Back Clean Air
Chapters (41)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3.     Chapter One
  4.     Chapter Two
  5.     Chapter Three
  6.     Chapter Four
  7.     Chapter Five
  8.     Chapter Six
  9.     Chapter Seven
  10.     Chapter Eight
  11.     Chapter Nine
  12.     Chapter Ten
  13.     Chapter Eleven
  14.     Chapter Twelve
  15.     Chapter Thirteen
  16.     Chapter Fourteen
  17.     Chapter Fifteen
  18.     Chapter Sixteen
  19.     Chapter Seventeen
  20.     Chapter Eighteen
  21.     Chapter Nineteen
  22.     Chapter Twenty
  23.     Chapter Twenty-One
  24.     Chapter Twenty-Two
  25.     Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27.     Chapter Twenty-Five
  28.     Chapter Twenty-Six
  29.     Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30.     Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31.     Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33.     Chapter Thirty-One
  34.     Chapter Thirty-Two
  35.     Chapter Thirty-Three
  36.     Chapter Thirty-Four
  37.     Chapter Thirty-Five
  38.     Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Acknowledgments
  40. Also by Sarah Blake
  41. About the Author

“Right. This is what they used to look like, but now they have newer ones that are safer. But this is my special thermometer and it measures how scared someone is feeling. I’m going to ask you some questions about things in your life and I want you to point at a place on the thermometer. If it was something that you don’t feel scared about at all, you would point to one. Like, your elevator, how do you feel about that?”

Cami stood up and pointed to the one.

“Perfect.”

“Now if it was something that scared you, the most scared you’ve ever been, then you’d point to ten. And how about if you were just kind of scared? Where would you point then?”

Cami pointed to the four.

“Yes! Okay. Are you ready to get started?”

Cami jumped around saying, “Yeah, yeah, yeah,” on each jump.

“Alright,” Opa said. “You might have to think about these, so you’ll want to stay still, okay?”

Cami stopped jumping.

“How do you feel about your mom?”

Cami pointed to the one.

“How do you feel about your dad?”

She pointed to the one again.

“How do you feel about Jana?”

She pointed to the one again.

“How do you feel about your teachers at school?”

She pointed to the one again. “This is a lot of ones,” Cami said.

“That’s good,” Opa said. “Is there anyone in your life who makes you feel scared? At school or at home or some place I haven’t mentioned?”

“No,” Cami said.

“Okay, good. So back to our thermometer. How do you feel about your new house?”

Cami pointed to the three, and then the six, and then the four. “I’m not sure.”

“That’s okay. I’m going to get another one of my doctor’s tools.” Opa brought out a very large, circular magnifying glass with a wooden handle, like in a cartoon.

“Oooh,” Cami said.

“I’m going to start down at your toes and move this all over your body, and I want you to let me know if that’s somewhere that you feel scared, okay? Will you sit down for me?”

Cami sat back down and Opa put the magnifying glass over one of Cami’s feet. When Opa leaned over, her necklace hung away from her body and her hair fell forward over the sides of her face. Cami batted a piece of Opa’s hair.

“Cami!” Izabel said.

Cami pulled her hand back.

“It’s okay,” Opa said. “Cami, when you think about the new house, and you feel scared, do you feel scared here?”

Cami shook her head.

Opa moved the magnifying glass up to her knee. “How about here?”

Cami shook her head again.

“You know what? This might work better if you hold the magnifying glass. Do you think you can do it?”

Cami nodded, and she took the magnifying glass from Opa.