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Chapters (109)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Part One: D-Day
  5. Chapter One: Davey
  6. Chapter Two: Grace
  7. Chapter Three: Marjorie
  8. Chapter Four: Jack
  9. Chapter Five: Juliet
  10. Chapter Six: Molly
  11. Part Two: The Wake
  12. Chapter Seven: Molly
  13. Chapter Eight: Davey
  14. Chapter Nine: Grace
  15. Chapter Ten: Marjorie
  16. Chapter Eleven: Juliet
  17. Chapter Twelve: Jack
  18. Chapter Thirteen: Marjorie
  19. Chapter Fourteen: Grace
  20. Chapter Fifteen: Jack
  21. Chapter Sixteen: Molly
  22. Chapter Seventeen: Davey
  23. Chapter Eighteen: Juliet
  24. Part Three: The Funeral
  25. Chapter Nineteen: Grace
  26. Chapter Twenty: Davey
  27. Chapter Twenty-One: Jack
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two: Molly
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three: Juliet
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four: Marjorie
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five: Juliet
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six: Marjorie
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven: Jack
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight: Davey
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine: Grace
  36. Chapter Thirty: Molly
  37. Part Four: Year One
  38. Chapter Thirty-One: Juliet
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two: Grace
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three: Davey
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four: Marjorie
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five: Molly
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six: Jack
  44. Part Five: The Operation
  45. Chapter Thirty-Seven: Molly
  46. Chapter Thirty-Eight: Grace
  47. Chapter Thirty-Nine: Juliet
  48. Chapter Forty: Jack
  49. Chapter Forty-One: Davey
  50. Chapter Forty-Two: Marjorie
  51. Chapter Forty-Three: Grace
  52. Chapter Forty-Four: Jack
  53. Chapter Forty-Five: Molly
  54. Chapter Forty-Six: Juliet
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven: Davey
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight: Marjorie
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine: Grace
  58. Chapter Fifty: Juliet
  59. Chapter Fifty-One: Molly
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two: Davey
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three: Jack
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four: Marjorie
  63. Part Six: Year Two
  64. Chapter Fifty-Five: Jack
  65. Chapter Fifty-Six: Grace
  66. Chapter Fifty-Seven: Juliet
  67. Chapter Fifty-Eight: Marjorie
  68. Chapter Fifty-Nine: Davey
  69. Part Seven: The Homecoming
  70. Chapter Sixty: Molly
  71. Chapter Sixty-One: Marjorie
  72. Chapter Sixty-Two: Davey
  73. Chapter Sixty-Three: Grace
  74. Chapter Sixty-Four: Jack
  75. Chapter Sixty-Five: Molly
  76. Chapter Sixty-Six: Juliet
  77. Chapter Sixty-Seven: Davey
  78. Chapter Sixty-Eight: Molly
  79. Chapter Sixty-Nine: Grace
  80. Part Eight: The Court Case
  81. Chapter Seventy: Grace
  82. Chapter Seventy-One: Molly
  83. Chapter Seventy-Two: Jack
  84. Chapter Seventy-Three: Grace
  85. Chapter Seventy-Four: Davey
  86. Chapter Seventy-Five: Juliet
  87. Chapter Seventy-Six: Jack
  88. Chapter Seventy-Seven: Molly
  89. Chapter Seventy-Eight: Jack
  90. Chapter Seventy-Nine: Grace
  91. Chapter Eighty: Marjorie
  92. Chapter Eighty-One: Juliet
  93. Chapter Eighty-Two: Molly
  94. Part Nine: The Birth
  95. Chapter Eighty-Three: Davey
  96. Chapter Eighty-Four: Marjorie
  97. Chapter Eighty-Five: Juliet
  98. Chapter Eighty-Six: Molly
  99. Chapter Eighty-Seven: Marjorie
  100. Chapter Eighty-Eight: Jack
  101. Chapter Eighty-Nine: Molly
  102. Chapter Ninety: Grace
  103. Chapter Ninety-One: Davey
  104. Chapter Ninety-Two: Juliet
  105. Epilogue
  106. About the Author
  107. A Note From the Author
  108. Acknowledgements
  109. Reading Group Questions

‘Look, Marj, you got unlucky – your ma’s a nutjob,’ she said. Then she sat Marjorie down with Molly Hayes, who explained that her mother’s broken fanny was not her fault but the fault of the doctor who botched up her birth.

‘And to be honest, love, your mammy was a miserable bitch before you were ever born. I’m sorry to say it but it’s true.’ That made Marjorie smile.

‘And Theresa Shea had one of those; she’s in bits as well but she loves her kids, you know why?’ she asked Marjorie when she was ten years old. Marjorie shook her head.

‘Because Theresa Shea isn’t a miserable bitch.’

Marjorie laughed again and then she cried, and Molly hugged her tight, and that was the first time she’d looked into Marjorie’s face and said those words that meant the world. ‘Who loves ya, Marjorie?’

‘Molly does.’

Rabbit, Molly and the Hayes family saved Marjorie from a life of loneliness and pain both before and after her father ran out on her.

‘Marjorie, did you hear me? It’s your father here.’

‘I heard you,’ she said, and for a fleeting instant she wondered if he had heard of Rabbit’s death and was reaching out to her, finally being her dad. Then she thought about it: how did he get this number? He must have read her thoughts.

‘One of your bank colleagues gave me your number after I explained the circumstances,’ he said.

‘What circumstances?’ she asked.

‘Your mother had a stroke today.’

‘Excuse me?’

‘She had a stroke.’

‘How do you know?’

‘I’m still noted as her next of kin.’

Two thoughts crashed into Marjorie’s head. 1. Oh shit, a stroke, and 2. Of course he is, it’s only been twenty-five bloody years.

‘Did you hear me, Marjorie?’

‘I heard you,’ she said dully, still processing what was happening.

‘She’s in the Mater Hospital.’

‘How did you know I worked in the bank?’ Marjorie asked.

‘Does it matter?’ he asked.

‘Yes.’

‘Your friend Rabbit tracked me down a few years ago and wrote to me, told me about you and how you were doing.’

‘Why?’

‘She said she wanted me to know what I was missing.’

‘She didn’t ask you to come and see me?’ Marjorie asked, agog.

‘No, she was very explicit about me staying away.’

Marjorie started to cry. He remained silent and waited for her to stop.

‘Have you seen Mam?’ The words were uttered before she had thought things through.

‘I live in the UK, Marjorie,’ he said in a tone that suggested he believed her to be dumb.

‘’Course you do.’

‘I just wanted to let you know, so that she’s not alone,’ he said.

‘That’s big of you,’ she said, finally mustering some sarcasm.

‘Sorry.’

‘Fine.’

‘Really, I am sorry.’

‘Dad?’

‘Yes, Marjorie?’

‘Go fuck yourself,’ she said, loud and proud, Molly Hayes-style.