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Chapters (109)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Part One: D-Day
  5. Chapter One: Davey
  6. Chapter Two: Grace
  7. Chapter Three: Marjorie
  8. Chapter Four: Jack
  9. Chapter Five: Juliet
  10. Chapter Six: Molly
  11. Part Two: The Wake
  12. Chapter Seven: Molly
  13. Chapter Eight: Davey
  14. Chapter Nine: Grace
  15. Chapter Ten: Marjorie
  16. Chapter Eleven: Juliet
  17. Chapter Twelve: Jack
  18. Chapter Thirteen: Marjorie
  19. Chapter Fourteen: Grace
  20. Chapter Fifteen: Jack
  21. Chapter Sixteen: Molly
  22. Chapter Seventeen: Davey
  23. Chapter Eighteen: Juliet
  24. Part Three: The Funeral
  25. Chapter Nineteen: Grace
  26. Chapter Twenty: Davey
  27. Chapter Twenty-One: Jack
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two: Molly
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three: Juliet
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four: Marjorie
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five: Juliet
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six: Marjorie
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven: Jack
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight: Davey
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine: Grace
  36. Chapter Thirty: Molly
  37. Part Four: Year One
  38. Chapter Thirty-One: Juliet
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two: Grace
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three: Davey
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four: Marjorie
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five: Molly
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six: Jack
  44. Part Five: The Operation
  45. Chapter Thirty-Seven: Molly
  46. Chapter Thirty-Eight: Grace
  47. Chapter Thirty-Nine: Juliet
  48. Chapter Forty: Jack
  49. Chapter Forty-One: Davey
  50. Chapter Forty-Two: Marjorie
  51. Chapter Forty-Three: Grace
  52. Chapter Forty-Four: Jack
  53. Chapter Forty-Five: Molly
  54. Chapter Forty-Six: Juliet
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven: Davey
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight: Marjorie
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine: Grace
  58. Chapter Fifty: Juliet
  59. Chapter Fifty-One: Molly
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two: Davey
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three: Jack
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four: Marjorie
  63. Part Six: Year Two
  64. Chapter Fifty-Five: Jack
  65. Chapter Fifty-Six: Grace
  66. Chapter Fifty-Seven: Juliet
  67. Chapter Fifty-Eight: Marjorie
  68. Chapter Fifty-Nine: Davey
  69. Part Seven: The Homecoming
  70. Chapter Sixty: Molly
  71. Chapter Sixty-One: Marjorie
  72. Chapter Sixty-Two: Davey
  73. Chapter Sixty-Three: Grace
  74. Chapter Sixty-Four: Jack
  75. Chapter Sixty-Five: Molly
  76. Chapter Sixty-Six: Juliet
  77. Chapter Sixty-Seven: Davey
  78. Chapter Sixty-Eight: Molly
  79. Chapter Sixty-Nine: Grace
  80. Part Eight: The Court Case
  81. Chapter Seventy: Grace
  82. Chapter Seventy-One: Molly
  83. Chapter Seventy-Two: Jack
  84. Chapter Seventy-Three: Grace
  85. Chapter Seventy-Four: Davey
  86. Chapter Seventy-Five: Juliet
  87. Chapter Seventy-Six: Jack
  88. Chapter Seventy-Seven: Molly
  89. Chapter Seventy-Eight: Jack
  90. Chapter Seventy-Nine: Grace
  91. Chapter Eighty: Marjorie
  92. Chapter Eighty-One: Juliet
  93. Chapter Eighty-Two: Molly
  94. Part Nine: The Birth
  95. Chapter Eighty-Three: Davey
  96. Chapter Eighty-Four: Marjorie
  97. Chapter Eighty-Five: Juliet
  98. Chapter Eighty-Six: Molly
  99. Chapter Eighty-Seven: Marjorie
  100. Chapter Eighty-Eight: Jack
  101. Chapter Eighty-Nine: Molly
  102. Chapter Ninety: Grace
  103. Chapter Ninety-One: Davey
  104. Chapter Ninety-Two: Juliet
  105. Epilogue
  106. About the Author
  107. A Note From the Author
  108. Acknowledgements
  109. Reading Group Questions

‘Is that enough?’ Molly asked at the end of their call.

‘It’s more than enough,’ she said.

They all sat waiting in the chapel for the arrival of Rabbit. Vincent and Silent Ed were bringing her separately. Molly didn’t know why. It was custom that the family would follow the hearse, but the hearse took a detour and the family car didn’t follow it. Molly hadn’t even noticed. She had spent the drive focused on her shoes for no reason other than she couldn’t quite manage to hold her head up. When they arrived at the chapel, Grace had rushed them in before the hearse arrived. Molly just assumed it was how the non-religious do it, just to be bloody different. On the wave of Vincent’s hand the bandmates, Jack and Lenny slipped away to the front door of the chapel. On the way Louis pressed play on the first song and the crowd stood and waited to see Jack lead Davey, Lenny, Francie, Jay, Louis and Kev as they carried Rabbit’s basket down the aisle It was then that Molly realised Grace had well and truly stitched her up.

‘A poxy basket,’ she muttered under her breath.

‘It’s what she wanted, Ma.’

‘Where did the coffin go?’ Jack asked, confused by the change.

‘It was a rental,’ Grace said.

‘I’ll kill ya,’ Molly said.

‘I promised her, Ma.’

Molly just shook her head and sighed heavily. ‘So be it, Grace.’ She placed her hand on the basket holding her daughter and tapped it. ‘She has your back, love,’ she said to Rabbit.

The civil celebrant was called Caroline. She stood in front of the gathering dressed in a smart suit and wearing round glasses, her hair in a bun. She welcomed everyone and opened her speech about Rabbit with Molly’s phone call. She talked about how it was obvious that Rabbit was loved and admired. Molly watched Juliet as Caroline spoke. She was drug-free and yet still so dazed. Does she even know what’s going on? Davey held the child’s hand in his. Davey’s her parent now. I don’t even know what’s going on.

Caroline introduced a song.

‘This was one of Rabbit’s favourites,’ she said, and she nodded to Louis, who gave her the thumbs up and pressed play. It was The Pogues’ ‘Rainy Night in Soho’. The familiar melody kicked in and without any nudge from Caroline or any discussion between parties, half the assembly sang along and the rest joined in for the chorus. All the voices singing in unison with Shane MacGowan was a thing to hear and see. Molly felt her heart ache as her husband nodded along.

‘She’d have loved this,’ Jack said, looking around to his wife perched on the end of the pew. All the while Molly’s hand rested on the basket and tapped on it in time to the music.