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Chapters (109)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Part One: D-Day
  5. Chapter One: Davey
  6. Chapter Two: Grace
  7. Chapter Three: Marjorie
  8. Chapter Four: Jack
  9. Chapter Five: Juliet
  10. Chapter Six: Molly
  11. Part Two: The Wake
  12. Chapter Seven: Molly
  13. Chapter Eight: Davey
  14. Chapter Nine: Grace
  15. Chapter Ten: Marjorie
  16. Chapter Eleven: Juliet
  17. Chapter Twelve: Jack
  18. Chapter Thirteen: Marjorie
  19. Chapter Fourteen: Grace
  20. Chapter Fifteen: Jack
  21. Chapter Sixteen: Molly
  22. Chapter Seventeen: Davey
  23. Chapter Eighteen: Juliet
  24. Part Three: The Funeral
  25. Chapter Nineteen: Grace
  26. Chapter Twenty: Davey
  27. Chapter Twenty-One: Jack
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two: Molly
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three: Juliet
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four: Marjorie
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five: Juliet
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six: Marjorie
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven: Jack
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight: Davey
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine: Grace
  36. Chapter Thirty: Molly
  37. Part Four: Year One
  38. Chapter Thirty-One: Juliet
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two: Grace
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three: Davey
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four: Marjorie
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five: Molly
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six: Jack
  44. Part Five: The Operation
  45. Chapter Thirty-Seven: Molly
  46. Chapter Thirty-Eight: Grace
  47. Chapter Thirty-Nine: Juliet
  48. Chapter Forty: Jack
  49. Chapter Forty-One: Davey
  50. Chapter Forty-Two: Marjorie
  51. Chapter Forty-Three: Grace
  52. Chapter Forty-Four: Jack
  53. Chapter Forty-Five: Molly
  54. Chapter Forty-Six: Juliet
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven: Davey
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight: Marjorie
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine: Grace
  58. Chapter Fifty: Juliet
  59. Chapter Fifty-One: Molly
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two: Davey
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three: Jack
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four: Marjorie
  63. Part Six: Year Two
  64. Chapter Fifty-Five: Jack
  65. Chapter Fifty-Six: Grace
  66. Chapter Fifty-Seven: Juliet
  67. Chapter Fifty-Eight: Marjorie
  68. Chapter Fifty-Nine: Davey
  69. Part Seven: The Homecoming
  70. Chapter Sixty: Molly
  71. Chapter Sixty-One: Marjorie
  72. Chapter Sixty-Two: Davey
  73. Chapter Sixty-Three: Grace
  74. Chapter Sixty-Four: Jack
  75. Chapter Sixty-Five: Molly
  76. Chapter Sixty-Six: Juliet
  77. Chapter Sixty-Seven: Davey
  78. Chapter Sixty-Eight: Molly
  79. Chapter Sixty-Nine: Grace
  80. Part Eight: The Court Case
  81. Chapter Seventy: Grace
  82. Chapter Seventy-One: Molly
  83. Chapter Seventy-Two: Jack
  84. Chapter Seventy-Three: Grace
  85. Chapter Seventy-Four: Davey
  86. Chapter Seventy-Five: Juliet
  87. Chapter Seventy-Six: Jack
  88. Chapter Seventy-Seven: Molly
  89. Chapter Seventy-Eight: Jack
  90. Chapter Seventy-Nine: Grace
  91. Chapter Eighty: Marjorie
  92. Chapter Eighty-One: Juliet
  93. Chapter Eighty-Two: Molly
  94. Part Nine: The Birth
  95. Chapter Eighty-Three: Davey
  96. Chapter Eighty-Four: Marjorie
  97. Chapter Eighty-Five: Juliet
  98. Chapter Eighty-Six: Molly
  99. Chapter Eighty-Seven: Marjorie
  100. Chapter Eighty-Eight: Jack
  101. Chapter Eighty-Nine: Molly
  102. Chapter Ninety: Grace
  103. Chapter Ninety-One: Davey
  104. Chapter Ninety-Two: Juliet
  105. Epilogue
  106. About the Author
  107. A Note From the Author
  108. Acknowledgements
  109. Reading Group Questions

‘Hey, Sporty Spice,’ Lenny said to his son, ‘looking good.’ Bernard laughed because he liked it when his da called him Sporty Spice – Bernard was odd like that. He stopped eating breakfast long enough to give his ma a hug.

‘Where’s Stephen?’

‘He arrived here half an hour ago with some young one. I sent him home to get Jeff.’

‘OMG we forgot about Jeff,’ Grace said to Lenny, and took her phone out to see she’d missed eight calls. She held it up. ‘It was on silent!’

‘Don’t worry about it, Stephen had forgotten his tie anyway.’

‘Right,’ she said. She turned to her mother. ‘All right, Ma?’

‘Sausage?’ Molly asked.

‘Yeah, go on,’ she said.

‘Your da’s moved into the attic, and I’ll tell you something, if he gets caught up in that fucking beanbag again I’ll . . .’ She walked into the hallway and shouted up the stairs, aiming her voice at the hatch. ‘Put on a suit, old man. Don’t have me go up there, I’m warnin’ ya.’ She walked back to Grace, then as though she’d just remembered something she turned on her heel and walked back under the hole in the ceiling. ‘You can go to lunch when your daughter is buried. Not one second before that, do hear me, Jack?’ She waited for a second before stamping her foot. He peered out of the ceiling. ‘I hear ya, Molly. I hear ya,’ he said, making his way down the steps. ‘The angels in heaven can hear you.’

‘Well if that’s the case you can tell them they can—’

‘Molls, enough of that now,’ he said. Jack didn’t mind salty language, but telling angels to eff off was beyond the pale.

‘Fine,’ she said. She walked back into the kitchen as Grace was plating up sausages and toast for Lenny and herself.

‘Where’s Davey?’

‘He dropped off Juliet and Ryan over an hour ago and disappeared.’

The hackles on Grace’s neck rose. ‘Ryan’s here.’

Lenny stood up. ‘Calm down, Grace.’

‘I’m calm,’ she said. Then she stood up and brushed herself down and walked out of the room. Ryan was on the sofa in the sitting room alone and in silence. She sat in the armchair opposite him, afraid of what she might be capable of if she got too close.

‘Why?’ she asked. ‘Don’t say because Rabbit would find it funny.’

‘What if that’s the reason?’ he said.

‘It’s not good enough.’

‘Why?’

‘Because Rabbit is gone and making a bloody joke of it is disrespectful,’ Grace said, and her voice shook in anger and sadness.

‘I just wanted to make her proud.’

‘What do you mean?’

‘My job was to make her laugh, to say the things no one else would say.’

Grace sighed a deep sigh that came from her very core.

‘Your job?’