Back Below the Big Blue Sky
Chapters (109)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Part One: D-Day
  5. Chapter One: Davey
  6. Chapter Two: Grace
  7. Chapter Three: Marjorie
  8. Chapter Four: Jack
  9. Chapter Five: Juliet
  10. Chapter Six: Molly
  11. Part Two: The Wake
  12. Chapter Seven: Molly
  13. Chapter Eight: Davey
  14. Chapter Nine: Grace
  15. Chapter Ten: Marjorie
  16. Chapter Eleven: Juliet
  17. Chapter Twelve: Jack
  18. Chapter Thirteen: Marjorie
  19. Chapter Fourteen: Grace
  20. Chapter Fifteen: Jack
  21. Chapter Sixteen: Molly
  22. Chapter Seventeen: Davey
  23. Chapter Eighteen: Juliet
  24. Part Three: The Funeral
  25. Chapter Nineteen: Grace
  26. Chapter Twenty: Davey
  27. Chapter Twenty-One: Jack
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two: Molly
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three: Juliet
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four: Marjorie
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five: Juliet
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six: Marjorie
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven: Jack
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight: Davey
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine: Grace
  36. Chapter Thirty: Molly
  37. Part Four: Year One
  38. Chapter Thirty-One: Juliet
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two: Grace
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three: Davey
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four: Marjorie
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five: Molly
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six: Jack
  44. Part Five: The Operation
  45. Chapter Thirty-Seven: Molly
  46. Chapter Thirty-Eight: Grace
  47. Chapter Thirty-Nine: Juliet
  48. Chapter Forty: Jack
  49. Chapter Forty-One: Davey
  50. Chapter Forty-Two: Marjorie
  51. Chapter Forty-Three: Grace
  52. Chapter Forty-Four: Jack
  53. Chapter Forty-Five: Molly
  54. Chapter Forty-Six: Juliet
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven: Davey
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight: Marjorie
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine: Grace
  58. Chapter Fifty: Juliet
  59. Chapter Fifty-One: Molly
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two: Davey
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three: Jack
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four: Marjorie
  63. Part Six: Year Two
  64. Chapter Fifty-Five: Jack
  65. Chapter Fifty-Six: Grace
  66. Chapter Fifty-Seven: Juliet
  67. Chapter Fifty-Eight: Marjorie
  68. Chapter Fifty-Nine: Davey
  69. Part Seven: The Homecoming
  70. Chapter Sixty: Molly
  71. Chapter Sixty-One: Marjorie
  72. Chapter Sixty-Two: Davey
  73. Chapter Sixty-Three: Grace
  74. Chapter Sixty-Four: Jack
  75. Chapter Sixty-Five: Molly
  76. Chapter Sixty-Six: Juliet
  77. Chapter Sixty-Seven: Davey
  78. Chapter Sixty-Eight: Molly
  79. Chapter Sixty-Nine: Grace
  80. Part Eight: The Court Case
  81. Chapter Seventy: Grace
  82. Chapter Seventy-One: Molly
  83. Chapter Seventy-Two: Jack
  84. Chapter Seventy-Three: Grace
  85. Chapter Seventy-Four: Davey
  86. Chapter Seventy-Five: Juliet
  87. Chapter Seventy-Six: Jack
  88. Chapter Seventy-Seven: Molly
  89. Chapter Seventy-Eight: Jack
  90. Chapter Seventy-Nine: Grace
  91. Chapter Eighty: Marjorie
  92. Chapter Eighty-One: Juliet
  93. Chapter Eighty-Two: Molly
  94. Part Nine: The Birth
  95. Chapter Eighty-Three: Davey
  96. Chapter Eighty-Four: Marjorie
  97. Chapter Eighty-Five: Juliet
  98. Chapter Eighty-Six: Molly
  99. Chapter Eighty-Seven: Marjorie
  100. Chapter Eighty-Eight: Jack
  101. Chapter Eighty-Nine: Molly
  102. Chapter Ninety: Grace
  103. Chapter Ninety-One: Davey
  104. Chapter Ninety-Two: Juliet
  105. Epilogue
  106. About the Author
  107. A Note From the Author
  108. Acknowledgements
  109. Reading Group Questions

‘I’m having the surgery,’ she said, lying in bed beside Lenny. He was reading a Tom Clancy novel and she was staring at a spider crack in the ceiling. He dropped the book and took his spectacles off. She could hear them slam on the locker and worried he’d break them – those spectacles were varifocal and cost over five hundred quid. He didn’t speak; instead he put the light out and turned away from her.

Grace broke the news to her parents over Sunday dinner. It was just the adults present. Molly had made a roast chicken and sent Lenny out for chipper chips when she realised she’d forgotten all the trimmings.

‘Me head’s up me hole,’ Molly said by way of explanation. It didn’t matter; Grace and Lenny weren’t there to eat. They were at war and looking for allies.

‘Ma, Da, I have some news.’

‘Make it good, love,’ Molly said.

‘Sorry, Ma. Can’t. I have the gene.’

‘What gene is that, love?’ Jack said.

‘The one that gave Rabbit cancer.’

Jack dropped his fork. Molly sat rigid.

‘You took the test,’ Molly said.

‘Yeah.’

‘And you have the gene.’

‘Yeah.’

‘And now she wants to cut her breasts off and pull her ovaries out,’ Lenny said, stealing her punchline.

‘I don’t want to,’ she corrected her husband.

‘But you’re going to,’ he said.

‘I have no choice,’ she screamed. She was so sick of repeating herself.

‘You have a choice, you can just keep up with the checks. Tell her, Jack. Tell her, Molly, tell her not to fucking carve herself up for no reason.’

Jack’s chair screeched as he pushed it back, stood up and walked out of the room.

‘Da,’ Grace called after him, and she was crying again, always crying, she was so fed up with crying.

‘I can’t,’ he said, and the door closed behind him. Lenny and Grace both looked to Molly for support.

‘Please, Molly,’ Lenny said. ‘Talk some sense into her.’

‘Do it. Save yourself,’ Molly said to Grace, and Grace was so relieved she sobbed into her hands. Finally. Thank you.

Molly stood up, gathered the plates and moved towards the sink. Lenny followed her.