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Chapters (70)
  1. PROLOGUE
  2. Chapter 1
  3. Chapter 2
  4. Chapter 3
  5. Chapter 4
  6. Chapter 5. Morgan
  7. Chapter 6. Anna
  8. Chapter 7. Morgan
  9. Chapter 8. Anna
  10. Chapter 9. Morgan
  11. Chapter 10. Anna
  12. Chapter 11. Morgan
  13. Chapter 12. Anna
  14. Chapter 13. Morgan
  15. Chapter 14. Anna
  16. Chapter 15. Morgan
  17. Chapter 16. Anna
  18. Chapter 17. Morgan
  19. Chapter 18. Anna
  20. Chapter 19. Morgan
  21. Chapter 20. Anna
  22. Chapter 21. Morgan
  23. Chapter 22. Anna
  24. Chapter 23. Morgan
  25. Chapter 24. Anna
  26. Chapter 25. Morgan
  27. Chapter 26. Anna
  28. Chapter 27. Morgan
  29. Chapter 28. Anna
  30. Chapter 29. Morgan
  31. Chapter 30. Anna
  32. Chapter 31. Morgan
  33. Chapter 32. Anna
  34. Chapter 33. Morgan
  35. Chapter 34. Anna
  36. Chapter 35. Morgan
  37. Chapter 36. Anna
  38. Chapter 37. Morgan
  39. Chapter 38. Anna
  40. Chapter 39. Morgan
  41. Chapter 40. Anna
  42. Chapter 41. Morgan
  43. Chapter 42. Anna
  44. Chapter 43. Morgan
  45. Chapter 44. Anna
  46. Chapter 45. Morgan
  47. Chapter 46. Anna
  48. Chapter 47. Morgan
  49. Chapter 48. Anna
  50. Chapter 49. Morgan
  51. Chapter 50. Anna
  52. Chapter 51. Morgan
  53. Chapter 52. Anna
  54. Chapter 53. Morgan
  55. Chapter 54. Anna
  56. Chapter 55. Morgan
  57. Chapter 56. Anna
  58. Chapter 57. Morgan
  59. Chapter 58. Anna
  60. Chapter 59. Morgan
  61. Chapter 60
  62. Chapter 61
  63. Chapter 62
  64. Chapter 63
  65. Chapter 64
  66. Chapter 65
  67. Chapter 66
  68. Chapter 67
  69. Epilogue: Morgan
  70. Acknowledgements

“Oh, I’m mortal all right.” He slipped his phone into the pocket of his jeans and stepped away from the table. “And I guess we’d better get back to work.”

I nodded, but as I stood up to reach for my palette, he spoke again.

“Were your parents divorced, Morgan?” he asked.

I looked at my palette but didn’t pick it up. “No,” I said, raising my gaze to him again. He looked sincerely interested in my answer, blue eyes serious. “But they should have been.”

“That bad, huh?”

I let out a breath. “You have no idea.” I felt danger creeping in. A tightness in my throat that told me I was going to fall apart if I talked about the past. I was too tired. Too vulnerable. And yet, Oliver stood there with those kind blue eyes, and he looked so ready to listen. “My parents were alcoholics,” I said.

“Ah,” he said. “You learned from the masters?”

I nodded. “Not just that. They … I was their only child and they didn’t know how to be parents. They sucked at it, frankly. They were madly, sloppily, drunkenly, disgustingly in love with each other and had nothing left over for—” Oh, shit. I was going to lose it.

“Hey,” he said, a worried expression on his face. “I’m sorry. I didn’t realize it was such a touchy subject.”

I sat down again, the muscles in my legs starting to quiver. I was surprised I was telling him about my growing-up years. I rarely spoke to anyone about my family. “The only attention I ever got from them was negative attention,” I said. “’You want to be an artist? You don’t have the talent to be any good at it, and you’ll never make any money at it, and don’t come running to us when you’re broke and living on the street.’” I looked down at my hands where they were locked together in my lap, my knuckles white. “They’d forget to pick me up after school sometimes, and they’d have these screaming, crying fights with each other. When I was little, I tried to get between them. Get them to stop fighting. When I was older, I just hid in my room.” I shivered with the memory. Sometimes I thought one of them might kill the other. Sometimes I actually wished that would happen. “They’d have friends over and everyone would get puking drunk and they’d expect me to clean up after them,” I said. I remembered my mother calling to me from her bedroom, asking me in her fake sweet voice to bring her the basin. I couldn’t have been any older than Nathan. I pretended not to hear her, burying my head beneath my pillow. “My parents never told me they loved me, Oliver,” I said. “Not ever. Not once. You tell Nathan, don’t you?”

“Of course. All the time.”