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Chapters (41)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3.     Chapter One
  4.     Chapter Two
  5.     Chapter Three
  6.     Chapter Four
  7.     Chapter Five
  8.     Chapter Six
  9.     Chapter Seven
  10.     Chapter Eight
  11.     Chapter Nine
  12.     Chapter Ten
  13.     Chapter Eleven
  14.     Chapter Twelve
  15.     Chapter Thirteen
  16.     Chapter Fourteen
  17.     Chapter Fifteen
  18.     Chapter Sixteen
  19.     Chapter Seventeen
  20.     Chapter Eighteen
  21.     Chapter Nineteen
  22.     Chapter Twenty
  23.     Chapter Twenty-One
  24.     Chapter Twenty-Two
  25.     Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27.     Chapter Twenty-Five
  28.     Chapter Twenty-Six
  29.     Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30.     Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31.     Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33.     Chapter Thirty-One
  34.     Chapter Thirty-Two
  35.     Chapter Thirty-Three
  36.     Chapter Thirty-Four
  37.     Chapter Thirty-Five
  38.     Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Acknowledgments
  40. Also by Sarah Blake
  41. About the Author

“That’s right,” Izabel said, and she kept laughing lightly, like a bird was caught in her throat.

The spring after the Turning was gentler, in that the air did not become increasingly more toxic. It held the levels. Kaito and Izabel settled into a dome together. They were madly in love, which Izabel remembered mostly by how often they were touching—holding hands as they walked, being under his arm on the couch, sleeping with limbs across each other in their new bed, and standing close enough that she would often turn and kiss his shoulder.

Kaito proposed after they’d been living together for two years. And Izabel said she couldn’t marry him because the world was too new.

Thousands of kits had become a town in those two years, a real, functioning town. But it was hard to believe. Could they really survive like this indefinitely? Could there be a meaningful future for them, for any of them?

But about a year later it felt real to Izabel, despite herself, the possibility of their future taking shape, and then she said yes.

Though some things about the town would never feel right. How almost everyone over sixty had died and Izabel rarely saw an old person. And almost every child under ten had died. So Izabel saw infants, yes, but then teenagers, and nothing in between.

When Izabel was pregnant with Cami, so were a large group of women in the town, and it made Izabel feel like she hadn’t chosen to get pregnant at all. Like she hadn’t had countless conversations with Kaito, weighing the pros and cons, considering what was hope and what was foolishness. It felt instead like it was an imperative of her species at work.

Dr. Inaway came in, happy to see that Cami had woken up, and he said that he wanted to discharge her. Gregory and Luis were with him, and Luis went about undoing every cord he’d attached. Lines went flat, numbers dropped to zero.

They had to go home, and Izabel hadn’t thought of that consequence of waking Cami. She hadn’t thought about having to leave the safety of the hospital when a murder had just happened, when the domes were vivid in all of their vulnerabilities. And they still didn’t know what had happened to Cami. It seemed to Izabel that Cami could lose consciousness again at any time. What was stopping her?

“You don’t need to observe her overnight?” Izabel said.

“No,” Dr. Inaway said, smiling. And Gregory smiled behind him. Like they were delivering nothing but good news.

After the doctors left, Izabel said to Kaito, “That’s it? We never know what happened?”

“You know that we don’t know enough about the environment and its effects.”

“Doesn’t it bother you?”

“Of course it bothers me,” Kaito said.

“Can’t you talk to them?”

“It wouldn’t change anything.”