared off facing the girl. “What do you remember about Ruth Davis?”
The night hid much of Lakshmi’s face, but Caitlin caught the ripple of tension on her forehead.
“ ‘Jesus’ Ruth? As in my freshman-year roommate?”
Caitlin nodded. “ ‘My roommate went mental,’ you said. Almost three weeks ago, we were talking about how you and Angela met—”
“I remember. What are you asking me?”
Caitlin watched her eyes. “Did Ruth Davis file a complaint against you with the student housing administration?”
Lakshmi stepped back like she’d been shoved, her mouth open in disbelief. “Ruth Jesus-is-the-only-man-I’ll-get-on-my-knees-for Davis was the spawn of a Bible-thumping evangelist who thought girls went to hell if they danced, even in Zumba class. She was a lunatic with a ten-year-old’s understanding of human sexuality.”
Caitlin took a step forward. “A lunatic who swore her roommate harbored a lesbian crush on her, bordering on obsession. Did she file a complaint?”
Lakshmi gave a sharp, single laugh. “Yes, she alleged that I tried to seduce her with my lesbian wiles.”
“Did you?”