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Chapters (41)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3.     Chapter One
  4.     Chapter Two
  5.     Chapter Three
  6.     Chapter Four
  7.     Chapter Five
  8.     Chapter Six
  9.     Chapter Seven
  10.     Chapter Eight
  11.     Chapter Nine
  12.     Chapter Ten
  13.     Chapter Eleven
  14.     Chapter Twelve
  15.     Chapter Thirteen
  16.     Chapter Fourteen
  17.     Chapter Fifteen
  18.     Chapter Sixteen
  19.     Chapter Seventeen
  20.     Chapter Eighteen
  21.     Chapter Nineteen
  22.     Chapter Twenty
  23.     Chapter Twenty-One
  24.     Chapter Twenty-Two
  25.     Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27.     Chapter Twenty-Five
  28.     Chapter Twenty-Six
  29.     Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30.     Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31.     Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33.     Chapter Thirty-One
  34.     Chapter Thirty-Two
  35.     Chapter Thirty-Three
  36.     Chapter Thirty-Four
  37.     Chapter Thirty-Five
  38.     Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Acknowledgments
  40. Also by Sarah Blake
  41. About the Author

Izabel laid her head back and closed her eyes again. She wondered why no one in their town had organized some sort of march through the mall, a chance to yell, Whose streets? Our streets! in unison. It made her think that more people were like her than she’d thought—a little hopeless and a little tired.

That night everyone but Cami was on edge as bedtime approached, all waiting to see what would happen, what Cami might say in her sleep.

Cami bounced around the living room. “Daddy told me they used to name streets after trees!”

“That’s true,” Izabel said.

“Do you want to hear some?” Cami said. “Poplar, Sycamore, Spruce, Chestnut.”

“Wow,” Izabel said.

“Have you heard of all those trees before?”

“I have actually.”

“Have you seen them?”

“I don’t know.”

“We should draw pictures of trees!” Cami said.

“It’s getting late, honey.”

“Just one!”

“Okay,” Izabel said. “Everyone get your tablets. But then bed, Cami.”

“Yes!” Cami said.

They all sat down at the table with their tablets and styluses. “Let’s draw a sycamore,” Cami said. “Set a timer, Mommy.”

“Okay, two minutes?” Izabel said.

“Yes,” Cami said.

“Should I bring up a picture?” Kaito asked.

“I need to look at it,” Jana said.

Cami was already drawing.

Izabel drew a picture of a tree that was leaning over, with a face, a big open mouth, and it had vomited. The vomit was mid-air. She wrote sick-a-more above it.

The timer went off and they all stopped.

“Eww!” Cami said, looking at Izabel’s.

“Get it?” Izabel said. “Sick-a-more.”

Cami let out a big laugh. “I get it! Because it’s sick!” And she let out another big single laugh. It made everyone else laugh.

Then they all made a fuss over Cami’s drawing. Izabel wasn’t sure how big of a fuss to make over Jana’s picture, even though it seemed exceptional to her, the detailing of the branches in and out of clumps of leaves.

Cami told her twice: “You’re really good at drawing, Jana! You’re really good at drawing!”

“Okay, time for bed now,” Izabel said. And Cami didn’t argue this time. And they went to get ready.

When Cami was asleep, and Kaito had gone to bed, and Izabel had returned to the kitchen to unwind with an old episode of What Not to Wear, Jana came out of her room.

“Hi, Jana,” Izabel said. “You okay?”

“I want to sleep with Cami tonight,” Jana said.

“Sleep or stay up worrying?”

“I think I’d stay up either way.”

“You won’t wake her?”

Jana shook her head.

“Then I don’t see why not,” Izabel said.

Jana hugged her before she’d finished.

Izabel held her and said, “You have to figure out a way to get some sleep, at some point, even with everything that’s going on.”

Jana pulled back and said, “I will.”