Back Clean Air
Chapters (41)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3.     Chapter One
  4.     Chapter Two
  5.     Chapter Three
  6.     Chapter Four
  7.     Chapter Five
  8.     Chapter Six
  9.     Chapter Seven
  10.     Chapter Eight
  11.     Chapter Nine
  12.     Chapter Ten
  13.     Chapter Eleven
  14.     Chapter Twelve
  15.     Chapter Thirteen
  16.     Chapter Fourteen
  17.     Chapter Fifteen
  18.     Chapter Sixteen
  19.     Chapter Seventeen
  20.     Chapter Eighteen
  21.     Chapter Nineteen
  22.     Chapter Twenty
  23.     Chapter Twenty-One
  24.     Chapter Twenty-Two
  25.     Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27.     Chapter Twenty-Five
  28.     Chapter Twenty-Six
  29.     Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30.     Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31.     Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33.     Chapter Thirty-One
  34.     Chapter Thirty-Two
  35.     Chapter Thirty-Three
  36.     Chapter Thirty-Four
  37.     Chapter Thirty-Five
  38.     Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Acknowledgments
  40. Also by Sarah Blake
  41. About the Author

“That’s horrible. What did you call her?”

“Kuchi-sake-onna. ‘Slit-mouthed-woman.’”

“It’s like the Heath Ledger Joker,” Izabel said.

“I thought of her as soon as I saw the trailer!”

“But in a surgical suite, everyone’s in a mask. Does it scare you then?”

“A little,” Kaito said. “But that’s one room. This is the whole world now. A whole world of kuchi-sake-onna.”

Izabel climbed into bed with Cami. She kissed the side of her head, on her temple. She kissed her cheek. She kissed her on the lips like Cami was the sleeping princess she so resembled in Izabel’s mind. But Cami didn’t wake up. Izabel watched her chest move up and down.

She remembered the dreams that she used to have in quarantine. Sometimes she was a tree. Sometimes she was the pollen. She ran the back of her finger down Cami’s arm.

More times than she wanted to remember, Izabel was the kuchi-sake-onna in her dreams. But she went around saying, Why so serious? like she was the Joker, too. She was as confused about who she should be in her dreams as she was in her life.

She reached up and touched the corner of her own mouth. And Cami’s chest kept going, so steady and quick. And Izabel finally fell asleep.

On the third day of the quarantine, the local news stopped. The studio must have been decently airtight, but without the air scrubbers and the oxygen tanks and masks of their own, they didn’t last all that long.

After the signal dropped and the television played static, Izabel and Kaito kissed for the first time. Izabel felt like Ariel—like if she hadn’t kissed him by the time the sun set on the third day, she would’ve been turned back into one of the humans that died.

When the news came back on, it was from D.C. They had taken more precautions there. Many of the government buildings had filters, oxygen, masks, plastic sheeting, tape, food. They were taking in survivors. The halls were filled with sleeping bags, and every outlet had a power strip with a dozen smartphones plugged into it.

Over the next week, the officials who hadn’t died were holding meetings. They were a smaller version of the government everyone was familiar with. They talked about the budget. They had scientists video-conference in with updates.

And it became absurd. When they started discussing defense contracts. When they started talking about whether pollution was to blame, if China was to blame, and if actions should be made against them, a show of strength. Or if not strength, then remaining viability.