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Chapters (109)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Part One: D-Day
  5. Chapter One: Davey
  6. Chapter Two: Grace
  7. Chapter Three: Marjorie
  8. Chapter Four: Jack
  9. Chapter Five: Juliet
  10. Chapter Six: Molly
  11. Part Two: The Wake
  12. Chapter Seven: Molly
  13. Chapter Eight: Davey
  14. Chapter Nine: Grace
  15. Chapter Ten: Marjorie
  16. Chapter Eleven: Juliet
  17. Chapter Twelve: Jack
  18. Chapter Thirteen: Marjorie
  19. Chapter Fourteen: Grace
  20. Chapter Fifteen: Jack
  21. Chapter Sixteen: Molly
  22. Chapter Seventeen: Davey
  23. Chapter Eighteen: Juliet
  24. Part Three: The Funeral
  25. Chapter Nineteen: Grace
  26. Chapter Twenty: Davey
  27. Chapter Twenty-One: Jack
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two: Molly
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three: Juliet
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four: Marjorie
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five: Juliet
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six: Marjorie
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven: Jack
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight: Davey
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine: Grace
  36. Chapter Thirty: Molly
  37. Part Four: Year One
  38. Chapter Thirty-One: Juliet
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two: Grace
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three: Davey
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four: Marjorie
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five: Molly
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six: Jack
  44. Part Five: The Operation
  45. Chapter Thirty-Seven: Molly
  46. Chapter Thirty-Eight: Grace
  47. Chapter Thirty-Nine: Juliet
  48. Chapter Forty: Jack
  49. Chapter Forty-One: Davey
  50. Chapter Forty-Two: Marjorie
  51. Chapter Forty-Three: Grace
  52. Chapter Forty-Four: Jack
  53. Chapter Forty-Five: Molly
  54. Chapter Forty-Six: Juliet
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven: Davey
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight: Marjorie
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine: Grace
  58. Chapter Fifty: Juliet
  59. Chapter Fifty-One: Molly
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two: Davey
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three: Jack
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four: Marjorie
  63. Part Six: Year Two
  64. Chapter Fifty-Five: Jack
  65. Chapter Fifty-Six: Grace
  66. Chapter Fifty-Seven: Juliet
  67. Chapter Fifty-Eight: Marjorie
  68. Chapter Fifty-Nine: Davey
  69. Part Seven: The Homecoming
  70. Chapter Sixty: Molly
  71. Chapter Sixty-One: Marjorie
  72. Chapter Sixty-Two: Davey
  73. Chapter Sixty-Three: Grace
  74. Chapter Sixty-Four: Jack
  75. Chapter Sixty-Five: Molly
  76. Chapter Sixty-Six: Juliet
  77. Chapter Sixty-Seven: Davey
  78. Chapter Sixty-Eight: Molly
  79. Chapter Sixty-Nine: Grace
  80. Part Eight: The Court Case
  81. Chapter Seventy: Grace
  82. Chapter Seventy-One: Molly
  83. Chapter Seventy-Two: Jack
  84. Chapter Seventy-Three: Grace
  85. Chapter Seventy-Four: Davey
  86. Chapter Seventy-Five: Juliet
  87. Chapter Seventy-Six: Jack
  88. Chapter Seventy-Seven: Molly
  89. Chapter Seventy-Eight: Jack
  90. Chapter Seventy-Nine: Grace
  91. Chapter Eighty: Marjorie
  92. Chapter Eighty-One: Juliet
  93. Chapter Eighty-Two: Molly
  94. Part Nine: The Birth
  95. Chapter Eighty-Three: Davey
  96. Chapter Eighty-Four: Marjorie
  97. Chapter Eighty-Five: Juliet
  98. Chapter Eighty-Six: Molly
  99. Chapter Eighty-Seven: Marjorie
  100. Chapter Eighty-Eight: Jack
  101. Chapter Eighty-Nine: Molly
  102. Chapter Ninety: Grace
  103. Chapter Ninety-One: Davey
  104. Chapter Ninety-Two: Juliet
  105. Epilogue
  106. About the Author
  107. A Note From the Author
  108. Acknowledgements
  109. Reading Group Questions

The body arrived at the Hayes household at exactly 5 p.m. that day. The neighbours came out of their homes just as the hearse pulled up. They stood in their gardens and made signs of the cross as the two men in suits rolled Rabbit onto the road. Force-of-Nature Molly stood on the front step flanked by her family: Jack to her left wearing his back brace and crying like a baby; Deer-Caught-in-Headlights Davey beside a deeply sad Grace, his hand clasping hers, the way he did when they were kids and she walked him to school. Grace’s boys – Stephen, Bernard, Ryan and Jeffrey – stood behind them. Marjorie sat with Juliet on the stairs. The child was still zonked, staring at the wall.

Grace watched her little sister being wheeled up the driveway in a brown box while the whole neighbourhood stood in their gardens, heads bowed in solidarity and quietly thanking God it wasn’t one of theirs. It was incredibly difficult for her. I have the gene. She didn’t let it show. She buried it deep. The funeral directors stalled by the gate and Grace was suddenly transported back to the 1980s and a sixteen-year-old Johnny Faye in his ripped jeans, long leather jacket and soft curly hair was sitting on the wall in front of her. She saw twelve-year-old gawky Rabbit with her long ponytails, her big thick-framed glasses and her eyepatch, there to correct a lazy eye. She was crying. He had his arm around her. She was crying because back then, aged eighteen, Grace was voluptuous, with wild red hair and a pretty face, and Rabbit was jealous. ‘No one will be as beautiful as you, Rabbit,’ he told her. He was right. Rabbit was something special her whole life, even with big thick-framed glasses and a dodgy eye. Grace by contrast only felt special for a very short period of time. Silent Ed tripped on a crack in the pavement, bringing Grace back into the present. Vincent gave him a dirty look. He cast his eyes downwards. Everyone parted to let them enter. No one really knew where to stand. Molly directed the coffin as though it were traffic.

‘Come this way. No. A little to the left. No. My left. No. Sorry. Right. A little to the right. Stop.’ She stood back.

When Rabbit was positioned in the room, Vincent took the lid off the coffin. Everyone stood back and automatically blessed themselves. Quietly the two men exited the room, leaving the bereaved to grieve. Molly stood over her youngest, dressed in her own clothes, light make-up and her favourite, perfectly coiffed, blonde wig. She looked exactly like herself.

‘There you are, love.’ Overcome, Molly needed a chair. Davey ran into the kitchen and placed one under his mum’s bum. ‘Perfect,’ she said, then she turned to Marjorie. ‘Who loves ya, Marjorie?’

‘Molly does,’ Marjorie said. Molly reached out for Marjorie’s hand and kissed it and held it close.