Contents ( 82)
- Dedication
- Contents
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Also by Jenny Colgan
- Copyright
- About the Publisher
“It’s a terrible, terrible Christmas.”
Flora looked inquiringly at Innes.
“She is being the brattiest brat in the history of terrible brats,” he said quietly, as Eilidh poured coffee. She looked like she’d been having a very stressful morning. “Would you like another kid? You’ve already got one, it shouldn’t be too much trouble.”
“Most people wait till after eight A.M. on Christmas morning to try to give their children away,” said Flora. “Oh dear. We have some lovely presents for you, darling!”
“Is there ice skates?”
Flora blinked. “No . . .” she said. “There might be Shopkins.”
Agot sighed and her chin trembled. “I haaate Shopkins.”
“This is something of a change from her birthday,” whispered Flora.
“I know,” said Innes.
“When she loved Shopkins more than anything on earth.”
“I know.”
“That was only two months ago.”
“Seriously, you don’t even have to keep her, you can sell her to pirates,” said Eilidh, looking a tad too longingly at the champagne Joel was unloading into the fridge.
Agot looked around at the adults, then ran out of the room.
SHE HAD GONE to Flora’s room, her favorite, because it still had Flora’s old Highland dancing trophies and ribbons. Agot had just started dancing, but Flora had found her, on occasion, holding up Flora’s gold medal and announcing, “I would like to thank everyone for this award.”
Flora followed her now, leaving Joel to start breakfast while Eilidh cuddled Douglas and made lots of cooing noises about how nice it was to remember what it was like to have a lovely baby.
Agot was lying facedown on the duvet. She wasn’t doing performative crying, making a big loud fuss about everything so people would hear. Instead, she was sobbing gently, like a real child, rather than the changeling she sometimes resembled.
“Hey,” said Flora. “What’s gone so wrong?”
“Miss Lorna said . . .” sniffed the child. “Miss Lorna said if we were good and wrote to Santa Claus, we would get the thing that we wanted. And I was so very good. ”
“Were you?” said Flora doubtfully.
“I did not shout in class! And I did not do chatting chatting chatting, and when Miss Lorna said, ‘Agot, no chatting,’ I did not do chatting . And I took hands with Hamish when it was time to take hands, and I did not say yuck yuck yuck. I was very, very good—ask Miss Lorna!”
“I will do that,” said Flora.
“Everyone says, ‘Agot is very naughty,’” said Agot, looking heartbroken.
“They don’t say that,” said Flora, stroking the girl’s long pale hair.
“Yes,” said Agot, with a resigned look. “‘Agot, she is very naughty and spoiled.’”
“Oh, sweetie.” Flora took the small body in her arms. “Well. You’re still one of the very favorite people I’ve ever met.”
“You love Bugglas now. Everyone loves Bugglas now.”
“There is room,” said Flora. “There is room to love everyone.”
“My mummy and daddy didn’t have room. Then they did.”