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Chapters (109)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Part One: D-Day
  5. Chapter One: Davey
  6. Chapter Two: Grace
  7. Chapter Three: Marjorie
  8. Chapter Four: Jack
  9. Chapter Five: Juliet
  10. Chapter Six: Molly
  11. Part Two: The Wake
  12. Chapter Seven: Molly
  13. Chapter Eight: Davey
  14. Chapter Nine: Grace
  15. Chapter Ten: Marjorie
  16. Chapter Eleven: Juliet
  17. Chapter Twelve: Jack
  18. Chapter Thirteen: Marjorie
  19. Chapter Fourteen: Grace
  20. Chapter Fifteen: Jack
  21. Chapter Sixteen: Molly
  22. Chapter Seventeen: Davey
  23. Chapter Eighteen: Juliet
  24. Part Three: The Funeral
  25. Chapter Nineteen: Grace
  26. Chapter Twenty: Davey
  27. Chapter Twenty-One: Jack
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two: Molly
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three: Juliet
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four: Marjorie
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five: Juliet
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six: Marjorie
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven: Jack
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight: Davey
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine: Grace
  36. Chapter Thirty: Molly
  37. Part Four: Year One
  38. Chapter Thirty-One: Juliet
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two: Grace
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three: Davey
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four: Marjorie
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five: Molly
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six: Jack
  44. Part Five: The Operation
  45. Chapter Thirty-Seven: Molly
  46. Chapter Thirty-Eight: Grace
  47. Chapter Thirty-Nine: Juliet
  48. Chapter Forty: Jack
  49. Chapter Forty-One: Davey
  50. Chapter Forty-Two: Marjorie
  51. Chapter Forty-Three: Grace
  52. Chapter Forty-Four: Jack
  53. Chapter Forty-Five: Molly
  54. Chapter Forty-Six: Juliet
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven: Davey
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight: Marjorie
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine: Grace
  58. Chapter Fifty: Juliet
  59. Chapter Fifty-One: Molly
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two: Davey
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three: Jack
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four: Marjorie
  63. Part Six: Year Two
  64. Chapter Fifty-Five: Jack
  65. Chapter Fifty-Six: Grace
  66. Chapter Fifty-Seven: Juliet
  67. Chapter Fifty-Eight: Marjorie
  68. Chapter Fifty-Nine: Davey
  69. Part Seven: The Homecoming
  70. Chapter Sixty: Molly
  71. Chapter Sixty-One: Marjorie
  72. Chapter Sixty-Two: Davey
  73. Chapter Sixty-Three: Grace
  74. Chapter Sixty-Four: Jack
  75. Chapter Sixty-Five: Molly
  76. Chapter Sixty-Six: Juliet
  77. Chapter Sixty-Seven: Davey
  78. Chapter Sixty-Eight: Molly
  79. Chapter Sixty-Nine: Grace
  80. Part Eight: The Court Case
  81. Chapter Seventy: Grace
  82. Chapter Seventy-One: Molly
  83. Chapter Seventy-Two: Jack
  84. Chapter Seventy-Three: Grace
  85. Chapter Seventy-Four: Davey
  86. Chapter Seventy-Five: Juliet
  87. Chapter Seventy-Six: Jack
  88. Chapter Seventy-Seven: Molly
  89. Chapter Seventy-Eight: Jack
  90. Chapter Seventy-Nine: Grace
  91. Chapter Eighty: Marjorie
  92. Chapter Eighty-One: Juliet
  93. Chapter Eighty-Two: Molly
  94. Part Nine: The Birth
  95. Chapter Eighty-Three: Davey
  96. Chapter Eighty-Four: Marjorie
  97. Chapter Eighty-Five: Juliet
  98. Chapter Eighty-Six: Molly
  99. Chapter Eighty-Seven: Marjorie
  100. Chapter Eighty-Eight: Jack
  101. Chapter Eighty-Nine: Molly
  102. Chapter Ninety: Grace
  103. Chapter Ninety-One: Davey
  104. Chapter Ninety-Two: Juliet
  105. Epilogue
  106. About the Author
  107. A Note From the Author
  108. Acknowledgements
  109. Reading Group Questions

‘I can see him calling to me and Jay: “Let’s go, come on”. Stamping his feet on the broken glass and my ma shouting, “Get down, ya fool, before you fucking impale yourself”.’

Davey nodded and chuckled at the memory.

‘He never did. He’d just laugh and run the length of that wall, passing twelve houses and gardens, saying hello as he did,’ he said, and Davey could hear the emotion in his voice.

‘There ya are, Johnny, you playing any gigs lately?’ Francie said in a high voice, imitating an auld one.

‘Ah yeah, Mrs T, we’re in the Baggot, come and see us,’ Davey said, joining in.

‘Ah now, I’m too old for all that but I’ll tell my Tina, she loves ya, Johnny,’ Francie said, and he sniffed. ‘All the girls loved Johnny, but he only ever loved one girl.’

Davey nodded, craning his neck to follow the length of wall to its end. ‘He’d run the full length of that wall and jump down and unlock the bike he’d attached to the lamp post in the laneway, and he’d wait for you to make your way to him on bikes, the long way round.’

‘Yeah, well, the Byrne brothers didn’t do walls. If I wanted to be an acrobat I’d have joined a circus,’ Francie said.

‘Johnny used to say you wouldn’t need to be an acrobat to join the circus, the state of ya,’ Davey said.

Francie chuckled to himself. ‘He had a point.’

Davey could hear and see his dead friend as clearly as if he was in front of him. Everything was the same: the high grey-speckled wall, the green bottle glass sticking out, the old garage, even the cloudy sky. All that was missing was Johnny.

There was a candle half burned in the old wrought iron fireplace, and on its mantelpiece rested a King James Bible and a small brass statue of Jesus carrying his cross. There was an old beaten-up leather chair in the corner and two guitars on a stand next to it. Davey sat down on the chair, picked up a guitar and played a few chords. Francie lay on Johnny’s bed and closed his eyes before reciting the words written above him on the wall.

Dear God, you have forsaken me, a boy who loved unconditionally.

The pious say you hear my cry but are you there, Lord, as I die?

You made it so this dreamer’s dreams would end as they began,

This lucky boy, unlucky man,

A blinding light, a buzzing ceiling fan, a thumb to grip,

A man undone but no longer sick.

Davey turned to look at the writing scrawled on the wall above the small black fireplace. Francie knew it all off by heart. He recited the words that Davey could see, the slanted, unsteady, unsure penmanship.

Dear God, I’ll be again