Contents ( 31)
- Table of Contents
- Introduction
- The Crystal Cup
- I. The Dream-Birth
- II. The Feast of Beauty
- III. The Story of the Moonbeam
- The Chain of Destiny
- I. A Warning
- II. More Links
- III. The Third To-morrow
- IV Afterwards
- The Castle of the King
- The Dualitists; or, the Death Doom of the Double Born
- Chapter I. Bis Dat Qui Non Cito Dat1
- Chapter II. Halcyon Days
- Chapter III. Rumours of Wars
- Chapter IV The Tucket Sounds
- Chapter V The First Crusade
- Chapter VI. “Let the Dead Past Bury Its Dead”
- Chapter VII. A Cloud with Golden Lining
- The Burial of the Rats
- The Judge’s House
- The Secret of the Growing Gold
- The Coming of Abel Behenna
- The Squaw
- A Dream of Red Hands
- Crooken Sands
- Dracula’s Guest
- A Star Trap
- A Gipsy Prophecy
- A CATALOG OF SELECTED DOVER BOOKS IN ALL FIELDS OF INTEREST
The books were always most carefully and punctually returned, and in time Jacob Settle and I became quite friends. Once or twice as I crossed the moorland on Sundays I looked in on him; but on such occasions he was shy and ill at ease so that I felt diffident about calling to see him. He would never under any circumstances come into my own lodgings.
One Sunday afternoon, I was coming back from a long walk beyond the moor, and as I passed Settle’s cottage stopped at the door to say “How do you do?” to him. As the door was shut, I thought that he was out, and merely knocked for form’s sake, or through habit, not expecting to get any answer. To my surprise, I heard a feeble voice from within, though what was said I could not hear. I entered at once, and found Jacob lying half-dressed upon his bed. He was as pale as death, and the sweat was simply rolling off his face. His hands were unconsciously gripping the bed-clothes as a drowning man holds on to whatever he may grasp. As I came in he half arose, with a wild, hunted look in his eyes, which were wide open and staring, as though something of horror had come before him; but when he recognised me he sank back on the couch with a smothered sob of relief and closed his eyes. I stood by him for a while, quite a minute or two, while he gasped. Then he opened his eyes and looked at me, but with such a despairing, woeful expression that, as I am a living man, I would have rather seen that frozen look of horror. I sat down beside him and asked after his health. For a while he would not answer me except to say that he was not ill; but then, after scrutinising me closely, he half arose on his elbow and said—
“I thank you kindly, sir, but I’m simply telling you the truth. I am not ill, as men call it, though God knows whether there be not worse sicknesses than doctors know of. I’ll tell you, as you are so kind, but I trust that you won’t even mention such a thing to a living soul, for it might work me more and greater woe. I am suffering from a bad dream.”
“A bad dream!” I said, hoping to cheer him; “but dreams pass away with the light—even with waking.” There I stopped, for before he spoke I saw the answer in his desolate look round the little place.
“No! no! that’s all well for people that live in comfort and with those they love around them. It is a thousand times worse for those who live alone and have to do so. What cheer is there for me, waking here in the silence of the night, with the wide moor around me full of voices and full of faces that make my waking a worse dream than my sleep? Ah, young sir, you have no past that can send its legions to people the darkness and the empty space, and I pray the good God that you may never have!” As he spoke, there was such an almost irresistible gravity of conviction in his manner that I abandoned my remonstrance about his solitary life. I felt that I was in the presence of some secret influence which I could not fathom. To my relief, for I knew not what to say, he went on—