Back Big Lies in a Small Town
Chapters (70)
  1. PROLOGUE
  2. Chapter 1
  3. Chapter 2
  4. Chapter 3
  5. Chapter 4
  6. Chapter 5. Morgan
  7. Chapter 6. Anna
  8. Chapter 7. Morgan
  9. Chapter 8. Anna
  10. Chapter 9. Morgan
  11. Chapter 10. Anna
  12. Chapter 11. Morgan
  13. Chapter 12. Anna
  14. Chapter 13. Morgan
  15. Chapter 14. Anna
  16. Chapter 15. Morgan
  17. Chapter 16. Anna
  18. Chapter 17. Morgan
  19. Chapter 18. Anna
  20. Chapter 19. Morgan
  21. Chapter 20. Anna
  22. Chapter 21. Morgan
  23. Chapter 22. Anna
  24. Chapter 23. Morgan
  25. Chapter 24. Anna
  26. Chapter 25. Morgan
  27. Chapter 26. Anna
  28. Chapter 27. Morgan
  29. Chapter 28. Anna
  30. Chapter 29. Morgan
  31. Chapter 30. Anna
  32. Chapter 31. Morgan
  33. Chapter 32. Anna
  34. Chapter 33. Morgan
  35. Chapter 34. Anna
  36. Chapter 35. Morgan
  37. Chapter 36. Anna
  38. Chapter 37. Morgan
  39. Chapter 38. Anna
  40. Chapter 39. Morgan
  41. Chapter 40. Anna
  42. Chapter 41. Morgan
  43. Chapter 42. Anna
  44. Chapter 43. Morgan
  45. Chapter 44. Anna
  46. Chapter 45. Morgan
  47. Chapter 46. Anna
  48. Chapter 47. Morgan
  49. Chapter 48. Anna
  50. Chapter 49. Morgan
  51. Chapter 50. Anna
  52. Chapter 51. Morgan
  53. Chapter 52. Anna
  54. Chapter 53. Morgan
  55. Chapter 54. Anna
  56. Chapter 55. Morgan
  57. Chapter 56. Anna
  58. Chapter 57. Morgan
  59. Chapter 58. Anna
  60. Chapter 59. Morgan
  61. Chapter 60
  62. Chapter 61
  63. Chapter 62
  64. Chapter 63
  65. Chapter 64
  66. Chapter 65
  67. Chapter 66
  68. Chapter 67
  69. Epilogue: Morgan
  70. Acknowledgements

Pauline chatted for a while about her plans for a nursery, but then abruptly changed topics, leaning across the table toward Anna.

“People are talking about you and the colored boy, honey,” she said quietly. “You need to be careful.”

“Pauline!” Anna was stunned. She felt sorely disappointed. “First of all, I consider Jesse an art student who has also become a friend.” She remembered telling Jesse about her mother. How he’d listened. How he’d truly heard her. “And second,” she said, “I don’t care what people say.”

“Well, you should care,” Pauline said. “Karl told me how someone painted”—she leaned forward to whisper—“those words on the warehouse.”

“That was weeks ago. Nothing’s happened since then. Probably just some hoodlums out causing trouble. I don’t want to live my life in fear.”

“It’s different here than where you came from.” Pauline’s voice was quiet but earnest. Her dark blue eyes held such grave concern that Anna felt taken aback. She could tell that her friend was sincerely worried about her.

She let out a long sigh. “People keep telling me that,” she said. “But I can’t change who I am, and I think you’re silly to worry. I’m five years older than Jesse, for heaven’s sake. I adore him like a little brother. He may not look like a kid, but he is a kid and he acts like one.” She sat up very straight. “I plan to continue ignoring such catty talk.”

“Your intentions may be pure,” Pauline said, “and his may be pure. But it doesn’t matter. People still believe what they want to believe and you’re only inviting their criticism.” She cut a corner of her slice of cheese and lifted it to her lips without taking a bite. “And it can get worse, dear.”

“What do you mean?”

“I mean, it’s against the law. Colored and white … you know.”

Anna laughed. “You have nothing to worry about there,” she said. “I have no interest in—”

“That may be the truth.” Pauline set down her fork without eating the cheese. “But it’s not what people believe, and that’s what matters.”

“No, Pauline, what matters is the reality,” Anna said, getting angry now. At the sound of her raised voice, a few people turned to look at them. “I don’t care what people think.” She leaned closer. “Can we close this subject please? Let’s talk about your baby again. Have you thought about names?”

Baby names were definitely the topic of conversation over dinner that evening. Even Karl seemed to have an excited glow about him, only letting go of Pauline’s hand when he needed his own to eat the chicken and dumplings Freda had made. They talked about names for most of an hour before Karl politely changed the subject, asking Anna how the mural was coming along.